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AMYRIA

my story. my words. my life. my prerogative


Saturday, March 29, 2008

Selamat Pengantin Baru, Siti Hasniza!

HasZ!! I'm sure u gonna love this entry.. Basically its all about u and ur BIG DAY!! Err..photos only lah.. =)

U look so glam and gorgeous babe! Usually I observed Ridhwan (do I spell the name rite?) only in photos.. Not in person.. Psst... dun tell him or get jealous k.. He looks more handsome in person than in the photos! U're a lucky gal, babe!

Met lots and lots of former Jin Taians!! Best nyer!! Enjoy the photos!! U can steal them but not from here as I disabled the rite click function. U can steal them if u want at: http://amyria.fotopages.com/?entry=1490640
Not many photos..only 30.. coz using camera phone.. I didnt bring my digital camera.. *slaps forehead* If I brought my digicam, definitely more than 30 photos! I love to snap and snap.. Heehe...

Oh... I didnt know that ur mum is a friend of my aunt! I saw Aunt Salbiah! (she is my mother's cousin and she dotes my grandmother lots and lots!) I saw her..she saw me.. She said.. "Kalau Mak Biah (she address herself as Mak Biah) tau anak kawan Mak Biah tu kawan kau, kita pergi sama-sama.." But she was with her friends so biarkan lah org tua duduk one corner.. heehe.. Kita org muda relax kat satu corner..

And I saw few familiar faces.. I dun know.. they smiled at me, I smiled at them la! Hahaha.. I used to live at Clementi Ave 3 and Clementi Ave 5 what thats why they saw me familiar so they smile at me la! Not wrong rite?!

Finally, I saw AMELIA AWI at ur wedding..!! Are u related to her?! Errm...

P/S: Nasib u didnt provide a karaoke system at ur wedding. If there is...while waiting for u to change into ur second outfit, I'll sing to entertain them.. :D Do hear me sing in multiply k.. I posted a video of myself singing.. *hides face and then run!!*

P.P/S: Oh..first time, I attended a wedding with a DJ playing english songs.. Usually most of the weddings I attended.. mainkan lagu melayu.. Best seh... This gives me some ideas.. Waahahaa.. Long wait lah.. err, 10 yrs from now? Hahaha..



I love to take photo of myself.. Remember my previous entry: I am pretty and young.. Hahaha...



Ey? The curtain and my baju saMe colour la! Hahaha..



Do I smell good? Haha...




The newly weds: Mr and Mrs Ridhwan.. *winkz*




The guest book and yup, I signed on the guest book.. Heehe.. My name is written there! Very obvious..! Maria aka Amyria..LoL..




I'm not part of the family but it seems that the colour I wore today matches! Hahaha.. Most of the Jin Taians I know came with partners.. Me? Thats why I am mistaken as a family member! Besides Hasz, most of ur family members wore the same colour as mine... *shrugs*



The ex-Jin Taians.. As u can see, I am the odd one out! Why? All of them are Hasz's classmates and all of them were from express stream (including HasZ) and I was from Normal Academic (must be specific..in case pple thought I was from Normal Technical..duhz) The pple in this photo: My best friend Ros (who was also from the same school as HasZ), myself, Noraidah, Saidatina Aishah (3 of us from Clementi Town Pri School), Roland, Evelyn and Alice. (Roland and Evelyn.. ehem.. u know.. I know..the pple who reads this may not know.. LoL. Alice also was from Clementi Town Pri School)



Ini pak cik mana ni tak tau nak amik gambar! Why so blur!!! Grrr.....!!! I dun know which pak cik..but everyone asked him to assist in taking the photos with their cameras so I follow la!! Blur siak!! Argh!!! Too bad I dun have the pple in the photo contacts..I only have their friendster.. Looks like I have to ask one of them for this photo! The pple in the photo are: Eli's bf, Eli, Noraidah, Saidatina Aishah and myself. (Both Noraidah and S.Aishah were from the same primary school as me, name of school already mentioned in above paragraph) Apa seh pak cik..betul sikit lah amik kan gambar.. Grrr...


SEMOGA UR PERKAHWINAN BERKEKALAN.. AMIN.

The End.

Amyria pours her heart out @ 10:38 pm   |

Friday, March 21, 2008

"You're young and pretty"

*song playing rite now = Qing Niao (5566)*

"You're young and pretty" IS what MOST of my colleagues at ECSF told me AFTER I revealed to them. Reveal what?

*ada jugak org puji aku ni cantik.. eheehee... k better stop before i kembang and had to log in to this website: perasan.com LoL.. song playing rite now = Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi (Secrets I Cant Tell by Jay Chou)*

Most of them asked (well, there are 119 staffs at ECSF.. so every day / every week I was asked the same question plus I am slowly making friends with each of them, if possible lah), "How old are you?" Honestly I answered, "Turning 25 in December this year."

The NEXT question is the POPULAR question. Soalan cepuk emas: "So got boyfriend?" Haahaha.. Thats the MOST OBVIOUS and POPULAR question that was being asked. LoL...

My answer? I smiled and proudly said, "No." They're not as busybodies as pple from D & B whereby they will pursue more questions such as 'Why' etc etc.. Instead...

"U're young and pretty.. How come still no boyfriend?" I chuckled, at the same time I am happy with the praises. So far no one has told me straight to my face that I am pretty.

