Friday, April 29, 2005
I dun knw y my brain is at da stage where it just couldn't start functioning. I had Q.M lesson last nite which is abt Time Series Analysis. Susah sia! Tak faham! Have tis Addictive model, Multiplicative Model. Very complicated! Den, have 2draw 2 - one for solving da question n one is 2find da seasoned variation!? Moreover, I have Q.M (Quantitative Methods) assignment 2do and yet I don't even know where to begin. Kepala otakku mcm nak pecah skarang!!!
ARGH!! Oh no! How to cope! I wonder if i am still a full time student, wil i b complaining abt da toughness of each subject? I dun knw.. Simply dun knw..wat i knw is I AM STRUGGLING!! Aft Time Series Analysis, wil be Break-Even Analysis (which is always in compulsory section for exam!), Index Numbers analysis, Integration, Kinematics - all very heavy subject!! I need time to digest watever i learnt but it seems tat it cant b in my head!!!!!
Toking abt exams, other bloggers who r undergrad - whether they r here or overseas - they are having examinations. Coz they r full time undergrads... As for me, i'm studying part time hence examination schedule is later than full timers.
I received my examination schedule: My Quantitative Methods exam is on 2nd June (Wed) frm 9am to 12pm n since I failed Marketing for Dec04, I have 2retake again n tat exam falls on 4th June (Fri), time of exam: 2pm to 5pm. Guess, I have 2take 3 days off frm work for my studies. Huh? Can take half day leave? Dun wan la! Aft my Q.M exam, i need 2revise my Marketing! U wan me 2fail again?! My colleagues, some of them knw tat im studying part time in da evening. Why da heck do they care?! Coz im paying using da money they gave me for my salary - i didnt ask them to sponsor to pay for my course fee - so,i dun think its a big issue 2them if i study part time.
Hmm... My chat box has been flooded. Haha.. Hmm... Miralicious, I think u muz be Mira-Manggis in Suave's friendster? :) No wonder u came here. U too had a blog of ur own, n i believe u might have blog hopped? Hence u chance upon my blog n as u scroll down, u kinda c ur name, ryt? I think only la. I did take a look at urs too. Oh my! U're da same age as my bro too! Gd thing u heed my advice n delete him off frm ur friends' list.
P/S: Yes! For a few months, i have been trying tis! Try wat? Hmm..Y DUN U TRY TO RIGHT CLICK? Can c sumthing like Copy or watever? CANNOT RYT? Instead, u c: want to read, read! dun try to right click to copy some stuff! Haha!! I HAVE DONE DA CODING. DA CODING TAT RESTRICT users FRM RIGHT CLICK 2COPY STUFFS! Wahaha!! I have been trying tat for months n now I have Succeed!!!
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
i wanna blog abt HIM again...Who? who else if it isnt tat disgusting guy! y? Wat abt him? Hmm.. Ok.. I RECEIVED AN MSN SHOCK abt a MONTH ago regarding hin. Interested to knw more, read below:
Tis topic has been going on n on (will it/ when will it stop?) since da day I posted it on 7 March (i think) abt me being over da moon knwing him in friendster n den a sec sch frend alert cum warn me abt him a few days later aft tat n blah blah..dun continue alrdy.. read urself in March entry.
The below chat was sumtime in end of March. ( i think: 28 March? cant rem) I was still in office, working. BORING so I secretly chat. (although my status was: Busy) If i didnt start da conversation, I WLDNT KNW.. MORE OF HIS DISGUSTING DARK SECRET!
Huh.. A smart aleck guy like him is been called 'idiot'. Tats da perfect name 2call a sex-minded guy like him! I shant post our chat log here coz tats direct copywright..i dun think its nice so I'll use my own words..
And so, tat was da first time we chat. Of coz I didnt straight away shoots da question abt HIM! I asked da usual question: Hi, hello..wateva.. blah blah.
Den..it all started when she told me she read my blog n she knws tat idiot had moved..i got da wrong msg...she said he used 2stay near her when he was harrassing her. But she didnt knw where he had moved as long as far away frm her. Hey..he is also far away frm ME!
Den i asked her question by question. First question i asked Did he tol 2u in sch. She replied saying he didnt really tok 2her. Hmm.. Den I asked further: Den hw u knw he likes u. She told me he called but tat was b4 he smsed those things..
"he called on ur mobile phone?" I asked. "No" was wat I got for an ans. He called her at hm. Wooah.. he has her no? Hmm... Den da conversation topic abt HIM was changed to a conversation between ourselves.. Rem I wrote tat she told me she wasnt malay? ANd i asked her via my blog wat race she was..so our chats were abt tat n den.. continue abt HIM which i found it 2B MORE SHOCKING THAN EVER!! IT STARTED WHEN HE WAS STILL IN SEC SCH? HOW COME NO ONE TOL ME? I'M SURE THERE WERE A FEW EX-JIN TAIANS KNW ABT TIS. Y THEY KEEP QUIET? NO WONDER SOME OF THEM GAVE ME A SMEAR LOOK OUT BUT NO ONE COME UP 2ME 2TEL ME. Well, maybe my fault too.. if they were 2tel me, wld i believe? NO. I knw how i was during my teen.
When i asked her y she didnt choose Raffles Girl Sec Sch after graduating frm Raffles Pri.. "I dun wan an all gal sch anymore" was her reply 2me. "Ok, no wonder..u're an attraction frm guys" I respond. She laughed n asked y do I say tat. When I told her she had an admirer..she said, "No, he was juz an idiot." HAHA
"is he in ur Friendster?" Was da question she popped out next. My ans: "nope...i did add him but i think he knws n he didnt approve..coz he knws i lyk him when in sec sch.."
// Toking abt friendster.. I did browse through his profile - again. Last time, I cant c how many friends he got becoz not closely connected but now he is closely connected 2my network of frends so I juz browse through his profile.. SO PATHETIC! 39 FRIENDS?! ALL GIRLS! I BET NONE OF DA GIRLS - except his ex-classmate - KNWS HIM!! When I sms his ex-classmate.. da one who alerted me n warned me abt him, she replied tat he will die without gal! HAH //
"ooh i c, he seems nice bt hes nt" was her response. ME: "i thot so too"..
