Can I really believe in this?
December 7, 1983
Lucky Color: Aubergine (What type of colour is that?! Err.. is it red?)
Personality Strengths: Focus, Knowledge (????!)
Personality Weakness(es): Impatience (very correct!)
Successful Career Path: Information Technology (haha!! My diploma is related to IT but I dun work in IT!! LoL)
Sense of Humor Style: Goofy (huh?! goofy!!!?!)
Adjectives to Describe You: courageous, upredictable (very wrong!)

Description: Cute and charming - you are immensely popular and well-liked by all those around you. Bubbly and vivacious, you are the life of the party and everyone wants to be like you. (Vivacious?! Popular?! Everyone wants to be like me?! This is the stupidiest quiz I ever took!)

Amyria pours her heart out @ 10:54 pm   |

In furtherance to my entry of 21 March 2008, as promised here are my expectations.. Before I listed it down, please do not accuse me of being materialistic as in wanting a guy with 5 'C's. Those 5 Cs are not impt for me. Those 5 Cs cant guarantee I am able to lead a happy life so I dun really bother. All I want is these qualities:

1. He must be pious i.e never forgets to pray. Dalam bahasa melayu: Tak pernah tinggalkan sembahyang.. Alhamdulilah. If he prays, definitely he must keep himself clean i.e: no tattoos... =.=

2. His mode of transportation: either public transport or car.. If he has no car, never mind.. Just take public transport such as cabs or buses or trains.. strictly no motorbikes.. I am very scared of motorbikes. The mention of bikes.. I perspire already! *Shld he has a bike and wants to go out with me, he has to take the public transport.. I aint not going to take the bike.. Minta ampun.. I dont wish to take the risk.*

3. He never smokes, gambles, drinks and ask for $$ (there are guys who likes to ask $$ from us, woman... Like what the malay says, suka kikis duit perempuan...)

4. He has to show respect to woman i.e never raise his voice at a woman; banging the fist on the table at a woman, knowing that the woman is in the wrong. What I mean is (in malay) Mentang-mentang org lelaki kuat drpd org perempuan yg lemah, dia nak tunjuk lagak.. something like that... *sesiapa yg terasa, minta maaf la nyer*

5. He MUST NOT MIND THAT I CANT COOK AND I AM NOT GOING TO LEARN COOKING AS I DUN LIKE COOKING! *I only like to eat* :P

6. Previously, I did mention a guy must earn more than me and after receiving a few comments..I have think it over and I am not asking for much.. I am only asking for a guy to have at least an earning of $2K per month. Whether I will be earning more than $2K, it is impossible to get a guy to earn more than $2K so, I am already being very reasonable.. He must earn at least $2K. $50 less than $2K, I think I can accept, BUT if less than the $50 less than $2K.. SORRY. *tongue lashing*

7. To have a stable monthly income of at least $2K, he must not job hop. I dun like guys who likes to change jobs within less than a year. If he can change jobs, he can change girlfriends too, rite? So have a stable job..stay on the job for at least 2 years and above, I'll accept.

8. He must have at least a Diploma from any schools lah.. Private or poly..as long as have Diploma in anything is still consider as Diploma. ITE certs, I can consider... so not to worry if u have ITE certs.. :p If u have more than just a Diploma i.e Degree, Masters or PhD.. the better! ;)

9. If he can accept me, he shld also able to accept my family.. I have reiterate many times.. I have complicated family issues...

10. I have a weird character / personality.. Pple cant understand me.. I also sometimes cant understand myself. So whoever la.. He has to understand my weird mood swings.. :D

Actually points no. 9 and 10 should came after point no. 1 because these 3 (points no 1, 9 and 10), to me are the top 3 most impt qualities that I expect for a guy. However the reason why I put the other 2 impt points as no 9 and 10 because, its human nature la.. When pple read something, they will tend to forget whats the first thing they read but can remember whats the last thing they read. Hence thats why I put point no 9 and 10 (supposedly point no. 2 and 3) at the last so I want pple who read this to remember...

The above qualities are expected, if I happen to meet a malay man. What if I happen to meet with other race men? The other race man still have to obtain the 10 qualities BUT with a different twist.. the list:

1. Treat malay woman with respect. We, malays may not be the same as other races, cant be treated the same.

2. Must be able to accept me as a cat-lover. *Most guys who loves cats are malays... Other races loves dogs/rabbits/hamsters more than cats.. I understand la why so whoever shld also understand that I LOVE CATS SO MUCH..*

3. His mode of transportation: either public or car.. No car, nvm.. Just take public transport such as cabs or buses or trains.. no motorbikes.. I am very scared of motorbikes. The mention of bikes.. I perspire already! *Shld he has a bike and wants to go out with me, he has to take the public transport.. I aint not going to take the bike.. Pardon me.. I dont wish to take the risk.*

4. He never smokes, gambles, drinks and ask for $$ (there are guys who likes to ask $$ from us, woman... Like what the malay says, suka kikis duit perempuan...)

