Saturday, February 23, 2008
I read an entry from multiply. Its in malay, later I will translate it in English (in embedded: blue). Oh, names have been change too...
"Pagi minggu, dapat call dari DIA. DIA bertanyakan keadaan PGS. Aku katakan padanya kenapa tak tenguk sendiri.. Kenapa tanya aku? Mungkin aku kesal dengan sikapnya sejak kebelakangan ini. Dia seolah2 bukan sahabat baik yang aku kenali dulu."
(Sunday morning, received a call from HIM. He asked about PGS' condition. [Note: PGS, if u are reading this, hope u are recuperating well] I told him, why didnt he visit her and see for himself. Why have to ask me? I may be disappointed with his strange behaviour these days but he's somehow or rather no longer the best friend I have known before.)
"PGS tanya saya tak kenapa tak datang, ziarah dia kemalangan?" soal DIA lagi padaku. (Did PGS ask you why I didnt pay her a visit?)
"Buat apa PGS nak tanya pasal kau. PGS tahu kau masih marah dengan kita berdua mengenai si KOPEK SENGKUANG PAKAI KUKU TU (HAHHAHAHA.... I DIDNT KNOW THATS MY NEW NICKNAME! LOL.. CLARIFICATION: I no longer does that with my nails. I do that with a knife!! Already 'upgrade' myself.. Well, what to do...I'm a woman..... Wahahahaha) Lagi pula PGS faham kau sentiasa sibuk sejak2 kebelakangan ini. Atau pun sengaja sibuk untuk mengelakkan diri. Penjelasan kau masih menjadi teka teka bagi kita berdua tapi sebagai kawan baik kita berdua tetap menghormati keputusan kau walaupun ada rasa terkilan."
Before I translate the above... Let me say something... Thats why the entry for today is titled: 'Sorry, PLEASE PUT THE BLAME on ME.' (coincidently, the song by Akon: Sorry, Blame On Me keeps repeating in my laptop) I admit that its ALL because of me, hence the existence of the above malay entry in a multiply site.. Maybe HE puts the blame on the writer regarding the sms that was sent to me and I got kinda fed up. My friends told me that the sms was normal BUT (read the email sent by Bob which I have pasted in this blog: the date is 6 February 2008 for further clarification and explanation - as I dont wish to dwell on it again, please go to that specific date and read it yourselves. Thank u) Like I'd said... PLEASE PUT THE BLAME on Me.. and not to anyone else or not even to u.
Lets proceed with the embedded translation. (Why must PGS has to call u? She knows u are still mad with us regarding THE GAL WHO USES HER FINGERNAILS TO 'KOPEK' A VEGGIE... [I LOVE THAT NEW NICKNAME OF MINE BUT TOO BAD IT CAN NEVER LAST COZ I NOW USE A KNIFE TO DO THE SAME] Furthermore, PGS understands u always busy these days. Or u purposely make urself busy to be alone. Ur explanation is still remains like a quiz to the 2 of us but as a good friend, the 2 of us respect whatever decision u gave eventhough we feel upset.)
Aku tanya DIA lagi...kenapa boleh jadi begini eh akhirnya? Aku luahkan rasa kesal ku. Dulu kita bertiga bahagia sekali. Kemana sahaja selalu bertiga. Berkongsi cerite suka dan duka, memahami dan meraikan kejayaan bersama2. Kita akan bertanya kHabar dan menjenguk sesama kita sekiranya diantara kita sakit dan sanggup bercuti hanya kerana sebuah persahabatan. Tapi kini kenapa kau berubah.
After this embedded translation, I shall say out my comments. (I asked HIM again, how come he has become like this in the end. I voiced out my upsetness. Last time the 3 of us are very happy together. Wherever we go, always the 3 of us. Sharing fun and sad moments, understand and celebrate our success together. We will ask one another, 'Hows life' and will pay a visit should any one of us are ill and we even go on a holiday, all these because of friendship. However, u have changed)
My comments for the last para: I am not trying to create anymore conflicts or whatsoever so please spare me the comments... What I wanted to express is (in a mixture of English and Malay), janganlah kerana Puteri, kamu bertiga berselisihan faham. Puteri faham (after I relate that incident to few friends) why that sms was sent to me. And Puteri pun sudah meminta maaf kpd ketiga-tiga sahabat karib. And I felt relieve when ketiga-tiganya memaafkan Puteri. Terima kasih. However, seperti lagu Imran Ajmain, 'Sudah Tu Sudah", just put this behind. I cant say to forget about this because I have to agree with PGS' comments, "I can forgive but can never forget." I know the 3 of u able to forgive me but to forget about that incident.. *shrugs*, I dun know but as for me, I will not forget if the situation is really really hurting to me. That sms incident, was not that hurting to me, so I can forget about it.. Though I know, cara Puteri menulis di blog sounds hurting to the 3 of u.