AND DA SHOCKING PART BEGAN...
She said: "i heard frm my friend tt once when his dad wasnt ard, he asked tis girl over 2his hse so he culd try 2 hav sex w her."
I had blog b4 tat i was still UNDER SUPERVISION AT WORK. But I DUN CARE!! WHEN I READ TAT..MY JAWS WERE WIDE OPEN. COULDNT BELIEVE MAN! And i forgot abt finishing up my office work tat i typed: "My god!" I asked: "wat abt his mum?" She answered: "his parent r divorced, he lives w his dad."
// Juz i had guess A LONG TIME ago.. I had tis presentiment during sec sch tat he is close wif his dad as in parents divorced n his dad got custody of him. Boy,was my presentiment accurate! //
* Abih jaga lah anak tu betul2. Kalau dia kacau anak dara org sampai mengandung anak dara tu..siapa yg malu.. Encik Basri juga kan yg malu - apa aku membebel? *
I was abt 2ask her who was da gal he invited 2go 2his hse 2do tat when her msg popped out first. She did mention da girl's name but 2protect da girl's identity - although she's my age, not underage - but i think its best 2let her identity left unknwn coz i think NOT MANY JIN TAIANS knws abt tis..esp his ex-classmates...(maybe)
"how old was he when he did tat?" i asked. SHOCKING ANSWER WAS FLASHED TO DA SCREEN! OH MY GOD! He was in ...
SHE: i tink sec 4 or 5
I was DAMN SHOCKED AND SURPRISE... Sec 4 or 5?
//Now, I KNW..I REM hearing: Hafidz Pervert..back in sec sch.. I had no idea who spread those words.. Do I believe it? NO! AT TAT TIME, MY THINKING WAS: Alah, tat gal like Hafidz n since she was rejected, mcm2 lah dia kata si Hafidz tu.. NOW I KNW SHE WASNT SPREADING RUMOURS! TIS IS TRUE!!//
Den i juz let her typed n i read frm there. I couldnt think. My mind was blank! I dun even knw wat to type.. So she went on n on.. "no she didnt noe wat was goin on, she didnt go over 2 his place..bt he kept forcing her"
Dun knw wat da hell was I thinking n i stupidly asked: "so she has lose her virgin?" Crazy ryt?! Ask tat kind of question! Stupid question. But a stupid question was still answered..
SHE:"Lose her virgin to Hafidz? of course nt"
ME: "so they didnt do it?"
SHE: "she didnt go 2his place or anywhr else w him, see what a pig he is?
Tat gal is smart 2OUTSMART HIM! Hmm... let us do some imagination shall we? If lets say, da girl agree (hey i knw she WOULDNT DO SUCH A THING! SHE'S SMART! But like I've said..imagine coz I wanna say sumting)
Lets say da girl agree n went 2his hse when his dad wasnt at hm..n they really do it.. HE WOULD HAF BEEN CHARGED IN COURT! COZ lets say tat happen when he was in Sec 4..aft his 16th birthday on 21st OCTOBER..n he did tat 2da gal who's same age n same batch as me - she in express - didnt he knw da law!? Whether da girl is a willing or unwilling party, as long as she is underaged n da guy haf sex wif her is a CRIME. Lets say happen when he was in Sec 5..b4 his 17th birthday..tat gal hadnt turned 16 yet - she was born in December(same as me) - so stil underage! N he assuming she had turned 16 n did tat 2her: HE WILL STILL BE CHARGED!! COZ SHE IS STILL UNDERAGED!! Muka dia tak tau malu ke ah kalau dia kena charge! Oops! i dun think he has a sense of SHAME OR GUILT!
We ended our chat til there coz she got 2log off n i still haf 1.5 hrs 2go n my office work hasnt done yet, but i still can sms 2one person. I didnt wan 2sms 2da same pple - Suresh n Nazrul - they will b pissed. SO i juz sms 2a malay frend of mine frm da same sch. She too had read my blog n she didnt expect him 2b SUCH A DISGUSTING PIG...
Aft smsing her, her 2nd last sms: Kesiannye.. blah blah.. I didnt knw who she meant by kesian..n my mind was still spinning.. couldnt believe - had too coz tis wasnt lies - DA TRUTH.
So i replied her tis msg: Siapa yg kesian? Aku ke, gadis tu ke, sid dia? kalau dia.. BUAT APA MAU KESIAN BIARKAN LAH DIA NAK MAMPUS KE APA KE GILA SEX sia JANTAN TU! Unsangkarable!
// I wasnt myself at tat time.. i wanna let out my feelings..my frustration aft a few years since i left sec sch, den i got 2knw all those things which i wasnt even aware off!! since i was still at work, i cant let out my feelings..my frustration shouting, screaming or wateva, so i had 2use CAPS LOCK for tat sms.. i didnt mean it but i think she will understand//
I continued: Sepatutnya, aku yg patut kau kesian..liking a pervert mcm dia! Menyesal i like him! hey, she understand aft all.. her last sms: ala..relax ah..
And i hope all da 37 gals in his frenster list - shld be 39 ryt? - Well, he only knws 1, his ex-classmate who add him for fun n da other gal, he didnt knw her BUT she wans 2spy on him so she accepted his frenster request..who: Ainn lah! - so 2da REST OF DA 37 GALS..
IF I CAN STILL REM THEIR NAMES: ZEE., MIRA MANGGIS, DIANA, NURLYZ...SAADIAH..SHEILA..DIAH..NIE..'NAZ...HERNIE..EEMAMIOZ...BABYMAZDA... FAEEEZA..BABY...INTAN...ENNA...TI...'ZA...KERAZIEGAL...'NY...SITI..DeaDolliEMaSter... EMILYNUR...BEACHBABE..fatiNuMairAh (will b taking her Os tis year - HE crazy or wat? Sec sch student oso he wants?) INTAN...ENNA..UMAIRAH.. FIZAH (she's da same age as my bro, 15 tis year - HAFIDZ.. R U NUTS? SHES UNDERAGE! U STILL NOT SATISFIED IS IT?) LONELYDOLPHIN..pUFFy..