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There was once, this guy told me, "You have such a beautiful smile, guys who didnt see your smile are fcking stupid." Haaahaaa...Hmm... Unfortunately the guy who said that is not a Singaporean (a Caucasian) and already has a girlfriend (a Singaporean). Yeah.. He's not a Singaporean. I met him once at the airport. He was with his girlfriend. I know the girlfriend and he said that in front of his girlfriend! The girlfriend didnt mind. I guess he said that merely coz he was kinda attracted to my smile. *shrugs* Hey, I am not puji diri sendiri ok.. just to clarify lah in case some gundus out there who read this will say or write comments: U better look urself into the mirror... etc etc.. (so if u dun like to read whats in this entry: press F4)

Also, there's someone in the family - my step dad also did praise me for my looks. He told my mum some 6 or 7 years ago, "Maria cantik.. Muka dia serba serbi boleh lah tahan.. Sayang..dia tak tau kerja dapur.. Apa gunanya cantik tapi satu kerja dapur pun tak tau.." HAHAHHAA... My step dad kata me cantik kan? Aku kan 'Puteri', seorang 'Puteri' mesti cantik rite? And 'Puteri' tak buat kerja di rumah kan? So? HAAHAHAH... Sorry for my crappiness here.. Apologies for that..

*mmg lah dia puji aku cantik tapi at the same time dia perli kerana aku tak tau housework! hmph. Lagu yg sdg dimainkan dan sdg didengar = Niu Zai Hen Mang (Cowboy on the run by Jay Chou)*

Finally, if my memories serves me correctly.. during my early years in secondary school...in sec one, after Term one.. A GIRL came up to me informing me that a senior of mine has a crush on me.. Nope.. he's not HB.. He was also HB's senior. I brushed it away thinking she was only pulling my leg. She was kinda surprised why I didnt get excited when hearing "a guy has a crush on me" unlike some gals (the minahs lah) who got so excited when they got to know this guy from this class likes them, that guy from that class wanna go steady with them... *eyes rolling* I told her that it was impossible.. I wasnt that pretty. She gave me a pinch on my cheeks.. *ouch* and said...

"Maria.. U have to believe in urself. Be positive. Dont say u're ugly or stupid. U will lose out in the end. U are indeed pretty with or withot ur glasses on. If I were a guy, I would have fall for u too.. Ur eyes make me fall for u.. Too bad I am a girl and dun worry I am not a lesbian. He has a crush on u coz u're cute.. ur voice is cute and he is also attracted to ur eyes.. Go see him, k?"

*song rite now = Tui Hou (Retreat by Jay Chou)*

So, my eyes and my smile are attractive.. My body?? Nyahahahahaha... Anyway, did I go meet that guy? Nope! Malu lah.. I was still in Sec 1 ok, still have that decent-decent kinda look..and to be frank..I dun have a crush on him.. :P *BIG GRIN*

Psst.. I started having crushes only when I was in Sec 3.. and my friends know who is that guy... And that guy knew I had a crush on him.. *ouch* LoL..Those were the days... FYI: Having a crush and falling in love are two different things ok.. Having a crush is just has a liking only.. but falling in love is a more mature thing.. Nope.. I was still very young.. I didnt know what is LOVE..at that time.. =D

*song = Zui Chang De Dian Ying (Jay Chou)*

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Lets continued.. I chuckled, and at the same time I am happy. I replied.. "Aiyah.. guys nowadays want more prettier and more younger..and also more sexier.." LoL.. Some of them laughed and shook their head. Also, there are some of them who 'accussed' me of being very choosy. "I think u have high expectations in a guy. MBS, just find one who is nice, good and can make u happy. I'm sure there is.."

FYI: There are about a few malay staffs of ECSF including myself who are 23, 24, 25 and 26 this year and some has gotten married and 1 will be getting married soon and guess what.. by end of year 2008.. ALL those who are in the age group of 23 to 26 are already married except for ONE: ME!!! And I AM PROUD OF IT!! Nyahahahaha...there's one malay colleague, of the same age as Hady, is still swinging single and she's proud of it.. The rest of the malay ladies? Well, some of coz are kakaks..dah kahwin while the remainder are younger than me and they're already have boyfriends / fiancees... nak dekat lah tu.. LoL

Hmm... she has a point there and I remembered Nis did left a comment regarding something similar to this. She too has her point there. What if the guy has a higher salary than us but a womanizer / jerk / bad? Although some guys didnt earn much but they are nice and good pple. Yes, I agree with that.

I would like to share something. Even my grandmother advised me: "kalau nak cari suami, cari yg tau masak sebab kau tak tau masak." HAHAHAHA... I replied... "Ckp senang..nak cari yg tau masak..susah tau nak dpt.. ada wanita tau masak tapi malas masak, so kalau boleh mereka lah grab tu lelaki yg tau masak..jadi perempuan yg tak tau masak cam Maria, rugi ah.. dah tak dpt.. lelaki yg tau masak semua dah kena 'pancing' oleh perempuan yg tau masak TAPI MALAS masak.." My grandmother senyum only.

*song plays rite now = Kian (Mawi)*

Interested to know what is my expectations for a guy? Heeh.. Shall blog about that some day.. InsyaALLAH..