My question to u.. (yes, u shld know who u are *smiles*) Adakah kerana sms yang dihantar kpd PUTERI, u behave that way to ur 2 best friends? FYI, I have a multiply account so I can read blogs from multiply, hence I know what was going on; U also play a part in that sms. Yes, I know. I read from multiply: " ..... Sedangkan sms yang dihantar atas persetujuan dan diketahui bersama oleh kami bertiga." Persetujuan dan diketahui, which means 3 of u have agreed to send that msg and know how the msg is delivered.. therefore u also play a part in the sms. If thats the case, why are u treating ur 2 best friends that way? Adakah u rasa bersalah doing that to me? Entah lah.. But I already put this behind me. I dont blame the 3 of u. I only blame myself. I am not angry with u and / or with ur 2 friends. I am angry at myself for my rash behaviour that time. Its just me who cant take a joke, as explained by Ziana's fan, a friend of mine. (Thank u for clearing the issue but dont do it often, I dun want pple to say that I need to depend on pple...)
Hmm...maybe one of ur best friends is right, u're busy but adakah itu betul? Atau alasan? I read from the same multiply: "..... Ajakan puteri untuk keluar makan sempena birthday girl pun DIA beri seribu alasan. Apa lagi untuk menonton wayang,bowling dan karaoke."
Allow me to laugh.. HAHAHAHAHA... Sorry if I antagonize any one of u again but did u and ur 2 best friends really think I seriously ask u out? Org tanya main-main jer lah.. Bukan tanya betul-betul..(Like what Ziana's fan mentioned in the comments: She can joke with pple but pple cannot joke with her - the way I deliver that invitation sms is sekadar joking jer... Minta maaf sekali lagi sekiranya 3 of u salah anggapan) Besides, takkan ah during my birthday I only want to celebrate with u..? Lainlah if we are couples.. But we are friends jer and so definitely I sent the same sms to my friends..none of them are free BUT I still have my celebration. FYI, I like to plan last min..that explains why most of my friends cant make it. *Knp suka plan last min... alahai... Puteri ni kan cucu kesayangan nenek.. so terpaksa lah berbuat demikian. *
K, now we get back to this...
Like I'd mentioned.. I still celebrate my birthday.. After work, went to have dinner and window shopping with 3 of my ex-colleagues... However, that celebration didnt last long because I remembered: There was a Rhapsodi Remix featuring Aliff Aziz (AA - only use AA for Aliff Aziz... Other pple.. dont use the letters AA, very confusing for me..*tongue lashing*) and of course, HADY MIRZA ku... So, yg mana lagi bagus? 1)Ask u to celebrate with me, 2)having friends celebrate with me or 3) watch Hady Mirza on tv? Sudah tentu ah no 3): watching Hady Mirza on TV..... Hahhaha..
I hope this clarification clears the misunderstandings among us.
Before I end this entry, I really hope u are still friends with ur 2 best friends. And janganlah kerana Puteri ataupun kerana that stupid sms joke, u treat ur friends that way. From what I read from multiply, the 3 of u are really the bestest friends ever. Even me and my best friends cannot challenge the 3 of u. The way me and my best friends being the bestest friends are way different from the 3 of u. Me and my bestest friends can never be like the 3 of u. I salute the 3 of u for that. From what I read in multiply.. u have photos of the 3 of u together in ur room and at ur office desk. Definitely I admire u for that coz although I have best friends but none of us have photos of ourselves decorated in our room or office desks.. Kita cuma simpan di photo album, laptop, internet and etc tanda kenangan. Furthermore, the 3 of u sanggup bercuti to go holiday together. Frankly speaking, me and my best friends never done that..
Plus when 1 of u falls sicks, u will go and visit. To be frank, me and my best friends never done that too. Yes, we still know one another fall sick, when that happens, we just sms one another asking one another to take care, takes lots of vitamins, rest etc etc.. Puteri doakan agar persahabatan kamu bertiga berkekalan sehingga ke akhir hayat.