YES..IF U R A FRIEND OF THEM..WARN THEM:
DELETE SUAVE - TAT HIS NICK IN FRENSTER - OF FRM UR FRIENDSTER LIST...B4 HE SEND U LEWD MSGS OR ASK UR HP NOS TO SMS U OBSCENE STUFFS.. BETTA DELETE HIM OF UR LIST.. OR U'LL B SORRY..DUN SAY I DIDNT WARN U! Gals muz help galz.. I knw u gals DUN EVEN KNW HIM RYT? HE JUZ ADD U N U APPROVE..SO DO URSELF A FAVOUR..DELETE HIM OFF UR FRENSTER LIST... He dun give DAMN even if ur status said: in a relationship, or married.. as long as u r still a virgin.. he will harrass u.. I REPEAT HIS NAME IN FRENSTER IS SUAVE
maybe..one day..i will post his photo i saved when i browse through his profile in frenster here in my blog so tat da ALL DA GALS IN DA WHOLE SINGAPORE CAN STAY AWAY FRM TIS GUY..
Am i crazy? Yeah! Like wat da title of my blog says: Alwayz so crazy..so? HECK la.. plz read da Disclaimer, wat does it say?
Monday, April 25, 2005
I juz read "The New Paper" n I was in SHOCKED!!! oh no! Could tis b for real?! Could Taufik b our first n last S'pore Idol? M'sian Idol n Indonesia Idol are already scheduling to start their second season next month as idol competition is usually an annual event. BUT there will be NO MORE SINGAPORE IDOL!!
"The New Paper" stated: 'Worse, it MAY NOT BE HAPPENING at ALL - until format owner Fremantle and MediaCorp resolve their negotiation problems. W.T.F? Wat negotiation problems?! Juz becoz first season of Singapore Idol was a success, so Fremantle demanded a higher price for da second season n MediaCorp is, I think pondering over tis issue?! Argh
I wont continue.. if u bought "The New Paper", turned to page 24 n read it urself! *Pissed*
Saturday, April 23, 2005
Woke up very early in da morning 2day coz MY LAPTOP'S back! Yes! It SHLD B BACK Last week (16 April) but my mum asked me 2hold on for a few more days coz fearing tat both my younger siblings will fight over each other for using of laptop aft sch so I collected my laptop frm Acer Service Centre on Wed aft work coz da operations hrs for Wed extended till 8pm - tat WAS Y I WAS LATE FOR Tutoring at WESSC.
On Thur, I install everything COZ everything's GONE! They formatted my system. Its ok, I told them 2do so. So everything went well TILL yesterday!! No choice but to inform my younger siblings tat da laptop's back N my bro was da first to play da laptop n guess wat?! I dun knw wat website he went to. When he exited, he got a shock! There were UNNECESSARY icons at our desktop. He tried deleting them, 5 mins later, da icons come back.
When i got back hm frm work, he informed me. I switched on my laptop - TO MY HORROR - My bro was rite! Those disgusting icons were there. //Disgusting means - those sex/porn stuffs// So i said tis 2my bro: "Worse comes to worse, REFORMAT EVERYTHING. OUR LAPTOP HAS BEEN ATTACKED BY TROJAN HIJACK!" I knw coz it happen 2some of my frend's PCs too. They told me a trojan horse virus was detected in their computer system. And they have to reformat coz some of my frends' icons on dekstop went missing, some of them said there wasnt any start button on their PC and some even worse, no icons n no start button!
Of coz YESTERDAY, I SPENT DA WHOLE NITE REFORMATING N REINSTALLING! Reformat TOOK 2 bloody hrs N reinstatlling ANOTHER 2 HRS! 4 precious hrs gone! Damn!
Ok abt Muzika Extravanganza.. its gonna be ONE HECK OF A SHOW man! Great artistes frm both da causeway n S'pore will be performing tonite. Ruffedge, Triple Noize, Siti Nurhaliza, S'pore Idol Finalists, Jacq (M'sian Idol) and not forgetting TAUFIK!! My bro wants to watch but he cant coz he has to work. Poor bro. Y? Coz TAUFIK!
Cant wait for da show tonite. Its gonna be a GREAT show..i tell ya.
Thursday, April 21, 2005
B4 u read my testimonials..juz wanna blog abt sumthing 2day. Ever since my semester starts on 31st March, da elevator IS UNDER MAINTENANCE till 5 May! Oh well. Next... INFORMATICS CAMPUS' CANTEEN HAS OFFICIALLY OPENED on 18 April! So cheap man da price. Like sec sch's price - $2!! da drinks not even $1 for cold drinks and not even $1.30 for hot drinks!
Last but not least. I was told to apply f0r Student Card - INFORMATICS called it STUDENT MATRICULATION CARD - y da hell they made da name so chimp? When i filled out da form, they ASSURRED ME tat I DO NOT NEED TO PAY any AMT. LIAR! I have to pay $10 pluz GST : $10.50 for one stupid small card? FCUK!
K, gtg go for my class - late alrdy! NOT MY FAULT.. There r a lot of students wanting to use tis computer coz it has internet connection. Library has alrdy closed at 6.30pm. NO choice but have to come here. Enjoy reading my testimonial.
19. From Llewellyn:
Oh maria , time for my testimonial.....knw maria while she was takin her advance dip..... came across her as a bit boyish, but very friendly and nice to talk to....... can;t say too much because i dont really know her inside out... but based on initial impressions.(which is quite accurate i guess) she is good hearted girl, nothin to withhold, only truth .more like a the girl next door. guess i should stop here. p.s oh yea, the most vivid impression i have of u, is u playing linkin park on ur acer ~~hee hee
P/S: Boyish as in, like brothers.......lah.....-_-.