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In furtherance to my entry below (19 March 2008), I am not taking the part time offer. Neva mind, there are stil other better offers for me.. No use.. I dun mind committing for at least 4 months.. but I have to pay for the uniform! I worked at KFC and Carlton Hotel's Cafe Vic... they provide us with the uniforms.. with no charges at all!

In addition, the meeting went well. He's ok. Very lively and 'talkative'. He did most of the talking. He is working at this M1 shop located at West Mall.

*Sometimes, I hanged around at West Mall.. didnt notice him.. hahaha.. pple find me familiar but I dont find pple familiar.. A few occasions when a lady smiled and approached me saying hi and stuffs like that.. I just smiled and said hi back but in my mind was: Do I know her? Nyahaha.*.

Anyway, the best quality in him.. he knows how to handle his finances... Hmm... Maybe I can ask him to guide me on how to do that coz I have financial woes.. Hah!

Good nite everyone! Quite an old song is currently been played now = PALING COMEL (ACHICK SPIN & SITI NORDIANA) and I am humming and singing along to it!

Amyria pours her heart out @ 10:33 pm   |

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Dear Blogger,

Tomorrow, I will be meeting this guy I know since December 2007 from Myspace.com. Dont worry, I know how to take care of myself. We're meeting at public place, btw.

How the 'friendship' started. In the month of December of 2007, I received message, from this Chinese guy.. Before I replied to his message, I viewed his profile.. An aquarian (just like Hady) and same age as Hady! He stayed in BP (try to guess whats BP stands for - not blood pressure lah k! A plc!) Then came the interesting part.. Under the section of Who I Want to Meet, he wrote, "A friendly and gentle lady esp malay. FYI, my previous 2 relationships were with malays too.." The About Me(or was it his shoutout? Cant remember) section of his read, "Searching for other race gal, preferably malay who can give me comfort and luv.."

After viewing his profile, I read the message from the Chinese guy, the contents of which read, "Hey! tis is (his name - which I shall not disclose at the moment) here. Its my pleasure to meet u here! I hope to become ur fren.. How do I address u? Do u have a msn add? I add u ok? (he gave me his msn - and he added me to his friend's list too) Hear u soon ya.. :) Opps... btw ur pic r all really fantastic!"

*thank you for commenting on my photos*

Yes, I replied and we have been exchanging messages in myspace and MSN. There was one time when I believe he wants more than just chatting, he gave me his hp number. Err, ok.. He waited and waited and there was this message flashed on the screen, "Whats urs?" Oh.. He wants MY number? I think it over carefully and hey, I am single what.. I have the right to make friends with whoever, but of coz there's some limitations and have to be careful as not to get misunderstood till there's CONFLICT + Controversy. So, what the heck! I gave him MY number. We moved to sms from that day.

Well, me and this chinese guy didnt really sms each other everyday. Busy what.. His profession is in sales line with M1.. Thats what he told me..

FYI: He rides a bike. I'm ok with that AS LONG AS he didnt offer me a lift on his bike.. NO WAY.. I have phobia.. I heard of too many pple died, got injured and/or hospitalized due to riding a bike.. I dun wish to take the risk. Remember this: Two former schoolmates of mine, Allahyarham Mohd Faizal bin Sani and Allahyarhamah Siti Rizana (forgot whats her dad's name) passed away due to motorbike accidents.. Since then, I have phobia in motorbikes already.. :/

So, tomorrow I will be meeting him. I told some of my friends.. A few of them said to me, "We have been talking about it and we predicted that u'll end up marrying a non-malay, in this case: Chinese guys.. Reason: U have this chinese blood in u". =.= What a silly perception.. I replied, "Hady Mirza has chinese blood in him too..so does that mean, he will end up marrying chinese girls?" A 'disgusted' look on their faces. They complained, "Kau eh Maria... tak habis-habis dgn HADY... HADY... HADY...Boring ah nak berbual dgn kau! Asal berbual asyik sebut Hady Hady..."
Hahaha.... :D

*Tak salahkan, sebut Hady?* :P

I have reiterate this many times, we planned and leave it to fate. Kita merancang. Tuhan menentukan. Besides, I'm only meeting him NOT dating him.. Its two different issues. Its not wrong to meet new pple rite? Oh dont have this thinking, "Maria is so desperate...." Hahaha.. I am not. I want to be more social. Can?

In relation to my entry below, dated 15 March 2008, I ranted about searching for part time job. Secret Recipe hasnt called me to confirm if I really got the job. I went for Walk-In-Interview at Seoul Garden. Yes..Seoul Garden.

Somehow when I stepped in the restaurant.. I dun feel comfortable. Maybe the person who interviewed me didnt welcome me warmly. Even during the interview she made me uncomfortable. Maybe she in the need of staffs so she offered me the job! Yes, the one at Marina Square. I have to start this coming Sunday.. Thats too sudden!

I know I shld take it since the offer is already given BUT I have to work till 11plus and my grandmother wont like it! In addition, the work is not only in servicing the customers, I have to do maintenance, I dun mind trying.. I dun mind doing BUT the woman told me.. Once u work here, have to do.. cannot try.. =.=

*Some of my friends advised me to take it since I am in a need to help my family's income. I have to learn about hardships. Yes, I know but somehow I dun like the environment of Seoul Garden.. hmm..*

I got a shocked when I was given the offer.. If other restaurants, I felt ease but only at Seoul Garden I felt uncomfortable.. I dun knw why... Is it because I am only meant to be there as a customer (in future) and not an employee? Hahaa..