*Hmm... Puteri rasa biarlah Puteri berundur diri bagi menyelamatkan keadaan, menyelematkan persahabatan kamu bertiga. Mengundur diri tak semestinya tidak keep in contact; seperti biasa.. tanya khabar berita like normal friends will do, cuma tak seperti dulu..sekiranya situasi sudah lega, Puteri akan kembali tapi tak seperti dulu...*
Before I end, I would like to express my thanks to u for treating me sebagai teman chat and sms. I appreciate those moments.. Nope, I tak marah. (kalau marah kena jual) I treat u more than a chatting and sms friend, which is kawan biasa jer; juz like how I treat my kenalan and my friends..so kalau tersalah anggap..I'm sorry. In fact I shld undur diri.. Like what 1 of ur friends say.. I'm not worthy to be ur friend because of my character...behaviour.. A friend of mine used to say this to me: Sesiapa yg ingin berkawan dgn kau kena kenal kau inside out.. kena sabar melayani kau, kena faham dgn tingkah-laku kau... alah kau faham-faham ajer lah perangai kau tu cam ner.. :D Anyway, thank u, once again for giving me the opportunity to know u as a friend. Oh! And I would also like to express my thanks to ur best friend for this nickname: SI KOPEK SENGKUANG PAKAI KUKU >> the BEST Nickname I ever received.. Tapi dah terlambat. I dah belajar cara kopek sengkuang menggunakan pisau so that nickname dah takder ertinyer lagi ah.. Heehee.. But thanks anyway..I LIKE IT! *THUMBSUP*
Before I end this entry, I would like to share something, which is related to why I must undur diri. There's this chinese song from Jay Chou, "I'm Not Worthy." So the below is the translation of the song which I edited it to reflect for the above entry as some of the lyrics dont deem suitable... Enjoy reading it everyone!
Days are no longer as green
I have yet the time in detail
But I have already left with a smile
Just a little bit more,
I am silently repeating to myself,
Monday, February 18, 2008
When Will You Get Married?
Hahaha..
The results: You already did the test. Based on your score, you will get married 8 Years From Now!
You have worked hard in your academics and are looking for a great job. But, you will soon feel content with yourself and begin the search for that special someone. They will happen upon your when you least expect it. You are in for a fun ride!
My comments: 8 YEARS FROM NOW! BY THAT TIME, I'LL BE 33! Hahaha.. But the results above is true. I have work hard for my academics and I have a great job. So when I am happy with my posession and job, I may intend to settle down.. :D
What Sign Should You Date?
You should date a Cancer, Scorpio, or Pisces.
If you love intuitive, imaginative, and deeply emotional types, then a Water sign is perfect for you. This kind of person does not bottle up or hide from their feelings, they flow freely throughout...
Yikes! Z is a Cancerian. Other piscesian guy I don't mind but not R. I can never accept a guy who earned lesser than (in this case, half than) me. No LIBRANS?!!! No wonder lah got conflict..hah.. Anyway, I think I have to redo this quiz!! Haha...
What is Your Element?
Your Element Is Water
A bit of a contradiction, you can seem both lighthearted and serious. That's because you're good at going with the flow - but you also are deep. Highly intuitive, you tune in to people's emotions and moods easily. You are able to tap into deep emotional connections and connect with others. You prefer a smooth, harmonious life - but you can navigate your way around waves. You have a knack for getting people to get along and making life a little more peaceful.
The above is 55% true.
What Sign You SHOULDN'T Date?
Somber, demanding, and freakishly logical. Emotions? It's not clear that Capricorn has them. And while it may be flattering for a Capricorn to be serious about you, bad news: they expect you to be super serious in return. Instead try dating: Aquarius, Gemini, Leo, or Virgo
My comments: NEVER DATE A CAPRICORN?! Alamak! A particular someone is a Capricorn... *raise eyebrows*. Try dating Aquarian?!! Hady Mirza is an Aquarian rite?! Whee!!!! LoL.. Eh? Sagittarius not in the list? So, means I cant date Taufik?!! Gggrrrrrr....
What Kind of First Impression Do You Make?
You Make a Good First Impression
You probably are making a much better impression than you realize. Social situations can be a bit awkward for you at times, and you tend to over think what you say and do. If you make a social faux pas, you remember it a lot longer than anyone else does. Just relax and do your best. There are little things you can do to improve your social image. Express more of an interest in the people around you, and be a good listener. The secret of fascinating people is that they find everyone else fascinating!
How many kids will you have?
YOU WILL HAVE 3 KIDS: 2 GIRLS AND 1 BOYS.The order will be girl, girl, boy.
My comments: HAHAHA..Yes, I want to have 3 kids but the order wont be girl, girl, boy.. I want girl, boy, girl.. LoL....
Anyway, can I believe the quizzes? However, there is one quiz which I agree with the results... It reveals ME. Thats why I TREASURE FRIENDSHIP and hate it when pple whom I treat as friends DONT treat me as one.
The quiz is: What Makes You a Good Friend?
After taking the quiz, the results: You Are a Good Friend Because You're Loyal."