My comment: Haha... me very versatile one.. follow mood.. wahaha
20. From Herwan
hey kak maria.. wassup!!?? haa.. long time tak dengar berita?? hm... also so long never c u online in msn... haa.. busy kot?? niway i juz wanna say hi to ya!! jangan stress sangat k... oh ya.. thanks for dat time where i ask u to find out bout "u noe who".. haa.. thaks k.. n take care ya!!
My comment: tis is his second testi 2me but i dun think tis is a testi..more like a testi cum msg! Haha
21. From: Lian Li, classmate n friends since Sec 1
IT'S GOOD TO HAVE MARIA AS MY BEST FRIENDS IN SEC. SHE IS GD IN HER STUDIES AND HELPFUL! WHEN WE MET ON THE STREETS, WE WILL STILL CHAT WITH EACH OTHER! HOPE WE CAN CONTINUE TO BE IN CONTACT AND ALL THE BEST!
Part 7 to b continued in MAY.. ;P
Monday, April 18, 2005
On Sun, 17 April was my 1st ever PRIVATE TUITION. Thanks 2my mum. She has a colleague, younger than her asking if she knew anyone who can tutor her Primary 1 daughter and my mum mentioned ME.
So on tat day, which was yesterday was my first day private tutoring NUR AFIQAH from LAKESIDE Pri Sch at the comfort of her home at Tao Ching Rd which is accessible by bus.
The tuition was 3 hrs - 1.5 hrs for Maths and 1.5 hrs for English. Well, my mum's colleague, da mother, Mdm Harison suggested me 2come only ONCE per WEEK as not 2waste on transport fare. (C'mon, frm my plc 2hers, I can take bus '30' - only one bus)
Well, if she wants it tat way, i cant say anything. So, tis week..Sun, next week Sat n following Sun n so on - alternate la.
Huh? Oh da payment. Hmm...da payment, 2me is already very cheap. The gal is in pri 1..no need to fix payment very high. $40 per month is enuff ($20 for Maths, $20 for English)
But on tat day, i didnt take bus to her plc. As usual, go there by family car. So DA PICTURE BELOW is taken by my sis - in da car!! - ON MY WAY TO TAO CHING ROAD.. (",)
K, aft tuition, I wanted 2go hm by taking a bus coz like i'd said, there's 1 straight bus frm my plc. I was shocked 2c my mum n dad waiting for me in da car! When i told them y do they picked me up.. their ans:
"WANNA REDEEM UR SINGTEL RED REWARDS POINT AT KOMALA'S RESTAURANT." Oh yeah! I forgot! I redeem my point on 1st April and we had no time 2go 2any Komala's Restaurant to redeem! Since we had da time tat day..y not...
We bought a lot of food at Komala's Restaurant. I got a $10 voucher - redeem at www.singtel.com/redrewards (i think so, tats da URL) and da total cost is $13.60 - my mum paid an additional $3.60.
Actually on 1st april, i wanna redeem one Golden village ticket and my mum said, u wanna satisfy urself? U dun wanna satisfy da family? Hence, da reason y we went Komala's Restaurant! Darn! If not, i can watch movie wif tat free ticket which i redeem! Drats!
Thursday, April 14, 2005
Here is a photo taken when I WAS ON MY WAY TO PULAU KARIMUN!!!!
There are other photos.. if u wanna have a look go to this link: http://amyria.fotopages.com or u can DIRECTLY GO to this: http://amyria.fotopages.com/?entry=410029/
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
I am now blogging in my sch.. Straight aft work, I'm off 4 class.. Dinner.. i am having dinner at same time. :D
I am now learning a subject called: Quantitative Methods. In some courses, it is knwn as Business Statistics.
And.. i think i am in sec sch!! Yeah.. da first 2 lessons..i learned how to find the mode, median and mean! hEy, does tat sounds familiar?!
But even if I am in sec sch..i wld be struggling. WHY? Coz.. mean, median and mode which i m learning ryt now is not like the mean, median n mode in Elementary Maths!
I was frm Normal Academic stream! Normal Academic Stream in my sec sch didnt study ADDITIONAL MATHS! Tat was y i m struggling!
Those of u who did A.Maths in O levels b4..do the topics such as: Measures of Central Tendency, Measures of Dispersion, Central Limit Theorem,Sampking and Related Topics, Correlation Analysis, Regression Analysis, Time Series Analysis, Confidence Intervals, Index Numbers, Significance Testing, Calculus Differentiation, Calculus: Applications of Differentiation, Integration and Kinematics sounds familiar to u?
Dont say: "NO" or "Dun knw". I did a research - went window shopping to Popular bookstore n browse through O levels Ten-Year Series (Add.Maths) n da above mentioned topics r listed in tat book! And guess wat? Some of the other topics in Add Maths - i did study those when I was doing my Mathematics for Computing in Diploma in Computer Studies 2 year ago and Discrete Mathematics in Adv.Diploma! in Computer Studies last year. I passed Diploma Maths but for Adv Diploma Maths, i retook it 3 times!!
K, gtg go finished up my dinner. I already sent my laptop for repair - CD ROM driver cannot eject la. Huh? Why i sent for repair? Well, da textbook i got for Quatitative Methods comes with a CD. I need to take a look at it coz IMPORTANT for ASSIGNMENT. I cant go Aloha to view da CD, not allowed..at work? Under supervision. So da only way.. sent for repair la n i got a call frm Acer tis aftnoon for da quotation. Can b tat bad ah? CD-ROM drive cannot eject affect da HARD DISK!!
*Thanks bro! U n ur stupid games!* So how much i haf 2pay? Ssshh..dun tell my mum - she will scream! - $729.85!!
Sunday, April 10, 2005
Continuation from Apr 9. In English: Memories during Pulau Karimun part 3. From my diary book year 1999. I use a pseudonym in replace wif da name Hafidz Basri.. Coz i dun wish 2rem his name..i wan 2rem him only as sumone disgusting...
27 February 1999
I am BACK TO SG!!! Very happy 2b back to my homeland, my country!! Home sweet home! I am not feeling sleepy ryt now so I betta write da events happening 2day in Karimun n of course, not forgetting abt DISCO!