Then how?! I havent discussed this with my family members.. My mother definitely said "yes", she's in the need of cash what.. She has retired.. What about my grandmotheR?! Sighz.. Oh please Secret Recipe / Gloria Jean Coffee, PastaMania, Swensens and New York New York (yes, those were the plcs I'd gone too - there's more still) call me.. I like ur environment. :D

Pay? Pay doesnt matter.. Environment is impt.. Anyway, if I agreed to take the job at Seoul Garden..I have to pay $22 for the uniform (only the upper uniform plus apron) and name tag. The rest we have to use ours: black cap, (BLACK CAP! When I told her, I dun have one.. She said to me in that arrogant tone, "u have to buy lah.. we're not going to provide..") black shoes, black socks and black pants. Wait a minute! I dun see any girls working there! No!!!!

How? Shld I take? Sighz...

Amyria pours her heart out @ 11:32 pm   |

Saturday, March 15, 2008

no title...just random

I read this from one of the contacts in multiply.. (Yes, pple! I am also in multiply! Hahahha..)

Friendship is a vital thing in our life..
They help us get thru
Our difficult moments and
brings us the fun and laughter
That is much needed
In our complicated IT savvy world

But Friendship is not always
as pleasant as pink roses
And not as simple as black-inked pen
on white opaque paper


Silence doesn’t mean that we are weak..
But dun take it for granted..
Stepping all over me and gang up against me
Coz it juz shows ur true colours..
Which is more like a bukit timah nature reserve park
Rather than a pulau tioman..

HAHAHAHA... I LOVE THE LAST ONE! So very the sarcastic la the meaning...


Still in search of a part time job.

What happen to the part time telemarketer job? Hah. I didnt like it. So for 2 months I've been searching and searching but in vain. Something strikes me: F & B! Yeah! Restaurants do need pple / part timers to help them with customers so why not? I know I already got a part time job at Carlton Hotel's Cafe Vic on ONLY WEEKENDS. However, I worked only for 3 days NOT because I dun like the job, also not because my grandmother was afraid I will fall sick but because she knows R recommend me the job and she doesnt know who is he, how he looks like so she was u know ragu-ragu. She told me before: Kalau kawan perempuan recommendkan kerja takpe.. kalau lelaki..ada la tu makna, dia pun kerja kat sana sama-sama (though he is a security guard there) so I dun wish to hear her naggings.. I quit.. With reason to them: Wanna focus on exams. Reason to my mom: Penat (though its not true)

So from one restaurant to another. I almost clinched the offer at: Pizza Hut Clementi BUT I cant work only WEEKENDS. However, I have to commit on 2 to 3 weekdays as well from 6PM which is impossible as I ended my full time work at 545pm and I dun knock off on the dot 545pm, I always clear my last work before I leave office (sometimes I knock off at 7plus / 8plus - to clear URGENT work). I asked if I can start at 7pm, I was told the final shift starts from 6pm. I inquire further if I can only be allowed to work on the weekends and I got this: we need more pple in the weekdays as the staffs here loves to work in the weekends.. *thats strange, org kalau boleh nak go shopping or rest in the weekends..those pple wanna work? Hah. Aku ckp org padahal aku pun BUT mine is diff case k.. I HAVE to..*

I didnt get that Pizza Hut job coz I havent been receiving any calls. Namun ku tak patah semangat, try and try. F & B services are currently opening for positions, due to the competitive market. Since Pizza Hut cant accept, I wasnt sure if Cavana / PastaMania and Secret Recipe has vacancies.. I sent an email enquiry to these 3 restaurants and got replies from all of them, however only a reply from Secret Recipe gives me the confident that I may have the chance to work there ONLY on WEEKENDS..

A 'Shah Rahim', a customer service manager reverted to my query and advised me to look for Officer In Charge (OIC) of these two places that was currently having vacancies: VivoCity and Marina Square. Both are my fav hangout plcs however I am more familiar to Marina Square - where all 5 destress plcs are in 1 plc: KTV-KBox, Arcade, Bowling, Pool and GV Cinema.. *smilez*. For VivoCity, there's only GV Cinema, I cant find any SuperBowl, SuperPool or even arcade! How boring.. Hah. So, today I proceed to go to the interview at the latter.

Upon my arrival, I asked the staff that I wish to see the OIC (I sayout the name). The OIC came and asked, "U are from?" I told her that I am here for part time interview and was informed to look for u." The OIC probed, "Who asked u to look for me?" I mention la the name, "Its 'Shah', yeah.." She nodded and brought me to a sit and gave me a form. After filling up the form, the interview commenced. The first question: "how do u get to know Shah?" *gulp* To be honest (here in my blog), I dun even know who is 'Shah Rahim', (kalau Shah Mirza, aku kenal benar dgn nama and orgnya! Kalau Syah Ibrahim pun aku kenal, dia DJ.. hahaha..) in the contents of his email reply, he advised me to go to the two outlets and looked for the OICs which, I did. Like u know if u wanna look for part time, u will say: "I am here for part time walk-in-interview" instead of that, I said: "I am here to look for OIC (the name) for part time interview." So, which clearly explains that the OIC thinks 'Shah Rahim' "recommended" me the job.