You stick with your friends no matter what, even if you feel like they're doing the wrong thing. You believe in letting people figure out their own path in life. It's not your place to interfere. And part of your loyalty means that you'll do a lot for your friends. You definitely go the extra mile. You'll even do great things for friends without them asking. After all, that's what friendship is all about. You are truly a friend for life. And you have friends you've known since you were a kid. Your friends can count on you to do a favor, remember a birthday, or just be there to listen. Your friends need you most when: They can't turn to anyone else. You really can't be friends with: Fickle people who change friends quickly.
Your friendship quote: Friendship doubles your joys, and divides your sorrows."
Just to comment on one thing.. I dont have friends I met when I was a kid. I have friends I met since SECONDARY school. These are the pple who know me BEST.
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Yesterday, a classmate of mine (Shirley) wants to have lunch with me today. I shld press reply but instead, I compose new message and guess what?
I send to my doctor Sha. (Sorry, I have to use Sha and not SM - as stated in the previous comments for 28 Jan entry - because I have a female ex-colleague with an initials of SM, I dont want to confuse myself. Thank you) Well, as u know... when we want to choose our contacts..we didnt start from A to our destinated contact.. My style is if the contact starts with Sh..coz the name is Shirley.. I dun have to start from S. I press Sh then choose the name..
I have no idea why after seeing Sha (coz among my SH list, doctor Sha's name is the first one!) I click OK. So the message which was meant for Shirley was read by my doctor Sha. Aahh!! Malunyer!! Terbongkar sudah 'rahsia'!! Ahh!! The message: "Tmr lunch? Sorry I got lunch 'date' tmr. We'll gonna have lunch at this Thai restaurant, Siam's Kitchen, I think. Going dutch. Some other day, ok?"
Then I realize that I may have sent to a contact with the name starts with Sha instead of Shi.. so I checked my outbox! Aahhh!! I was right! I sent to the wrong person. I then quickly typed a message to my doctor telling him I was sorry to give him a wrong message, to think he was faster than me! "Did you just send to the wrong person?" was the message AFTER I sent this: "Sorry dr.. Send to wrong person! Malunyer! Terlalu penat until sent to wrong person. Sorry, sorry." Hahaa.. I replied to his message (the one in bold), "Sorry dr. Yes, I sent to the wrong message. Meant for my friend. Sorry."
He then replied: "Erm, ada lunch date eh?" When I read that message, I know lah its norm saja jer to be manja-manja so I replied: "Jealous eh? I have lunch with my boss. My boss is a lady. So tak yah jealous. =p" *Besides, both his number and Shirley's number starts with 966. What a coincidence... anyway, the reason I clarify this in my blog... Well, who knows heehee...my doctor may forward the message to his best friends and then the next thing.. I read from either one of the best friend's multiply: Agaknya Puteri Maria sengaja berbuat demikian.. etc etc.. So I am clarifying it to inform u readers that aku memang tak sengaja send the message to my doctor Sha ok... End of clarification. *
Anyway, it is true. That was why I blog about this to tell you readers that I Indeed today I have lunch (a group lunch) with my colleagues. They set a date (which is today - Valentines' Day) to have lunch together. My boss, she is close with a few pple in ECSF so she brought us to have lunch together with her close colleagues. That was why we went dutch! I asked my boss, "LLX, why not we have lunch at Seoul Garden? (I didnt tell her I havent get to try to eat the food there, malu ah!) And u know what my boss replied, "The food there is not nice." *not nice? I havent even tried! Hahha... Nampaknyer I have to try to go and get a taste of the food by Seoul Garden on my own.. Nak tunggu doctor Sha, lagi 10 tahun pun takkan dpt rasa makanan Seoul Garden. Hahha...* (Dr, if u are reading this...jgn marah ah.. nanti lekas tua...:P)
Before I let you enjoy the pictures, an additional information: I have terminate my Nu Skin membership (dont worry, I just buy their products, I wont get pple to sign up under me as my downlines.. I am a Marketing student but to be in network Marketing... NO WAY...) and now I am into a new membership >> CALIFORNIA FITNESS! Hahaha.. work out baby.. Work out...EXPENSIVE? Nope.. I signed up due to the promotion.. Last day on 14 Feb... The normal cost: Joining Fee is $298. Processing Fee is $129. (all one time payment) then Monthly fee is $98. However, since I signed up due to the promotion they're having.. I dont need to pay for any JOINNG FEE. Joining Fee is FREE, Processing Fee is $99 and Monthly fee is $76. So for the first month, I have to pay $99 plus $76 = $175. Second month up to the 12th month (coz my membership is 1 year), it will be $76 every month. Worth it, right? In fact.. my grandmother, my mother and sister kept saying that I am "GEMUK... GEMUK.... GEMUK... BUNCIT...etc..." I have to do something and that is to trim down that weight!