5. No tattoos.. I know other races likes to have tattoos as part of decorations on their body.. I dun like... So, absolutely no tattoos..

6. Earn more than $2K. To have a stable monthly income of at least $2K, he must not job hop. I dun like guys who likes to change jobs within less than a year. If he can change jobs, he can change girlfriends too, can't he? So have a stable job..stay on the job for at least 2 years and above.

7. He must have at least a Diploma from any schools lah.. Private or poly..as long as have Diploma in anything is still consider as Diploma. ITE certs, I can consider... so not to worry if u have ITE certs.. :p If u have more than just a Diploma i.e Degree, Masters or PhD.. the better! ;)

8. I have a weird character / personality.. Pple cant understand me.. I also sometimes cant understand myself. So whoever la.. He has to understand my weird mood swings.. :D

9. If he can accept me, he shld also able to accept my family.. and my family is kinda strict with religions..

10. Shld it is fated that I have to be with a non-malay guy, he has to be converted to a muslim. If he didnt want to.. I have no choice but to reject.. I will only accept if he is willing to convert to a muslim.

As usual.. point no 9 and 10 are the top 2, the most impt points..thats why I enlarge the font.. Heeh

Amyria pours her heart out @ 8:54 pm   |

I would like to share a hidden history about me. I do not know if I had wrote this before but neva mind. My blog..my wish..

I have to declare that I am "miracle". I ranted in my blog before on 6th Oct 2007, that on 6th Oct 2000, I was almost killed in a car accident. That was actually the second 'miracle' thing. I mean, God saved my life twice.

During one of the Raya 2007 visits, I just found out that God actually had 'save' my life before. Not only my life but my mum's.

In the morning (i think around 10 ++ am), Wednesday, 7th December 1983, my mum was rushed to Alexandra Hospital. She wasnt expecting to be given birth to me on that day as the doctors informed her to be admitted to the hospital from 9th December onwards as I may be born any day AFTER 9th December.

From afternoon to at night (more than 7 hrs!), my mum had to be on this 'oxygen' when giving birth to me because doctor feared my mum cant breathe. Before I continued, let me tell you something first.

If you still remember what you learnt in Sec 2 science or upper secondary biology, you should know that when a baby was born, the head comes out first. Mine was the opposite. I didnt come out from my mum's womb head first, I came out from my mum's womb from the legs! U can go ahead and chuckle but its not funny. IT WAS A VERY TEDIOUS PROCEDURE for the doctors to take me out. They had to be very careful so that they will not 'break' my leg.

Because "I insisted from coming out from my mum's womb from the legs - which was spreading out!", it took almost 4 hrs for the doctors and nurses to successfully deliver me. They used this robotic machine to "take me out" from my mum's womb. Yes! This is no joke. They used a robot to take me out because doctors usually know how to deliver the babies when they came out head first, mine was very weird so, they had to use specialised machines to do that!

My mum was put under an oxygen mask, feared that she would be out of breathe after delivering me. Another thing, if you still remember from your biology book, that when babies were born, they cried. I didnt. Actually I fainted after the difficulty in "delivering me out". But at that time, all the doctors and nurses thought that I was "dead". To be sure that I was "dead" I was put under observation (In ICU) for two weeks.

My mum was discharged after 8 days. Within those 8 days, the doctor-in-charge informed my mum and family members (and a few ex-neighbours) that I 'may died' because according to the doctor, "Either one". Means, either "my mum died when giving birth to me or I died at the time of delivery" So the doctor mentioned to my them that since my mum was alive, I 'may died'.

Two weeks of observation were over. The doctors took me out from there and again, no cries from me. I was silent. The moment the doctor brought me to my mum and family (with a white sheet covering me!) to announce that I was "dead", suddenly... they heard cries and my little hands were moving! The nurse who was with the doctor took away the white sheet and they were surprised to see me crying softly!

My mum and family were almost in tears! I AM ALIVE! (Like duhz! If I am not... I wouldnt be here!) The doctor couldnt believe it and he did mentioned this, "THIS IS MIRACLE! Both mum and daughter are save after such complicated delivery process! A miracle indeed. Your daughter is one out of a few who are known as forcep babies."

But dun be too happy yet. When I was just a baby (after I was 15 days old), I had high fever. Different family members, (even ex-neighbours) brought me to the hospital in and out. My mum cant bring me as she was under 3 months confinement. (My dad!? At that time he was busy drinking and who knows busy consuming drugs..) My high fever lasted 3 weeks. Doctors also mentioned that it was miracle as babies who run a high fever usually passed away after 2 weeks, at most.

Even when I was already a toddler, I had to be on intensive medical check up. Doctors want to make sure that I am a normal baby. Another 'miracle' thing. Toddlers can gaggle a word or two, am I right? They can speak but not in proper sentence and proper pronounciation. During my adolescent and toddler days, I was silent. I only cried when I was not given enuff food or when I dirtied my pampers. But I didnt utter a word. This worries my family and they brought me to see a specialist.