LoL.. I dun even know the person! The interview went well, the funny part was: "U're getting married issit, need 2 jobs?" Hahaha... I giggled and answered, "Its not that. Well, I took this Marketing course and it has something related to F & B service so I am kinda interested to know how is the service job in the F & B industry, so for a start I dun mind doing it part time." With my answer, my confidence level in clinching this offer has risen! Haha. I am not lying.. My degree is indeed in Marketing.. Not wrong for me to answer that to the OIC... Its better to give that answer than this answer: "My mother has retired and to supplement our income, I want to look for part time." With the latter as an answer, NO OFFER will be given. Hah. Although my MAIN reason is indeed to supplement income because my mum has retired... Be smart lah abit, rite? *winkz*

After the interview at Secret Recipe Marina Square, the OIC expressed to me, "I cant believe 'Shah' mention my full name to u. Thats not likely of him." =.= Her expression told me as if I really know this 'Shah'. =.= So do I get the job, just because the OIC thought this 'Shah' "recommended" me? Nope, not yet.. The decision still lies in the hands of the office pple: The head office. I will be expecting a call from them in a week's time.

Cavana has not replied to me, I guess no vacancies at the moment. For PastaMania, I received replies and the recruitment manager sent an email to his staffs; cc to me with the contents that read: (Names mention) as spoken earlier.. please call her for expendiency of application. Hmm, means I may have an interview appointment at PastaMania too..

Then I left .. As I was walking towards the mrt station, I saw a notice outside SEOUL GARDEN restaurant: We have openings for Management/ Management Trainee, Full Time / Part Time.. Pls walk-in-interview at ur fav outlets for part time positions. For Management / Management Trainee and Full time, write in to blah blah blah..

I gave a thought. Hmm.. why not I gave it a try? *evil smile* I had always wanna try the food at Seoul Garden, so kalau tak dpt gi sana makan...gi sana kerja ok what.. Hahaha.. However, I cant attended the walk-in-interview today, need to rush home for some errands. I'll probably do so after work on Monday.. Hmm, outlets of my choice: Marina Square and Bugis Junction.. Yes, Bugis Junction.. Wish me all the best aite..

Donaldson & Burkinshaw's Dinner and Dance

Today was my ex-company's D & D. Actually, I was invited by one of the colleagues however I decided not to go for 2 reasons:

1) My grandmother didnt allow me to go. Yeah I know.. She treated me like a small kid.. Actually she didnt.. She just didnt want me to go because she told me this, "Who is gonna take u home? I knw lah ur mum will surely ask him (my step dad) to fetch u home but u dun feel any shame ah? If he is ur own father, nvm.. u wanna attend, go ahead.. He is ur stepfather and he has this hatred feeling against me and ur late granddad and u being our closest and beloved family member, he may have some hatred in u too.. Of coz he will still fetch u home, because ur mum (his wife) requested him to but, u dun know what is in his mind..."

I told u that I have COMPLICATED family problems... And yet pple cant understand me..

2) I was invited by one of my colleagues and I heard MORE news.. The whole of Donaldson knows that I asked when is D & D. That question is normal rite? Yes, I admitted that after asking that question, I randomly asked, "can I come along?" Randomly.. means I really didnt mean what I asked! Cant they know the diff? If I really wanna go, I dun sms those pple... I'll sms the person who invited me straightaway with additional sentence: Ssshh...dun tell them k i dun wan them know.. I didnt! That means, I dun really wanna go.. I didnt mean what I asked! *slaps forehead*

P/S: I admitted that I have bought this nice evening dress from Robinson, the brand is Mango (I think) on the eve of New Years' Eve. It was on sale, I paid $30+ instead of the usual price of $69. Temptation is what u call it so I bought the dress and till now I havent been wearing it. Maybe if I am invited to tonite's D & D, maybe I could wear it. Now I cant.. No choice, the beautiful dress will be in the wardrobe for 8 more months.. Yes, 8 months.. Ella Cheong's D & D is always in the month of Oct / Nov / Dec every year. Lets hope I can get to wear it and will take a photo of me in it and post it here.. Confirm lawa!

U WANNA KNOW WHAT I FOUND OUT? THE WHOLE DONALDSON MAKE SUCH A BIG ISSUE OUT OF THIS! SAYING THINGS LIKE, I NO SHAME AH ASK ONE STAFF AFTER ANOTHER TO BRING ME TO D & D. FYI, I ONLY RANDOMLY ASKED 3 COLLEAGUES: B, BB & EA. ONLY THESE 3!! BUT THE WHOLE DONALDSON "RUMOURED" THAT I ASKED 4 PPLE TO BRING ME TO D & D! THOSE 4 PPLE: BB, B, EA and MJ! I was shocked! MJ?! WHY they like to make other pple who is not supposed to be involved in this to be involved?! I cant understand them la! I DUN EVEN HAVE MJ's contact! IF I DUN HAVE HER CONTACT, HOW TO KEEP IN CONTACT WITH HER AND HOW TO SEND THAT SMS TO HER?! BLOODY STUPID PPLE! IF THEY DUN WANT ME TO COME FOR D & D, JUST SAY SO LAH! DUN HAVE TO MAKE MOUNTAINS OUT OF MOLEHILLS.. I wont get this frustrated if the info I found out is true but only 75% is true.. the other 25% which is NOT TRUE: I asked MJ? Bila masa ni?! And I didnt really ask to bring me to D & D.. I was only joking.. And they take it seriously? Hahaha.. I thought I am the only one who cant take jokes, rupanyer ada jugak org yg tak leh take jokes.. Good I am not the only one then!