DISCO NITE!!! Last nite, all Jin Taians were enjoying themselves! whoops! Wrong! Not ALL but those who loves dancing n getting their body moving when a song is been played! Hah! There are countless number of songs! I cant count! I was busy dancing how to count how many songs were there! All i remembered was songs such as: THAT THING U DO, MACARENA, LICK IT, and techno songs! Although I dun like techno songs, why da hell do i care?! As long as I am allowed to dance n dance n dance all through da NITE!!!!
Oh btw u muz be wondering were da teachers there? NOPE! They were there only a few minutes b4 11.30pm!! So, da duration for disco nite is only 4 hours?!! Guess wat? Nazrul n his friends were surprised to c me dance well. They said these 3 words: Maria dance Power! Whoa! Thank U! I really appreciate tat! But they didnt appreciate Disco nite at all! They were talking among themselves. Suresh n H.B were excluded coz they love dancing too n so they danced all through da nite!! Alrite guys! U're cool!
I danced then stopped to catch my breath. But both he n Suresh dance n dance non-stop unless if they had to go to da gents. When da disco was abt 2b over, left 3 more songs, baru si Nazrul n gang nak dance! They dance also like wat! Only jumping here n there!
//I left out tis paragraph. There's a reason of me 2do tat.. //
Tis morn, same usual thing: rise n shine, bath, n breakfast. At 10am, a visit 2a fishing village. Such a beautiful place! However, nothing much to write. I took only a few photos coz I brought my camera with a roll of film in it. I didnt bring extra. Tat roll of film only left 4 or 5 so, i snapped a few pics of 'them' at da fishing village.
After visiting da fishing village, we went back to our dorm 2pack our bags. NO TIME FOR ME TO TAKE A NAP! SHIT! At 3pm (Indonesian time), we had 2b station at da same place we reached 2 days ago. Da same 1950s bus, da teachers took us 2 Tanjong Balai Kastam (Tanjong Balai Custom) which is abt 2hours journey from our Karimun Dormitory. Long huh? So wat did we do? Same as 2 days ago, from Tanjong Balai 2 Karimun Dormitory: chatting among ourselves while listening to our respective discmans.
We didnt wait long for our ferry. Yeah 'our' coz it was da same ferry we took frm Singapore 2 Pulau Karimun 2 days ago! Like wat I had written 2 days ago, da journey from SG to Pulau Karimun is 1.5 hours, we reached WTC 1.5 hours later! Again we had to sit down n wait for another 2 buses (3 groups in 1 bus-Group 4 to 6 shared same bus) 2bring us back to our sch. Shuiyan wasnt in da bus, her mum fetched her at WTC. How i wished my mum did da same! But neva mind. Why, coz their mum didnt fetched 'them' and so I dun mind seeing 'them' frm afar. Heh.
When da 2 buses came n brought us back 2sch, without hesitation, some of us (including me) rushed 2da sch gate 2catch our respective buses HOME. While some of them preferred 2wait 4 instructions. Lame.
So, here i am ryt now in my room!! *Yawn* Ok lah, betta stop here, coz I am sleepy n wanted 2catch some sleep! I didnt get much sleep 4 past 2 nites!! Ciao!
Saturday, April 09, 2005
Before u read da above post, just wanna tell u: Went window-shopping ard.. Woah... Nokia 7260 cost $428 W/O CONTRACT! Hmm... maybe i save up money 2buy tat phone first..w/o contract n w/o trading in my Motorola V220..den when Nokia 6101 - da new flip phone - has been launched 2da market wif a low reasonable price..mayb i will trade both Motorola V220 n my bro's Nokia 3315 for Nokia 6101. Nokia 7260..will be for him 2use if he wans..i think he will wan 2use it coz guys dun like flip flop phones..
Alrite..now da entry for today - read da title!
Continuation from apr 7 entry. Translate: Memories in Pulau Karimun part two. Source: from my diary book year 1999. Same as usual: Sumone's name..i replace wif a pseudonym
26 February 1999
B4 i write abt the events happening 2day, let me write abt campfire last nite. I was sleepy last nite tat was y i didnt write. So, i will write abt campfire 2day.
On 26 February, 10 mins b4 8pm, we were getting ready for Campfire. H.B was da emcee. Well, he is (or was?) a scout. Scouts are good at this campfire stuffs. Well, in my opinion, campfire is boring. I felt like sleeping but my group mates found it fun. Well diff pple have diff opinion. For campfire, each group (A to F) had to come up with an item - either dancing, singing or acting. Alamak! My group E, decided on acting! The main cast is of course NOT ME! Others lah! The rest are supporting actors and actresses.. but a few girls didnt get a chance to say out their dialogue! I am ONE OF THEM!!! *Nak tunjuk bakat lakonan pun susah! Knp ni aku selalu ada org buli?*
Group D also performed an act but H.B wasnt one of da actors. He is da emcee how to act? So Nasir and Ismi were da main actor n actress. hmm.. B4 their acting began, H.B said it loud n clear so tat I can hear. He said this to Nasir: Nasir nak dgn Ismi je. When he said tat, he looked directly at me with a cunning smile. But i smiled, wickedly back.
While other groups are performing, da others played with their torchlights. So aku apa lagi, i also played around with my torchlight. Very dark how to c? Cant even c their faces so, i switched on my torchlight and aimed my torchlight at them so i can c them! H.B saw me! Oops! And da rest: "Oi jgn main lampu lah!" Huh.. aku nye suka lah. In fact, i wasnt da only one playing da torchlights.. other girls too!
Ok now for 2day's event. At 6.30am (Indonesian time), which is 7.30am (SG time), all of us have to rise n shine. After bathing etcetra, went for breakfast. After breakfast, went back to our dorm to get wateva stuffs we need ready as da teachers will b bringing us to Granite Quarry. The weather was damn hot!! Lucky, I brought my cap if not, i would have melt!! U knw ryt, i am a 'puteri lilin' - candle princess.