The specialist checked on me and informed them that my 'anak tekak' (vocal chords? is it?) had some problem. I dun understand what they meant by the 'problem'. They did explain to me but I still dun get it. So, since I had a problem with my anak tekak, I may not be deaf (pekak) but I may ended up being dumb (bisu) - cant speak. When I heard that, I was kinda shocked and surprised.

So, the specialist notified them that I may be dumb should I stay on being 'silent' till after I reached 5 yrs. The miracle came. On 12 or 13 July 1988, I was only 4 yrs 7 mths old and I was hungry. Suddenly, I said out, "Maya (I cant pronounce my name, Maria that well yet till the age of 9!) apah (lapar) nak makan." (I am hungry, I want to eat) My mum dropped the newspaper she was reading and stared at me. My grandmother was shocked and couldnt believe it. I can talk! I havent even reached 5 yrs old yet and I have began to talk! Unbelievable and miracle, huh? I thank GOD for this.

I enquired further how can that happen? What I meant was, how can it be - either one (mum or baby died)? Some of my uncles assumed, "Because your father la.. drug addict what..." blah blah etc etc.. Sometimes I wonder, is it really my dad's fault that my mum did not have a smooth delivery? That both of my mum and I almost at the brink of death upon delivery? I dun know.

If u pple thinks I am making this up to make u pity on me.. Be my guest, ask my mum. She will somehow relate the same story as I do.

Amyria pours her heart out @ 7:01 pm   |

MSN chat

Nazrul : i think the time has come for u to get a life partner
Nazrul : dont tell me u're still single?
Myself : a LOL emoticon
Myself : I am wating for Hady actually.. *DREAM ON LA!* another LOL emoticon
Nazrul : LOL emoticon
Nazrul : Apa lah.. Kau tak nak kahwin ke?
Myself : Soalan cepuk emas..
Nazrul : aku in 2 or 3 yrs time will tie the knot.. InsYaAllah
Myself : Alhamdulilah, jgn lupa jemput aku and kalau ada karoake.. aku nak nyanyi.. LOL emoticon
Nazrul : hahaha.. LOL emoticon
Nazrul : Buat rosak majlis aku ajer..
Myself : HAHAHAHA... Nazrul.. aku suka... Aku suka!!!!!!! :P

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Matchmaking

A friend of mine who is also my colleague at ECSF (I recommend her the job because I noticed that ECSF hired hearing-impaired staffs, since FMA is a hearing-impaired, I ask her to write in) wish to introduce me to her younger brother.

How old is this friend of mine? She's either 32 or 33 this year and she is engaged! I got to know her when both of us are pursuing our diplomas.. :) so, how do we communicate? Simple. Pen and paper. *grin*. Her younger brother is 29 and is an Auditor in MND (Ministry of National Development). Aha! A guy working in govt sector! Not bad..

I am only interested to know more NOT in knowing the brother (dun worry, the brother is normal like us - she is the only hearing impaired in the family: Well, she is born chinese but when the chinese couple found out she was handicapped when she was abt 2 or 3 yrs old, they gave her away to a malay family who has been married for 6 yrs and has no children.) She was given a malay name after that and with her blessings, the malay couple bored 2 children of their own. One of which, is the brother whom she wants to intro to me..

So, I asked for more details. She wrote.. "My brother plays the stocks and shares.. he is pious.. never skip a prayer.. he never smokes.." Alhamdulilah.. She continued, "He drives and has a BMW car.."

BMW!!! Very interesting! He's an auditor in a govt sector and has a BMW! Thats cool! I urged her to continue. She wrote: "My brother want a simple minded lady and doesnt care if the lady is pretty or what.. the more impt is, he doesnt want the lady to go after him just because of his job, salary and his asset.. in this case is: BMW CAR."

HAHAHA.. I am so not that kind of person..

"I showed him ur photo.. Hahaha.."

"WHAT?! U showed him MY PHOTO?! Not fair! He knows how I look but I dun know how he looks! U so naughty ah.. showing my photos to others without my permission..got charges u know.." *lashing out my tongue at her. (definitely FMA showed my photos from Facebook and Friendster! Alamak! Malu nyer! Nyahahaha)

She chuckled. She then showed me the photo.. Not bad.. But tak boleh lawan Hady Mirza.. Hady Mirza tetap handsome. *winkz*

However, there's one thing he wants for a lady: COOKING SKILLS

ARGH!! COOKING?!!! I give up!

IS IT COMPULSORY FOR A LADY TO KNOW COOKING TO GET 'HITCHED'?! This ridicules me! Bleargh!

P/S: Some of u may be wondering what happen to that chinese guy whom I met from myspace, rite? Well, it didnt turn out well I mean as friends can but impossible for more. Besides, whenever he starts a conversation, his topic is always abt ewww.. I dun wish to share it here it is really ewww... I knw la I am already an adult must be more open minded but that topic seriously make me wanna puke!

Amyria pours her heart out @ 7:28 pm   |