Saturday, October 29, 2005
36.
She is someone soft @ heart and melts real easily .. little little things can touch her heart real easily .. she doesn't like things done too much as she is just a simple gal ~~ she is some1 who is very very emotional .. towards everything .. relationship .. family .. friends .. tv shows .. movies .. every little thing which can make her sad .. she is some1 who is sensitive to things happening around her .. especially if it's some1 she loves or whom she care for.She is "hard @ heart" .. once she decides something nothing n no one can change her mind .. She is cheerful too .. always smiling and she is friendly to almost everyone ~ ppl often mistaken her as .. unapproachable .. unfriendly .. fierce .. sad to say .. looks can be deceiving .. she loves making new friends and she loves to meet new people .. she is used to ppl telling her how fierce n unfriendly she looked .. but all her friends know her best =) She like cute things and she LOVES cats!
From, SAFARY!!!
37 to 39, 3 testimonials frm my best pen pal, Alice. She gave 3 different testimonials in a span of two weeks??
37.
Hey! u r one of the best of coz..Non-stop sticking to me for like abt 5 years or something! Gosh! :)...Hope 1 day we'll be able to meet..wait me come back JB, then c how lah! :)..Keep up the rocking attitude, gurl!
38.
Something else that I have learnt about FRIENDSHIP...
Friendship is a ten-letter word,
Friendship is being loyal and not to betray,
Friendship is going many extra miles to help a friend in need,
Friendship is counting our blessings and not our problems,
Friendship is treasuring and caring a person as he or she is,
Friendship is sticking with a friend through thick and thin,
Friendship is never saying "Goodbye"...
Let's treasure our FRIENDSHIP forever! :)
39.
it's been 5 long years now that our friendship has survived..still remember those good old Westlife crazy things that we shared (hehe!)...i'm glad u still be wif me til now and that we stil stay in touch even if i've already moved to KL now...will never forget ur loyalty n thanks so much for constantly sms me, day n nite, 24 hours a day, 7 days a week! :) u go gal! I'm truly happy to have known u and more than words to express my appreciation to you..take good care always n be strong wif watever happens in your life! :)
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Last week, I stumbled upon an article in "THE NEW PAPER" reporting tat a cat was killed by its owner in da washing machine!!!!! If da cat scratched her and she killed da cat, wats da use of having a cat as a pet?
She boiled tat poor cat, just becoz she was scratched by it! God Damn it! I've never heard of any heartless n cruel 'creature' as this person. Da cat died of course.
N to me, being sentenced 6 weeks imprisonment is a bit too lenient. She deserved a death sentence. U kill it, u'll get it too. Fair isnt it?
I was scratched by my previous cat, Merah (had died) but I will neva ill-treat or hate cats or even have phobia of cats. It was my fault too, being more playful than him (Merah) until he scratched me. I cried of course but eventually I stopped.
Friday, October 21, 2005
Hi waana-, So, now I am at home - da FIRST one to use da laptop and as promised, here are some of the random pics of da guys frm ANUGERAH 2005. Seriously, I still cant have enuff of them. Heh. Before I post da pics, I found out that Khairil stays in da east!! DRATZ!! Tats FAR!! I am in da WEST and he's in da EAST!! Darn! Ok, now da photos.. I "stole" them frm friendster. Hey, i dun think I was da only one. Tons of others, am I right gals?! *winkz* Wow! Hot dude! I am so jealous!! I SHOULD BE DA ONE STANDING BESIDE KHAIRIL!!!! but he looks great in red Hey, its not fair! How come, Khairil isnt in this pic?! Frm Berita Harian, dated 15th October, I scanned it. Waana-, just wat u want! *smilez* Eww, Azmir posed so gay! The 'rich' people relaxing at Orchid Country Club DONT FORGET TO BUY MANJA NOVEMBER ISSUE!! U knw, they remind me of this movie: The Four Brothers? They really are the 'brothers'.
Thanks for reading my blog. Itz close to a week since I hiatus-ing. Well, it was unintentionally, though. One of the reasons:
Sunday, October 16, 2005
//This entry is a vent. Don't be offended but if you do and you hate me because of it, I can't do anything but let you go ahead as I have no power to change one's opinion of me. Do wat you wish but do good. This entry, however, may not make any sense to you, my readers. Hey, it's just a vent! Opinions are welcome though and I wanna knw your thoughts.//
I don't knw wat is it wif women and men. Why is it tat being treated unfairly by a significant other makes you wanna go gay? And get this, I'm saying significant other and not "being treated like -shit- by a -guy-...or that -girl- is such a -bitch-." After all that, they all go,"That's IT! ALL -gender here- deserve to go f*** themselves off and die!"