After visiting Granite Quarry, we went back to our dorm for our lunch. Then, rest. Finally! I can take a nap for 15 to 20 mins b4 heading off for our Games!! There are 6 stations for our games. Becoz my group is Group E, we started at Station 5 and end at Station 4. In Station 5, we had to find 10 things. Its just like treasure hunt coz we were doing it outdoors. I cant remember sum of da things i only can remember a few like: 100 rupiah (all da 6 group members borrowed from a shop which is near our dorm!), 1 sunblock lotion (all da girls in my group n i think in other groups as well brought it!), 1 live ant (WAT??!) and 1 red underwear!?! Err..so do we manage to find all da 10 things? Yup..in 3 mins plus! Slow i can say! The disgusting part was, one of da guys asking if we girls have a red underwear. Huh!
*Even if I have, i wont give them, "malu" la!*
For all da 9 things, we found them quite fast except for da red underwear, da guys had to ask da other groups- their members if any of them had a red underwear. Fortunately, a few brought their red underwear! So, our group borrowed (entah siapa nye) red underwear!
Then went to Station 6. Station 6 was fun because we have to sing 3 songs. Ok. Let me elaborate more. First, all of us have to stand on a big plank - not touching da green grass. Once touched, disqualified for dat station. So we were being very careful as not to touch da green grass. After all of us stand on it, we sang a song. Wat da hell were those guys thinking? "Tak lagu lain ke?" Wat song do we sing? Thanks to da guys, da rest of us have to sing 'RASA SAYANG EH'.
Then we jumped one by one to a smaller plank. Again, we were very careful not to let any one of us touched da green grass. We made it safely! So we had to sing another song. So childish! The guys(as usual) decided to sing: Twinkle Twinkle Little Star. Huh?! After tat, we jumped slowly to a pavement. Da teachers wants 6 girls to sit on da parapet on da rite side, da boys on da left. Da rule 4 da next stage of da game in Station 6 was: All 12 of us had to stand (Hisham n Yan Ling didnt play) on da parapet. Sounds easy? NO! We had to stand in tis way: Boy, girl, boy, girl so on! Very tedious ryt? So on da parapet itself, we had to move in order to stand in tat pattern. We cannot fall off da parapet. Once fall off, disqualified. I was damn scared tat i may fall down or lose my balance. We had done it SUCESSFULLY! So, once again we had to sing a final song. Wat song? As usual da guys decided on: ITSY BITSY SPIDER. C'mon lah! We are in Sec sch not in nursery!!! Btw, is Itsy Bitsy Spider a song? I dun think so. Itsy Bitsy Spider is a nursery ryhme! Sigh..
I forgot abt Station 1 n 2 coz i find those 2 stations boring tat was y i cant remember!! Haha. But i love Station 3 n 4!! Coz i find it FUN! *Gatalnye aku..winkz*
In Station 3, we had to hold hands criss-crossed. (How to explain ah?) Anyway, after holding hands criss-crossed, we had to untie da knot. The rule: We were not supposed to break da knot by exhanging hands with others. So we had to untie da knot in da least time. After da knot been untied, we cant let go of our hands. We still have to hold our hands with whoever until we managed to form a circle. On my rite, is Misliana, from 5N1.. ON MY LEFT, HISHAM?! Oh man! I held hands with him?!! Darn! But on second thoughts, 'Tak salah ape pegang tangan.. tapi kalau tangan H.B, neva mind' hehe.
Station 4 was Group E's last station. Strings were tied to form 3 equilateral triangles. The rule: Transport da members frm where we were standing to da other side SAFELY without touching da strings as da string 'contains harmful/poisonous chemicals'.
So he himself transport 2da other side WITHOUT any problem at all. Who? Hisham la! Then it's my turn!! I dun wanna b da next one but as usual i am always been bullied so i heck care. No wonder la they want me 2b da next one (first girl) 2b transported 2da other side! So tat they can carry me n "tak sengaja" touch me!!!!
Like I've said all da guys carried me 2da other side. Hmm.. at first, i want to scream "MOLEST" but changed my mind coz tis is only a game! For fun! Wats da big deal? Nazrul who was in Group C had finished station 2 (tat's fast!), so they sat down at da canteen (Station 4 was nearby da canteen) n of course they could c Group E in Station 4! So when I was been carried, Nazrul said to my group members (I HEARD HIM!) He said: "Jgn tak molest, molest.." And Suresh who is in his group as well, he just gave a chuckle when he heard me screamed! Well, da guys touched la, i felt uneasy. My face was RED!! Hisham saw my face turned red n he didnt do anything.. Dia lagi boleh senyum! But on 2nd thoughts, it's just a game ryt?
*Funny? When other girls' turn 2 b transported 2da other side, Nazrul didnt say: "Jgn tak molest, molest.." But y was it 2me, he said tat!! Dia sengaja ke pe!! Nanti kau!!*
After da games, we went back to our dorm for our baths. I dun knw if da guys took their baths anot coz I saw them still in da same T-Shirt during DISCO nite just now.. Biarkan lah! Their problem, not mine!
After our baths, Group 6 chit-chatting among ourselves. At 7pm sharp, we had dinner. Same old food again! Tak de rojak atau satay ke? When dinner's over, we went to da area where all of us wait 4 da bus, instructions frm teachers etcetra. Wateva for? Well... DISCO lah!! Apa lagi! Sigh tired la.. So, tell u wat.. I will write more abt DISCO tmr! I am aching all over! Dance like hell mah juz now! So, i betta turn off my torch light n b sure to have a great sleep! Good nite.
To be continued...
Thursday, April 07, 2005
Memories in Pulau Karimun part one. Copied from my diary book year 1999. When i said copied, i do really mean copied, I rewrote it w/o changing anything here in my blog..except tat for sumone's name..i use pseudonym...
25 February 1999
I woke up at 6 in the morn. Quickly got ready for sch. I reached sch at 6.51am, very direct huh? I wore a digital watch. Why very early? well, dun forget.. today i am going to a place far away from Singapore! Besides,da teachers asked us to come before 7am as by 7.15am, da teachers want to assign us in groups and also assign a group leader. By 7.30am, three buses took us (41 guys and 42 girls) to WTC - World Trade Centre. We reached WTC at 8am and we took da 8.25am ferry.