And ehem... I was assigned to this trainer name err Naz (if I'm not wrong). So gatal! Halfway thru presentation, sempat pulak dia tanya, "Tinggal mana?" (Where do you stay?) =.= I ans, "Clementi." He replied, "I, Bukit Batok." So? Did I ask him?!!?? *raises eyebrow* Luckily, I was assigned to only 3 sessions of training with him. However, when I do work out, I may still bump into him... He works there. U know before I was assigned a trainer... after this Naz explain to me the presentation and the benefits... he asked me this, "U want a female trainer or u prefer me training you?" *jaws wide open* What a question! I am female, so get a female one lah but I dont wish to offend him so I revert: "Anything ah.. Can." U know what was his reply? "K lah I train u eh." (the tone of his voice.. adui... lembutnyer... nak muntah ah!) *Ya Allah.. So miang and gatal, ni confirm takder girlfriend thats why perangai cam gitu!* Then his colleague (who looks like Safary), interrupted, "Naz...kau jangan..." Hahaha.. Typical of guys lah.. Biasalah nampak pompuan bukan main.. FYI, yestday I was wearing a dress.. Amboi.. Just becoz I wore a dress, terpikat / terpegun ah kirakan.. Hahha.. Too bad he aint my type. He has tattoos on both his right and left arm.. Eww... guys with tattoo??! Sungguh not my type.. *Sayang.. handsome...muscular, sweet smile, tapi ada tatoo pulak!*
K..enjoy the pictures of today...HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!
Because I signed up as a member of California Fitness on a promotion, the above is the free gift. I was given that.. That Naz passed to me and duhz... This was what he said, "Sempena esok Valentine's Day.. this is the gift from me to you." *no comment =.=*
Sunday, February 10, 2008
UPDATED on Monday, 11 Feb 2008 at 3.43PM: I received an hongbao from my boss!!! 2nd time already.. The first was 7 years ago, when I was working as kindergarten teacher; received hongbao from my supervisor.. Hmm , I wonder how much is the hongbao.. LoL
Credits: http://news.asiaone.com/News/The+Straits+Times/Story/A1Story20080209-48806.html
Ah Meng dies
<SHE was a great-looking Singapore girl who rubbed shoulders with royalty, movie stars and statesmen.
People paid to sip tea with her, and countless others liked nothing better than to be photographed next to her.
So when Ah Meng the orang utan died yesterday (edited by Amyria: Friday, 8th Feb 2008), aged 48, it marked the end of an era at the Singapore Zoo.
Saddened by the news, former zoo chief Bernard Harrison remembered: "She had the character to be a mega-star, the personality to pull that off and became a legend."
Ah Meng was a household name and remained the zoo's star attraction, even as age slowed her down. In human terms, she was nearly 95, and is believed to have died of old age.
Born in Sumatra, Indonesia, she arrived at the zoo in 1971 after being removed from a family who kept her as an illegal pet.
Stardom came in 1982 with the zoo's 'Breakfast with An Orang Utan' programme, which featured Ah Meng at centre stage.
Within four years, she featured in almost 30 travel films and more than 270 write-ups worldwide.
Among those who dropped in on her were Britain's Prince Philip, pop superstar Michael Jackson and actress Elizabeth Taylor.
Such was her pulling power that the then Singapore Tourism Promotion Board made her a Special Tourism Ambassador in 1992, the first non-human recipient of the award.
The zoo's former head of public relations, Mr Robin Goh, said part of Ah Meng's charm was how she took to people.
Ah Meng is survived by four children and six grandchildren.
Reacting to the news, President SR Nathan said at yesterday's Istana open house that Ah Meng had long been a symbol of the Singapore Zoo. "A lot of people, both local and foreigners, have enjoyed her company,' he said. 'I'm sure the patrons of the zoo will miss her. But that's life."
Indeed. Though I have never met her 'personally', but I got to catch a glimpse of her in the year 2001 when I had this trip to the Singapore Zoo with my kindergarten students. When onlookers came to see her, said hi to her.. she just stared at them. How sweet.