It makes me really, really wonder and I'm extremely disappointed by how da world now thinks. I knw guys can be extremely annoying in some ways. Girls, too. But why is it from a few bad rotten ones do you have to generalize them entirely? I've read too many online journals (becoz I was bored so I got nosey) and there are too many journals filled with hatred of da opposite gender tat it baffles me to no end! You aren't really gay if you act and think like one just becoz of many, many broken relationships (or a few or tat you never had one and you're damn frustrated.) It could be tat you're in a relationship becoz you fear being alone. It could be that you, being such an attention-seeker and need so much approval from others tat you often confuse between in being good friendly terms and "that chemistry going on between us" stuff. It could be becoz you feel tat you'll last long with this person because he/she is just too good to pass but after some time, you just got sick of whoever tat person really is and you condemn him/her.
Why is it tat you feel that the opposite gender is frigging screwed up becoz of da certain things they do? We ARE born opposites! We are mentally different as well as physically. Thank goodness women aren't born with dicks and men with vaginas. Da thought of a man saying "This woman kept thinking wif tat other head of hers and I can't deal with it but I still spread my legs open for her to enjoy herself" makes me cringe and maybe even vomit. Of course, there are rare people born with da 'wrong' genitals due to watever happened during da mom's pregnancy but tat one is a different story.
Isn't love supposed to be abt embracing da flaws of da significant other? Love IS conditional. Da ones tat say love is unconditional before they said love is conditional are da ones who dreamt of watever prince charming or beautiful princess in their heads and will live together happily ever should come back down to earth. There's neither a perfect girl nor a perfect guy. No one is able to tolerate our stupid, bad behaviour after a long time which is after they first thought of it as silly and cute. Pretty soon it'll get annoying, I kid you not.
Well...now you knw how I think abt pple in relationships, gay or not. Call me close-minded. Watever. Just Remember: when you discriminate a gender because of watever stupid thing one of them did to you, imagine what the other has to say about your gender. You two can argue all day and all night but it will cease to end.
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
I am praying and hoping that I get the job. Its not that I want to leave my job at Kyocera or cant cope with the job at my new department (From Sales & Marketing to Technical) but because my mum really wants me to earn more. I am not earning much at Kyocera. She nagged at me saying what's the use of me a Diploma holder bringing less than $700 for a salary? Furthermore, I am studying part time, i need to pay for that. Actually, I didnt want to look for another job. I still want to work at Kyocera because the job's fun. However, my mum said to me, "U wanna wait until they promote u full time for how long? one year? two year?" so thats y i am job hunting just to appease my mum. My working life in Kyocera hasnt even been a year yet. It is only 10 months! All my colleagues are very nice, friendly and caring people - although I dun talk much to them asking about their personal life other than work. Anyway, enuff about those "headache" stuffs.. lets "entertain" myself with pics i took outside Capital Tower (I think) straight after my interview. Huh? Lost my way? NO WAY! I have been in Informatics which was located at Tanjong Pagar since 2002 till 2004, how can I lost my way? So, enjoy the pics!
Yesterday, I went for a job interview located at Tanjong Pagar, where my school used to be n I spent 2 years of school there before being shifted to Plaza by the Park (temp) and the new campus at Jurong East.
The interview at Tanjong Pagar or should I say, INTERNATIONAL PLAZA (next to Tanjong Pagar MRT station) went well. Reason y I went job hunting again is because of my mum who wants me to look for a permanent full time job. She said, pple working as a permanent full time position have benefits unlike me, a part time worker. So being an obedient daughter I applied to many employers.
I applied to this company on Friday and I received a call from them on Monday telling me that I have been shortlisted for an interview scheduled on Tuesday (yesterday). If i were shortlisted for the job, they will call me by this Friday. And if i got the job, that means i have to leave Kyocera within 7 working days.
This used to be my school. 
Look at the fishes! Isnt it nice?
Sunday, October 09, 2005
My body's aching and i'm feeling ridiculously insecure.. I read an e-mail and it snapped me back to reality.. I'm insecure, I'm afraid and I'm so lost. If only I can see da future.. I hate da uncertainties.. I hate unpredictability of da future.. I wanna know wat da future will be... only then would I not be insecure.. till then, I'll just live in this unsecure world...
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
hEY! iTS Ramadan again. Ramadan is a month of prayer & fasting frm predawn to dark. We, Muslims believe tat during Ramadan, GOD send His angels to earth to remove all evil and cleanse all sin.
We, Muslims believe tat people who die when observing Ramadan, they went straight to Heaven because they die sinless. Ramadan is Muslim's holy month, a very blessed holy month, a time to renew and demonstrate devotion to GOD. Everyone felt renewed, reconnected, reborn.
On da first nite of Ramadan, Muslims welcome Ramadan n ask GOD to forgive us and remove all our sins, both da ones we knw and seek forgiveness and da ones we dont.
