Somtimes I envied my best friend, Ainn. She gets to travel most of the time.

Yes, her job allows her to travel. She worked in the same company ever since she came back, from office administration, now she is promoted to the marketing side and she has to travel. WOW!

How I wish I can get a marketing job that allows me to travel. Coz my aim is to see the the whole world, before I settle down and get married.

Sighz. Maybe this is just how my life is predestined to be? Or maybe I can aim to travel the world if I put in more effort?

InsyaAllah...

Me? Well, I am still doing well in my H.R and no news of confirmation yet BUT my appraisal report is already done. Kinda average which is OK. Average means "Meet Expectations". Hey, not bad for a newbie for 2 months working in HR.

Alhamdulillah, will work even harder. This is my periuk nasi and I have 3 family members to support so I cannot lose this job.

Amyria pours her heart out @ 1:12 am   |

They are like pots calling the kettle black.

Example: (from the comments) - The one with no shame - It is THEM, not me.
- One aimless creature - It is THEM, not me.
- No fashion sense - THEM and ME.
- Suka jaga kain orang - THEM, not me
and etc etc..

Hmm... Reading those comments...
Aren't they referring to themselves? *slaps forehead*

I hope they know the definition of the pot calling the kettle black. Yeah... if they know what is the definition of NARCISISISM, REEK and INEXPRESSIBLE... I am sure they should know what is the pot calling the kettle black too, shouldn't they?

Amyria pours her heart out @ 12:03 am   |

I was replying to the comment in Facebook with "It's freedom of speech" without any harm done / intended.

But rite after that comment....

KECOH SIAK SATU OFFICE!
BIASALAH MINAHS...

When I refer them as minahs, dorang tak boleh accept.

Well, doesn't matter... Like most of my friends say, "Minahs got something wrong with their brain... they are clueless creatures.. they do not know anything so they dun know what is a minah. They think they are not one!"

My best friend read and know what was happening and she is the best. Funny reply. She asked, "how does a pontianak turned into a beautiful lady?" I answered, "Poke a nail in her neck." She nodded and then said, "precisely... just like them... they have nails in their necks and somehow or rather those nails went into their brains and that's why they react that way! C'mon! Dun entertain those childish adults. U'll just wasting time. "

So there u go, I ain't gonna waste more time so I will end this entry of mine now.

Adious!

Amyria pours her heart out @ 11:36 pm   |

He wants to marry me (not now la of course, but Alamak!)

I told him I can't marry him coz

1) he's a foreigner - he came from a country which my family is very suspicious about (always have bad news abt them involving crimes!) - but he has been working here for 13 years, has been working in the same company as me for 2 and half years already..

2) he's married with 2 kids (been married for 9 years - arranged marriage)

3) I am not ready yet (I have my reasons)

4) I don't know him that well (I just started working there on 1st March!)

5) Since he is married, for sure my family will definitely object! (CONFIRM NYER!)

6) Maybe he is not sincere. (just to satisfy his lust? I dun knw)

I think I have to perform istikharah prayers to seek guidance from Allah. I will leave it to Allah. If Allah shows to me that he is the one that I have to give him a chance and make the courage to tell my family about it. If Allah says he is not the one, how to stay a distance from him? Resign from there? Mana boleh! Sighz..

P/S: My sis knows that he is married... and she might let it out to my granny.. How does my sis know? Well, she likes to play games on my iPhone and furthermore, my subscription is a student plan and I use her name so by right I have no choice but to let her use my iPhone to play games so she may have read those messages in my iPhone. DuhZ!

NB: He too, has shown me his family photo...

Amyria pours her heart out @ 12:30 am   |

So.... he's actually married. . . . . . . . . . . . .

(I know some of u will be asking me, "Hey, Maria... U're in H.R, don't u know?" Well, FYI.. when I came in... most of the Personnel Files went missing and his is one of them, now that some of the missing files have been found - includes his - I got to know of his marital status)

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Otak ku da buntu sekarang...

Amyria pours her heart out @ 1:12 am   |