Furthermore, if I really did wanna go and asked anyone to bring me... IS IT WRONG FOR ME TO ASK PPLE TO BRING ME FOR D & D? WHY ARE THEY MAKING SUCH A FUSS? ITS NOT THAT I WANNA COME BACK WORKING AT DONALDSON?! GOING FOR D & D AND COMING BACK ARE TWO DIFF ISSUES, even a Pri 6 student know how to differentiate that! They are adults and they dun?! Of coz they dun! If they are, they wont make such a HUGE FUSS regarding this!

Last year, I went D & D, also some of them made mountains out of molehills because I brought my mother along.. WAS IT WRONG TO BRING MY MOTHER?! ITS NOT THAT I AM VERY FILIAL BUT since Donaldson allowed us to bring 1 guest, I brought my mum la! Not wrong rite?! I know lah one of them wanna dress sexily then my mum was there so keberatan ah... U wanna be naked or sexy, do MY MOTHER CARE? NO!! COZ U'RE NOT HER DAUGHTER! Just wear lah whatever u wanna wear, why must be segan with my mother?! Afraid my mother fall for u issit?! Hello! She's not a lesbian ok! I just dun understand THEM.

Its a good thing I LEFT the company. A few of my ex-colleagues asked me why I wanna left in a hurry, I havent got my degree but.. I have to leave.. I know its sad to leave those who are nice to me, but I really have to leave...

K, enuff.. I know they had fun at D & D.. Maybe they have this dengki hati in me.. They dun want me to enjoy the D & D.. Takper.. I dun think Donaldson has company trip.. Ella Cheong do have company trips.. once every 2 or 3 years. In 2006, there was this company trip to China.. For this year, I found out that the company wants to organize a trip to either Langkawi (boring! I'm not going!), Hanoi Vietnam (I wanna go!) or Bangkok Thailand (I also wanna go there!) How cool isnt it?! Hahaha.. Going to these countries is MORE FUN and MORE ENJOYING than going D & D! :P

Huh? My grandmother? C'monlah! I am already an adult I cant always listen to her.. At 25, I have never experienced taking the aeroplane.. I have explained that to my grandmother I begged her to let me have the first experience when there's opportunity.. The opportunity will be here soon (though not confirm). I think my grandma got what I meant... HOORRAYYY!!!

Gym

Hahaha.. My mum know that every Saturday I always go to the gym. Because I thought that I may be going for tonite's D & D, on Monday, I smsed my trainer informing him I may not be able to make it for the training. With reasons: I have to work today (Yes, it is my Sat duty today - next duty will be in August UNLESS I wanna CLEAR URGENT matters) and I have errands after that (which is going for part time walk-in-interview / getting rdy for D & D). On Wednesday, I got a shocked when I heard those ridiculous stories... I decided not to go and I contacted my trainer saying I am able to make it.. Too late..he has made appointment.. Hahaha.. Ni semua mulut they all la nyer pasal! If they just shut up, I dun go for training tak rugi coz I am attending for tonite's D & D.. because of their mulut yg kena kasi cili tu, I cant attend tonite's D & D and my afternoon training session at the gym.. Grrr... Thanks to their muluts ah!

Anyway, my mum came and asked me, "Kau today tak gi gym eh?" Hahaha.. I told her my 'own story' on why I didnt attend the D & D and the gym. Thanks to those pple!

Amyria pours her heart out @ 11:26 pm   |

Friday, March 07, 2008

Pesta Pesta Pesta

Haha.. MOST of my online votings ARE RIGHT! INCLUDING THE FAN PALING HEBOH...

1. HOS PALING KECOH(Most Lively Host)
Era Farida (Gemilang)
Fadhilah Samsudin (Ra Ra Bazar 2 & 3)
Seri Wahyuni Jaes (Cakap Sini Habis Sini)

I voted for Era Farida AND SHE IS THE WINNER!!!!!

2. PASANGAN SKRIN PALING NGAM (Most Compatible Onscreen Couple)
Abdullah Ahmad & Nurul Akhmar (Rahsia Perkahwinan 2)
Ahmad Stokin & Alias Kadir (Kain Songket Kain Pelikat)
Haizad Imran & Norfasarie (2 X 5 Dol)

Definitely I voted for HAIZAD & Norfasarie .. and THEY ARE THE WINNER!! though I prefer it to be Haizad and AmyRia. *chuckles*

3. PENGARAH PALING UP (Most Talented Director)
Alfia Abros Meah (2 x 5 Dol)
Fendy Hamid (X-TION)
Sanif Olek (Mentari)

I'm not interested in this category... But I have to vote still and I anyhow lah.. Congratulations to the director of 2 x 5 Dol, Alfia Abros Meah.