While waiting for da ferry, all of us sit down in our groups. Of course, we intro ourselves to our group members. The malay sec 5 girls knw me n Siti Zackyah. Well, 'biasalah' they senior, we junior. For da Chinese Sec 5 girls, we dont knw them neither do they know us so, we intro ourselves..
Oh, wanna knw wat i brought? Sch bag - inside have discman, malay n english story books (novel), plastic bags to put my dirty clothes, 4 CDs, my wallet, passport (but the teachers kept our passports,) torch lights (for campfire), camera, da currency: rupiah in another small wallet and U - my diary! Yeap, so tat i will keep track or record every event happen every nite b4 i went to sleep. Rite now, i am being careful as not to wake my other bunkmates (my group 6) coz all of them sound asleep. A few of them are outside smoking and talking among themselves. U muz b wondering how am i able to write coz they are sleeping, da lights are off.. I used my torch light la! Anyway, I brought not one but two bags! I'd just mentioned sch bag n wateva was inside ryt? So my clothes are in another bag! All my clothes, are in my medium sized luggage! 'Kiasu' ryt for bringing many things? Hah!
Ok, when all of us reached Pulau Karimun (1.5 hr trip), all of us went straight to our domitory. Group 1, 2 and 3 (all guys) have to sleep in da ground floor and the girls are in the upper floor.. The dorm is only 2 storeys high and there is a sign next to Group 1's dorm. It is written in Bahasa Indonesia but I will translate it: NOT ALLOWED TO GO TO THE UPPER DORM! Haha.. So, da guys cannot 'kacau' we, girls! Wahaha.. Btw, the dormitory is next to a mosque. I remembered hearing da guys mumbling to one another (translate 2 English): "Cannot escape, 1 malay teacher is here, how to escape? No choice but to perform our prayers." But i dun think all da malay guys performed their prayers with da malay teacher as da 'imam'. Aiyah! Dun care lah! Oh yeah! SG and Indonesia has a time difference of 1 hour. So, SG time now is 12 midnite but here in Indonesia is 11pm.
In our dorm, we have no difficulty finding where to sleep coz da teachers(i think they went there b4 to check out some stuffs) have paste our names on da wardrobe next to our bed! It is a double decker bed. GUess, which deck I slept? Upper! Hah! I have never sleep in upper deck bed so, now here's my chance. My partner, Siti Zackyah (my classmate since Sec 1) slept on da lower deck. Huh? I bullied her? Nope, she voluntered to sleep on da lower deck coz she said, she had a habit of going to da toilet in da middle of da nite so, if she had to sleep on da upper deck, cumbersome for her ryt?
After a few minutes in our domitory, we left again n took a bus which looks like SG's 1950s bus to a beach for our telematches. There are 6 buses. One bus for one group. Like I've said, da bus looks like SG's 1950s bus(small). Anyway,for games n telematches, da teachers assigned us fairly according to guys n girls. 7 Group 1 guys teamed up with 7 Group 4 girls and they made up Group A. The remaining Group 1 guys n Group 4 Girls made up Group B. Group C consists of 7 Group 2 guys and 7 Group 5 girls. Nazrul, Suresh n Hafidz Hassan, they are in Group C. Next, Group D's team members are da remainders. Rosliah, Faridah, H.B, Nasir, Mustaqim, n those from 5N1 n 5N2 are in Group D. WAT!!! ARGH! I am feeling frustrated NOW!
Huh? ME? Well, I am in Group E. Guess wat? My neighbour: Fadly from 5N4 n 4 of his friends from da same class and HISHAM are in da same group as me, Siti Zackyah, Jing Xian, Yan Ling, Suguna, 2 malay girls from Sec 5N1. ARGH!! I want H.B or Nasir same group as me!! Why Hisham?!! I am soooooo damn pissed (if u dun knw wat is pissed, its an American term for frustrated!) ryt NOW!!! Of course, Shuiyan n Nana (from 5N2) made up da remainder n they are in Group F.
There are a total of 4 telematches. I forgot wat was da first telematch about. Ryt now, I can remember da other 3. The 2nd telematch: all da 6 teams had to take off their shoes n place all da shoes together at one place. When they hear da whistle, all of them had to rush to da place n get their shoes, then lined up according to Group A to F. The group who has da fastest time wins. Guess who won da 2nd telematch? Drats. First n second telematches won by Group B.
B4 i moved on, let me tell u tat i only participate in da first telematch. Why? Well, for each of da 4 telematches, only 12 participants are needed so da other 2 members from each group will have to take turns for other games. Why they let me play da first telematch!! Boring sia! Running! I dun like running and I have to run n when i reached da last, they made noise! Who are they?? Fadly n company la. Tat Hisham kept quiet. He didnt even bother to negotiate with our team members not to let me participate in da first telematch. Let me participate in da rest. ARGH!
So, frm da second telematch all da way to da last, i just sit down n watch! Mcm apa kan! Aku dtg ke Karimun to have fun! Not to watch pple having FUN! Anyway, back to telematches. The 3rd telematch was ok lah. Quite untidy but fun. It was a pie-eating telematch. One by one members frm each group had to run a distance of 10 m n eat da pie with their mouth. They cant use their hands! Haha.. Flour all over their faces! Haha.. Who won? GROUP D!! Hooray! So happy for them!
The last telematch: TUG OF WAR! This is da best! My fav! Again, i asked if i could join but damn! Guess wat?! All of them loves TUG OF WAR too! So, they want to be a part of da game! ARGH!!! Knp asyik kena buli aje ni?!! U knw wat a guy from Fadly's class said: Kau lari dah la tak kuat. Ini kan pula nak tug of war. Tak payah lah. Kau duduk satu korner tgk abg2 main sudah." *Pissed*. Group F won TUG OF WAR.