Goodbye, Ah Meng.. R.I.P
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
Dear Maria, First, its up to you whether you want to publish this email as I know your principle: This is my blog, I can write whatever I want. So, I dont bother. Oh.. I know you are now very stress so if I am stressing you with this email.. please forgive me and tolong jangan attack me in your blog lak eh! So, how's everything going on for you? Your family OK? Hows your grandma? I know she still hates your stepfather. And I know she kept stressing you with the same sentence, "alangkah bagusnya kalau kau dah lebih 30 tahun, boleh beli rumah dan kita tinggal berdua. Nenek dah tak tahan kat sini. Dia satu patah pun tak berbual, dia pandang nenek ni mcm peminta sedekah.. dia tak tahu ker berapa duit nenek ada kat bank lebih byk dari dia..dia nak sombong-sombong.. dia tak tahu ker tu kereta duit siapa? bukan duit dia... itupun dia mcm org yg berlagak... etc etc." Like what I have promised you, I'll ask around la ok if there is a possibility for a 25 year old single and not married to buy a house and stay with an elderly grandmother. If there is, I'm happy for you. At last you can make your grandmother happy. If there isnt such possibility, I suggest you see the MP. Habis cerita. Oh yeah, I heard your mum was on unpaid MC? So, how is she now? OK? You told me she wants to resign. I think she should. She has rheumotoid achritis (think so thats the spelling). Its rheumotoid ok..sakit tulang.. you yourself told me she cant even write! So, is she resigning? If she is, that will lead you to an extra burden... You have to give more $$ to her. I know tu memang your responsibility but sekarang ni you are stress with some other things and pissed off by that someone. Talking about that someone, that someone masih belum bayar kan? That someone tak tahu ker because of her you're in this mess? Everything all too coincident! She promised to return you by 31 Jan so on that fateful Sunday, kau call dia to remind her, to pay you on the date she promised you. But what happen was, she gave this excuses that excuses. I know you. If its about $$, kawan you tolak tepi. At that moment of time, you in need of $$. You have given some $$ to your mum la of course and to your grandma. You have little for yourself. So, I know memang tak salah if you asked her to pay you back the $$ at least if she did, you have some $$ to spent. Kadangkala aku kesian tgk kau. Dah ada kerja baru and yet kau masih belum serba baru. What I mean is, from the first day of work till today, you still use your old shoes to work. Doesnt that someone know how pitiful and pathetic you are?!! New job, new work, new position but no new shoes... And what did she do? Just ignoring you. Keep saying no $$. If she has no $$ then you explain to me how she get hold of the $$ to buy lustre slim?! And for goodness sake.. dia dgn kau..she's slimmer than you yg dia nak lustre slim tu buat per?! If she can afford to buy lustre slim, definitely she can afford to pay you back $400 which she borrowed.. When you found out that she can buy lustre slim but cant pay you, kau tak leh take it. Kau dah stress thinking of your mum's illness, your own family problems and now financial problems so you shouted at her and just hanged up the phone. That happen on Sunday.. because you found out she bought lustre slim on Saturday. Yes, Sunday.. Very coincidence... I remember after you hanged up, you smsed me what has happen. After which I replied just to keep cool and one day you will get your $$ back. Then after that reply, I assume you received another sms not from that someone but from another person. Maria, I know you. When you are trying to cool down, you dont wish to get distracted. So when you received that sms, kau bertambah marah. Cik Maria oi.. the person who sent you the sms manalah tahu what was happening that day, if the person know, sudah tentu sms tu tak akan di tujukan. In fact the person pun tak tahu no matter how pissed off you can be, you're ok and cool when receive calls or sms... Coincident? Bad timing? *shrugs shoulders* Sighz I know this has add more stress to you. Your other problems belum settle then because of that fcuking someone who doesnt want to pay you back the monies, you reacted that way till I have no idea what you wrote in your blog, actually. Tak sempat baca. When I want to read, all I can see is: an entry about Hady Mirza (tak abis-abis dgn idola kau!) and an entry full of '*deleted*, *deleted*. I dont even bother to read the comments also! But from what I heard from our friends...very complicated issue and I also found out you have mentioned you're sorry. *smacks forehead* Cik Maria oi..because of some other people make you pissed off, you go and attack some other person. Aku tahu lah kau ni 'writer'. Kau suka popular kan org di blog kau. But kalau org tu terima, tak per ah.. you can continue..kalau tak terima? Padah akibat nyer! (yg aku hairan, I'm your friend since sec school.. tapi aku tak popular seh kat blog kau... sedih nyer aku.. hahha..) Hmm... she whom borrow $$ from you till didnt want to pay you back is someone close to you. (I cant believe she betray your trust!) And yg kena attack kat your blog is also close to you jugak kan? Entah.. I dont know who is the person but thats what I heard from our friends.. Anyway, because of this complicated controversy...I have to say this: You have lost two friendships: A close friend of you whom you trust and thats why you borrowed $$ to her as she was in a need of $$ urgently that time (since Februay 2007! - dah 1 tahun tau hutang belum bayar?! Its only $400... within 6 months can settle per!). All too coincident; beginning of year 2008: mum got no unpaid MC, your grandma stressing you, you want new things for your new job so you also in need of $$ and you were asking her to return you the $$ that is long overdue.... If you were not in the need of $$, you wont even ask her to return you the $$, like what you always say: 'take your time.' Definitely, the argument will not occur. Part of it your fault.. Jgn pandai-pandai nak jadi loanshark. See, because of $$ you susah. To me, its ok to lose her as a friend (I'm afraid you may lose your $$ too) tapi because of her you also lose another friend. Our friends told me what was the sms about and etc etc.. Do you know I was giggling when they told me the sms? Maria.... eventhough you were pissed off with our friend who borrowed $$ from you, and upon receiving that sms, how can you get angry? That sms is not related to her for borrowing $$ from you... tak ada kaitan, the person who sent the sms pun tak kenal kawan kita yg pinjam duit kau tu.. and the way the msg is delivered in the sms is normal to me. I know you're at fault and I am pretty sure you know la what to do. I know your principle. When you say sorry, you want people to say, "You're Forgiven" or whatever lah. However, mind if I say something? Even if you have said sorry I believe you are forgiven..you dont have to hear those words because you sincerely am sorry (jgn lah pula start balik! start balik bukan ikhlas namanya..) And I believe if you are sincere, minta maaf sekali cukup.. tak payah nak ulang-ulang.. if you do that to us, your friends.. tak per lah.. dah memang selalu kita bermanja.. but to others takkan nak berulang kali.. even though you're 'close', but tak manja and mesra kan? Dah.. one time is enuff.. the more you minta maaf, the more pathetic they think you are.. dont make yourself look so pitiful.. you are already pitiful enuff...so better stop (i know its your fault la - but whats done cannot be undone...) Oklah, I have to go now. Its going to be another hectic work day for me tomorrow. Anyway, keep me updated ok.. Just keep me informed of anything la.. sama ada she decided to return you the $$ or whatever la k.. I just want you to be happy. You always look pitiful, never smile. Like you somehow never feel the sense of happiness in everything you do. I doubt if you have gotten your degree, you wont feel the happiness... You told me before.. You will only be happy if your mum and grandmother is happy.. Oh I forgot! Aku dengar you already know how to pegang a knife! congratz! So dah tahu nak potong and kopek using knife la? Good... Kau tu perempuan... So, the next question: bila mahu pandai masak? Hahahaha.. Aku rasa Hady and Taufik suka pada perempuan yg tahu masak tau! Hahahahaha... K..All the best and send my regards to family..Dont worry be happy. Regards, Bob
A quick update for today: I think I saw Haslinda.. Err.. Not the Haslinda, Suria's newscaster but Haslinda.. I believe she was a volunteer before and then I found out she went to the same school (informatics) with me but different course. I am affirmative that I indeed saw her today, after work. I didnt go home straight.. I window shopping so while window shopping TO RELEASE STRESS (not at Bugis Junction), I saw her, she didnt notice me though... I remember how she looks like so I dont think I make a mistake. That was indeed her.
Sunday, February 03, 2008
I started having fever on Thursday morning. Went to company's clinic at Raffles Hospital in the afternoon, after lunch. Unfortunately I am still under probation, so I have to pay the medical fees on my own. It was fun. Totally fun. Good thing, I came. If not, I will regret it. I missed the birthday bash celebration of Hady last year.. Thats why I am very persistent that I cant miss for this year's! Cake-cutting moments as the closing ceremony, followed by his last acoustic version performance of "You Give Me Wings." Before Hady left, all of us tried to take photo of him.. Alamak! So many gals blocking my view! I can see that my 'doctor' did take a photo of him! He smsed me telling me that he didnt expect HAdy to be looking at his camera's direction! Grr... Ialah tu... kata 'adik beradik'... mestilah.. Hahaha.... K... thats all for the updates.. Photos? Yes.. I do have them... Alhamdulilah.. Though my digicam's battery almost dead... I still managed to snap err 128 photos?! Hahhaa... To view the photos.. as usual go to: http://amyria.fotopages.com/?entry=1428963Day light robbery! It cost $74!!! *I hate falling sick! Coz I have difficulty consuming the pills!* On Friday I was on MC and what I feared of was I cant go for the BIG day on Saturday if I am still sick..
If u guys are wondering whats the BIG day.. Well its ASIAN IDOL CELEBRATION. Talking about Asian Idol, yes.. everyone is aware that Hady Mirza won Asian Idol. But not everyone is aware on how much I have voted? Hahaha..I voted and voted.. I received my hp bill plus a reminder from Singtel.. LoL.. Regret? No, never had I felt regretted. I show him the utmost support. Its a sense of fulfillment when u see ur idol soaring high. Besides, its my money... I neva use pple's money..so its OK rite to use ur own money? Hah.