One of da teachings of Islam is tat we dont knw, cant knw, all sins we've committed against GOD and other human beings. All we can do is ask GOD to forgive them and help us not to commit them again.
Each day's fast wld end after da fourth prayer. Den we can eat till da next morning b4 5am and we went thru da same process for 29 or 30 days according 2da Muslim Calendar.
Monday, October 03, 2005
New word. OBSFUCATION...meaning? Dark, confused, bewildered. Hah.. I read about the bali bombing again.. well.. *1 minute of silence for the victims of the bali bombing* of course i have no idea wats the death toll but i still give my condolence respect. Anyway, more on Mandarin lesson. hehe.. I had learnt this: My name is Maria. I am known as Amyria. In Mandarin, "Wo De Ming Zi Se Maria. Wo Jiao Amyria." (Wo De is My, Ming Zi is name, Se >> is and Wo is I. I think Jiao is "am known" or "known as". I heard frm da teacher that jiao can be used for a lot of sentence.. *confused smile* ) To answer my tagboard questions, "do u have Fauzie's email?", "can I have KHAIRIL's email?" My answers to those questions: I do not have Fauzie's email. I just added him in friendster and since his friendster profile, he set it to public, i was able to add him! How lucky i was! He approved me! Too bad for those who didnt manage to have Fauzie in ur friendster coz his account is FULL. Before I answered da next question, I would like to share more news with my readers.. Syed Azmir and Khairul are in friendster too! Oh boy! All the 4 finalists, da fantastic cum fabulous cum fantabulous four of Anugerah 2005 are in my friendster!! Yup! I have add Azmir and Khairul last night and they have approved me! I checked my friendster a few minutes ago! Hooray! So, before I answer the next question.. Plz dun ask, "Can I have Syed Azmir's email?" coz I dun have it. Like Fauzie, I added him coz his friendster profile is set to public >> Everyone can view his profile. But for Khairul, yes.. I got to know his email.. that's y I can add him. Wanna know? Ehehe.. However, I think by writing out their email address in my blog isnt right. U see, pple will just give spam mail to them! To Zara who tagged, lucky you. U type in ur webbie address and I would like to left a tag in ur tagboard but I cant view ur tagboard. It was there then it wasnt there kinda thing. Not sure when it was there, did I tag and left his (KHAIRIL)'s email.. So in case if I hadnt... OK.. To wana-x and Ana_Alohaz.. if u really wanna KHAIRIL's email or even Khairul.. there are three alternatives. 1) either u retagged and left me ur blogspot address or email and I will go to ur blog and tagged leaving their email. 2) if u have friendster, then add me to ur friendster list.. frm there u r able to find AzmiR, SNAG(Khairul's name in friendster) Fauzie (its already FULL -he needs a second account!) and even Khairil! *smilez* (Oh yeah, not forgetting, I also have Nur Azrin, Rino and Sharifa Shakila in my friendster as well. They are not imposters ok! They are da real ones!) I will write my friendster email in my tagboard.. Go there and do ur own research k.. hehe.. 3)Maybe I can just reply u gals via my tagboard leaving both Khairul and Khairil's email? Hmm..so which option should I choose? Or which option u gals want? Ur choice. I will wait for ur reply b4 I did da number 3. Ok? *doing the thumbs up* (Oh, betta hurry before both Khairul and Khairil's account reached 1000 friends and FULL.. Same goes to Azmir, Rino, Azrin and also SyaQeila (tats how she spelt her name in friendster)
Sunday, October 02, 2005
NEWS NUMBER ONE:
I am now learning Mandarin!! Finally! Hey, learning Mandarin is tougher than I thought - especially when trying to form a sentence. It is totally different. U cant juz anyhow translate it and form a sentence! Hah.. I did that and the teacher corrected me. so "malu"
What I had learnt:
"a" (definite article) - U know like "a dress, a boy" - so "a" is yige.. Still learning.. so will keep u posted. Learnt one sentence, " He helps to look after his younger sister " in Mandarin is, 'Ta Bang Mang Zao Gu Ta De Mei Mei' (ta is He. Bang Mang is helps, Zao Gu is Look after. Ta De Mei Mei is his younger sister)
Still learning, will keep u posted as usual.. hehe.. Have to upgrade myself.. After learning Mandarin, my next wish list is to LEARN DRVING.
NEWS NUMBER TWO:
hmm, I found out that Khairil is in friendster! Already added him, waiting for his approval.. I hopes he does approves me.. Hehehe.. Oh, for ur info, U cant add Fauzie anymore coz his account is FULL. He has 1000 friends in the list already, so no more adding!
NEWS NUMBER THREE:
Exam results for June 2005 is already out. DAMMIT! I failed Marketing again!!! This is da second time and guess how much I have to pay now to retake it again? Its four times the amount of $126!! If my mum finds out, she'll gonna scream!!!