On second thoughts, it's great not to take part in all da telematches. WHY? Can snap their photos! Why da hell i brought camera if i didnt use it! Smart ryt? *Winkz*
After da telematch, we took da same 1950s bus n off to our dormitory for washing up n dinner. Felt sleepy so I took a nap for 15 mins and i had to wake up again coz time for Campfire. Will tell u more abt da campfire. Now, i am really very sleepy so I better go n sleep. Tmr will be another fun day for me.
TO BE CONTINUED...
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
Missing is one of my fav shows... Da 2nd season will be aired tonite at 9pm.. I CANT WATCH! DAMN! I AM NOW FRUSTRATED coz I CANT WATCH MY FAV PROGRAM! Why?
My new semester has start and for tis semester, i will have classes on every Tues n Thurs. And Missing debuts TONITE!! Damn! When i was having my term break, Channel 5 didnt want to air Missing first. Instead it aired da "Killer Waves". ARGH! How frustrating!
Saturday, April 02, 2005
MY mum didnt want me to fix my internet!! She said if I were to fix it, Khalid, my brother wont study n will 'forget' abt goin 2work(part time)! She said: U shld knw ya bro, once he's in front of da computer, he WONT DO OTHER THINGS! HE LAZY TO GO N TAKE HIS OWN CUP FOR A DRINK, HE ORDERED US LIKE A MAID yet alone go 2work, which require him 2change into his KFC uniform..SO BETTA DUN REPAIR UR LAPTOP FIRST!
ARGH!! HATE IT!! I reasoned out wif my mum. I mean IT ISNT FAIR!! She expects me 2waste my money to go to Aloha Cybercafe juz to surf ard or to do some research? She told me if i find tat as a waste, go to WESSC. WESSC's computers very 'lembab!' If I want, I haf 2sit at da counter but I haf 2obey da rules. I am a volunteer for tutoring services not admin so I cant surf da internet at da WESSC's counter. Haf 2go 2da computer room! ALL the COMPUTERS in tat room 'serba-serbi lembab! Tak kuasa aku'! So no choice but 2go 2 Aloha Cybercafe! Ryt now, I am blogging at Aloha Cybercafe!! Pissed!
I knw some of u will b saying: Only ur internet's down ur laptop's not. I KNW but its like sumthing missing. Wats da use if u haf a computer BUT NO INTERNET? Besides, my monthly internet bill is through GIRO. It is broadband. Fixed price. How long I wanna use still da same price. I find it a waste coz PacNet haf 2deduct $59.71 every month frm my account for da Internet broadband fees whereby I DIDNT EVEN GET CONNECTED 2DA INTERNET AT HM! Dont u find it a waste 2pay tat amt for nothing?
I was thinking of reformating my laptop, so I wanna send it 2 Acer Company. But 1) some of my frens say doesnt mean internet down muz reformat...shld check first.. 2) Questions such as: Cant u reformat urself? My ans - yes i can - i try BUT DA CD ROM DRIVE SPOILT! HOW TO PUT IN DA RECOVERY/REFORMAT CD WHEN DA DRIVER CANT BE USED? Might as well send it 4 repair ryt? Ask da Acer technician repaired da CD-ROM drive - of coz i haf 2pay da cost of repair - heck!
All my bro's fault! He played those stupid computer games such as: Red Alert, Star Craft, Tiberian Sun, WarCraft etcetra.. When he played those games, he FORGOT to REMOVE da CD frm da CD-ROM drive! Den, CD-ROM cant be opened, my bro forced it open 2take out da CD n guess wat? CD-ROM drive is spoilt till NOW! argh!
// hUh? Me? I DUN PLAY SUCH GAMES! I DUN EVEN KNW HOW TO PLAY! DAMN IT! I ONLY KNW HOW TO PLAY THOSE GAMES FOUND IN www.miniclip.com HAHA and since i'm working in a company advertising Java Games for handphones only for Nokia handphones n Sony Ericsson K700i phones..i knw how to play those java games too! :) Coz they asked me 2do testing.. testing means download n play.. so I PLAY AH.. tats one of my job scope.. dun jealous :P //
Ok..abt da internet problem..i tried calling PacNet n asked if they could help me resolve da matter. Wanna knw wat they told me? Ur internet connection is OK! Everything was running smoothly. I told them: I KNW I SAW DA STATUS IN MY MODEM BUT I CANT SURF DA NET..WHENEVER I TYPED IN CERTAIN WEBSITE, IT DIRECT ME TO TIS www.searchpage.com, IT DIDNT EVEN DIRECT ME TO MY HOME PAGE - my blogspot (i didnt tell him tat la). I also told him, i tried accessing to my Favourites websites, still da same, i was directed to da searchpage website
Den, he told me: I think ur website is infected by SPYWARE. WAT?!! SPYWARE!!! DAMN! ALL ALONG I THOT VIRUS! DAMN U! STUPID SPYWARE! Btw, where do da damn spyware come frm?! ARGH! I muz or my sibling muz have access to a certain website which allows spyware to infect MY INTERNET!!
Da PacNet technician asked me 2call Acer 2ask them 2resolve da matter. I did juz as i told n Acer told me 2go to www.download.com search for Spyware Removal, download it n everything is ok. DA PROBLEM IS..LIKE I'VE SAID I CANT ACCESS ANY WEBSITE OTHER THAN DA STUPID www.searchpage.com.
I told them tat n they advised me 2go 2 access via my frend's computer n burn it in a CD or save it in a thumbdrive, den bring 2my plc n remove da darn spyware..
HOWEVER, IF BURN IT IN A CD, HOW? MY CD-ROM SPOILT! And save it in a thumbdrive, i had 2insert it 2USB port.. ONE OF MY USB PORT ALSO SPOIL - THANKS 2MY YOUNGER "DESTRUCTIVE" SIBLINGS! Hmm...if only da thumbdrive is 2b inserted into da other USB port which is ok..if not .. sigh..So, of coz i still haf 2send it 4 repair - repair BOTH CD-ROM and ONE OF DA USB PORT!!!
ARGH!!!!!!
//If only my mum didnt remarry..wld it be great? I can haf da laptop ALL TO MYSELF! And i can even haf a room all to myself..my grandma n my mum will share one room..my granddad in another room! Sigh... //