4. SHOW PALING HAPPENING (Most Happening Show)
Anugerah 2007 (Eaglevision Producions)
Pesta Pesta Pesta 2006 (Dua M)
Sinar Lebaran 2007 (Eaglevision Productions)

Definitely PESTA PESTA PESTA 2006! And I got this one RIGHT too...

5. BINTANG CILIK PALING CUTE (Cutest Child Star)
Amir Hassan Sa’eran (Khayalan) - Siapa dia? *scratches head*
Nur Nazurah (Cerita Kita) - ??? Tapi cute jugak
Nur Habriyah (Kerana Fateha) - Yg ni aku kenal.. And she is indeed cute..

I voted for Nur Habriyah and she WON!!! BINGO.. I got it RIGHT again FOR the FOURTH time!

6. PENYANYI PALING JIWANG (Most Emotive Singer)

My OWN Nominees:
(i) HADY MIRZA (Merpati)
(ii) TAUFIK (Usah Lepaskan)
(iii) Imran Ajmain (Seribu Tahun)

Cantik ah! All 3 ex-policemen.. Hahaha.. They're best friends too.. Huh? Ya.. They are ex-policemen.. They got enlisted to Singapore Police Force... Man in Blue!!! I like.. *winkz*

Unfortunately.. Suria didnt nominate TAUFIK and / or HADY! *sad face* So the nominees are:

a) Hyrul Anuar (Bintang)
b) Imran Ajmain (Suria Raya LIVE -Seribu Tahun)
c) Roslan Mohamed (Anugerah 2007 )

Since one of my OWN nominees is nominated, I voted for him and HE WON! I also 'won' 5 in a row!

7. VETERAN PALING MAINTAIN (Most ‘Maintained’ Veteran)
BJ Kadir
Eddy Ali
Rahimah Rahim - WINNER

I didnt get a score for this one. I voted for BJ Kadir lah.. Mana nak jumpa lelaki yg pandai masak?! Susah u know! Hahaha.. Too bad he's way OLDER than me.. Kalau dia muda, semuda aku.. aku pancing dia dulu..and takkan lepaskan.. Why? I cant cook.. so I need to find a man who can cook! LoL... (I didnt say that... My nenek yg ckp... She always 'reminds' me, "nak cari suami..cari yg pandai masak sebab kau tu tak tau masak... tapi dah boleh lah tahan...dah tau kerja dapur sikit-sikit..dah tau kopek pakai pisau..")

8. ARTIS PALING LAKU (Most In-Demand Artiste)
Era Farida - Winner!
Fauzie Laily
Norfasarie

I scored for the above again.. 6 out of 8! Hahaha. I love these kind of shows.. Era Farida won 2 awards in 1 show. Dia memang serba boleh.. Kata Cik Sal boleh... *grinz*

9. ARTIS SERBA BOLEH (Multi-talented Artiste)
Fauzie Laily
Suhaimi Yusof - Winner
Suzairhe Sumari

This is the only category that I have difficulty voting. ALL 3 mmg serba boleh.. All 3 of the above CAN sing, dance, act, comedy and host. So, what I do? I voted for all 3.. How? At home, I voted for Suhaimi Yusof. At work, I logon to suria.sg and voted for Fauzie Laily. Lastly, I went to the school just to go surf the computers there and voted for Suzairhe Sumairi.. ALL 3 OF THEM GOT MY VOTES and MAY THE BEST MAN WINS.. *smiles*

10. JURI PALING POWER (Most Outspoken Judge)
Eddy Ali (Anugerah 2007) - Winner! (I voted for him!)
Gani Karim (Anugerah 2007)
Rafaat Hamzah (Anugerah Skrin 2006)

11. FAN PALING HEBOH (Most Loudest Fan)

For the above award, we the viewers had to submit photos of a nominee and why we think the nominee should win the above category.. Most of the HapyHadys sebulat suara to submit SV's photo to Suria and she is NOMINATED...

Guess what?! SHE WON!!!!! SHE WON!!! SV, the die-hard fan of Taufik (Fiknatics), Syed Azmir (S.A.S.A) and HADY MIRZA (HapyHadys) WON FAN PALING HEBOH FOR PESTA PESTA PESTA 2008.. *thumbs up*

P/S: Psst.. SV..if u are reading this.. err if I miss out any of ur fav die hard artistes, please enlighten me but I'm pretty sure.. u are a BIG fan of these 3 MEN...hmm..my sentiments tells me that u also a die hard fan of err BY DEFINITION? *bigger grinz*

Congratz SV and thank you for mentioning, "Saya nak ucapkan terima kasih kpd HapyHadys who voted for me!" U're very most welcome. I was informed that a few HapyHadys were there at MediaCorp to support u. *smiles* and of coz ur friends from the Fiknatics.. I saw them...