P/S: How about my bill? Heh. That one, I know how to settle. :P
Well, as I mentioned earlier, I was sick but u know what? I dont care! I dont give a damn! Aku sakit ker tak sakit ker... FOR THE SAKE OF HADY, I WILL STILL GO... I am missing him way too much already.... heehe.. FYI, my grandmother didnt let me go coz she said I was still sick.. But being very obdurate, I am persisted to go. So lets start with the review for 2nd Feb, yestday.
Went out of the house at 1115am. Waited for Zohra, when she arrived... heh I think she knew that I looked sick. Heh.. Tapi demi Hady... aku sanggup menahan sakit ku... Cewah.. While waiting for the bus to Clementi MRT station, I met Seri. Seri was on her way to her elder bro's house at Jurong West. She asked where was I going. I told her, "To see Hady." She just shook her head and smiled (she expected already lah).
We went our separate ways upon reaching Clementi MRT. Me and Zohra were expecting for Dewi and Zul at Clementi MRT station. Once they arrived, off we went to Tampines MRT. Zohra will be waiting for her cousin at TP as well as I will be waiting for my friend there as well. I admit I wasnt feeling well. I didnt communicate much..
When we had reached Tampines, we walked towards the bus interchange. Hmm... I bumped into my 'doctor'. We smiled and he mentioned, "see u there later." Took bus 69 and we have reached our destination! We were kinda early.. Heh. It was still like 110pm! And the celebration only starts at 3.30pm! LoL
Dira, my friend came with the present! We shared $$ and bought for Hady.. a Puma sling bag! And I have to thank Dira for the nice wrapping..
We were counting down and alas! 3.30pm! We were led in to the Lecture Hall theatre. Its based on free seating. Damn! My friends and I chose seats that is not that good view of Hady! :( How lucky! My 'doctor' got seats which I reckon can get a clearer view of Hady!! Argh!!!! *geram*
The emcee was also a fellow TP graduate (I didnt know till he mentioned it!).. He is none other than Calvin (or Kelvin) Soh, MediaCorp Channel 8 actor, the same emcee when I went for Taufik's Teman Istimewa album launching and signing session on 30 December at Jurong Point last year.
Before the show started with HADY MIRZA appearing on stage, we were entertained with a warm up performance by Freedom Percussion. All are wearing orange. The committee of HapyHadys are also wearing orange. Hady Mirza was asked to come in orange or red but ... tell u later...
The show started! Hady came out to the stage! Apa lagi! We screamed and shouted like nobody's business! Yes, I screamed and shouted too eventhough I was sick! The theatre can fill up 1500 pple, I think and eventhough I screamed , I cant hear myself scream coz many other gals screamed louder than me. Hady looked soooooooo hot!!! He wasnt wearing orange! Hahaha... :P He told us he cant find any red or orange in his wardrobe..
His family and friends were also present. Yes, his family especially IMRAN MIRZA... His nephew... Oh wait... another 'family' of Hady Mirza was also present... Siapa lagi kalau bukan my 'doctor'.. heehe.. His 'second' name is Mirza too.. *winkz*
I did ask a favour from my 'doctor' to take nice nice photo of Hady coz my digicam may run out of battery anytime because I forgot to charge it overnight..I managed to recharge it only in the morning the moment I woke up and by 11am I have to unplug it.. and prayed it will last. . . So, if my 'doctor' took nice nice photos of Hady.. I want ah.. Heehe... Siapa taknak gambar Hady... *winkz*. In fact, his photos are definitely clearer coz he was sitting quite near to the stage, so the clearer photos the better.... LoL
The celebration was hell of a blast! Was great! Many funny events, games and quizzes.. Though I wasnt feeling well, I couldnt help laughing and laughing... The funniest part was when there was this game where Hady called out 3 individuals (all guys) to imitate Hady's action when Hady was announced the winner of Asian Idol. The winner is Suffi or Sufi (however u spell it!). The way he did the action mcm kena possess seh! Hahaha... Damn funny!!! I cannot stop laughing....
Then, there was this throwing 10 tennis balls.. These 10 tennis balls are specially autographed by Hady... Hady! U always throw to other directions not at my direction.. And u know what? I am so jealous! My 'doctor' got the ball!!! Argh!!!! Hmm, can I see it one day... please... heehee.. How come he got the ball.. Well, like I'd said.. Hady had 10 tennis balls and he has to throw to us whoever is the lucky one to catch it will get to keep it... So, thats explains how he got the ball...
Performance of Hady? Yup.. He did perform.. I melt when he sang "Now and Forever." Oh... How I wish I have a guy / boyfriend who can sing just like HAdy and of course Taufik...till I melt Awww...