Before I end this section, the guest artistes are Aliff Aziz and TAUFIK!!! Taufik, forever HOT! HOT! HOT! Rindu ah.. But err I rindu Hady more, can? *winkz*

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I did mentioned I went to school just to do the voting didnt I? Well, the school informed me that Business Finance Jan 2008 Exam has HIGH FAILURE Rates. *jaws wide open, in shock!* NO!!!! I TOOK THAT PAPER IN JAN and I HAVE TO PASS THAT PAPER because ITS MY LAST and FINAL PAPER!!! Once I passed that paper, I CAN GRADUATE THIS YEAR IN AUGUST..and I have accomplish my mission: To graduate before I turned 25.. BUT IF I FAIL, I HAVE TO RETAKE the paper in May 2008 and results will be out in July 2008. Even though I pass the paper after retaking it in May 2008, I CANT GRADUATE IN AUGUST 2008!!!! THOSE WHO TOOK EXAMS FOR MAY 2008, SEPTEMBER 2008 and JAN 2009 will graduate next year, August 2009!

I WANT TO GRADUATE THIS YEAR NOT NEXT YEAR!! OH PLEASE..Though Business Finance has high failure rates, dun let me be one of them... *cross fingers*. Friends, please pray for me.. I have to graduate BY this year, before I turned 25.

Amyria pours her heart out @ 10:43 pm   |

Sunday, March 02, 2008

Quizzes in Facebook

Song I'm currently listening: Lagu lama lah beb, "Bayangan Gurauan.." Di dalam jaga ku tercari-cari, di dalam mimpi, ku termimpi-mimpi, siapakah oh gadis misteri. ....

Can I believe these tests in facebook?

FYI: Facebooks have tons of quizzes! LoL (Refer to my entry dated 18 Feb - there's a few more other quizzes which I took)

1. What English word are you?

Result: CURIOUS

You love to investigate and find out about the mysteries of life and nature. You always ask a lot of questions until you get an answer.

Hmm.... Kinda true... So true.. I often asked the same question again and again and will stop once I got an answer but some pple mistaken me for being "kepo" coz I always kept asking... :(

2. A personality test.

*No wonder lah got conflict till I undurkan diri.. What conflict was I talking about? The one dated 28 Jan but too late for those first timers or who hasnt been visiting my blog for quite some time coz that entry of 28 Jan has been deleted.. But I leave the comments there for illustration purposes.. :P and why I think its best for me to undur diri, refer to entry dated 23 Feb.*

Here's the result :

Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful and practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. You are not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over it if that trust is ever broken.

Hmm... no wonder got conflict! I trust someone and yet, till now $400 (the other $400 has been paid - total I borrowed her is $800) hasnt been returned to me.. BECAUSE OF HER, I got frustrated, annoyed and then on the same day received THE SMS. Then as a result of the sms, there's CONFLICT and because of that, I UNDURKAN DIRI... all these because of her whom betrayed my loyalty and hasnt been paying.. Yah! Yah! I knw its my fault too but hey, she's not the only one I borrowed $$ to..There are a few friends BUT those friends paid on time..on the dot and never ask for more than $500...The least amount they asked for: $15. Hah. The most they asked: $300

3. Are You a Jealous Woman?

Result: Not a Jealous Bone in Your Body

You're secure, trusting, and giving with friends and lovers. And while you may have been hurt before, you've bounced back. You're generally happy with your life - and no one's grass is greener than yours. One word of caution: some may see your lack of jealousy as indifference!

4. Do People Secretly Hate You?

Result: Self Doubter

The question is, do you really even like yourself? Other people would like to get to know you more but your lack of self confidence can get in the way. Get out there!

Hmm... Sounds true.. When pple wants to befriend me, the first question is, can he/she be trusted? etc etc.. Sometimes I doubt them, sometimes I dun bother. I think I have to start doubting pple again... Who knows I may get another one who likes to borrow $$ and for more than a year hasnt returned the remaining half of the amount...Hmm...

5. Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?

*NOW I know WHY I am choosy over guys... Heh.*

Result: You Follow Your Head

You're rational, collected, and logical. Generally, it takes you quite a while to fall in love. In fact, you've even been accused of being very picky. While you're cool, you're not ice cold. You just know what you want, and don't mind waiting to get it.

Very correct!!!!

Amyria pours her heart out @ 8:05 pm   |


The Lady

Amy Maria, 27 year old femme, who loves singing as her passion. Relatively a quiet person, especially towards people she doesn't know very well. However, people who she call her friends, know her as a very cheerful, friendly and a little talkative kinda person. Basically, she thinks everybody can reach nearly every goal, just need a great portion of staying power, motivation, and enthusiasm. She also believes that she's patient and relatively calm - in the past, even so, sometimes she still can be very quick-tempered. On the contrary, most of the time she loves to accept challenges. She has purity and sweetness of a girl. And no matter how old she get, she can stay youthful. She also possesses a motherly character. She is kind and can show consideration to others. Once she starts on something, she will not give up half way, or show weakness. She knows how to get on in life. She is rather suspicious type of person. She doesn't tend to take every word of other person straightly.

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.Aini
Aiser. Alice. Aphrodite . Ayu. Az Revalina. Baby Seniorita. Elia's old Blog. Elia's new Blog. Fairuz . Farah. Fat Cat. Fikq HapyHady. Ijah. Kak Juliza. Maria Shazwani. Melissa. Melia HapyHady. Mulyadi. Nulyz. Ria HapyHady. Rizar. Sabrina . Salmah. Shidah. Shirin Hushairi. SV HapyHady . Syafiqah HapyHady . Syaliza. Syasya . Syidah's OLD blog. Syidah's NEW blog. Tia. Wawan. Zohra HapyHady.

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