Friday, July 29, 2005
I understand that with the vast usage of blogging, we, bloggers can't opened up more in their own blogs as it could lead to misunderstandings and also could caused hatred for whoever the blogger was mentioning. Just as what a blogger friend of mine rant in her blog on 15th July, "Just read this blog of one of the links of mine. And I could understand the conflict that was going on. Maybe I commented too much on her blog and because of my question, she started to blog about this guy who tried to woo her. And this caused the guy's ex-girlfriend to fire up even more in her blog. But this isn't what we want do we? And yeah, its also not nice to read about people fighting with each other because of misunderstandings. And we are Muslims mind you, we should'nt hate each other for something which is too insignificant in our lives." I knw tat she is referring to me abt tat Sensasi story of mine.. Yeah i agreed wif her. We r Muslims.. we shldn't hate each other or one another juz becoz of sumting.. Anyway, I started out to have a blog because to let out my feelings which can't be let it out verbally. Also, I can treat a blog like an online diary as I can't keep a real diary at home. My siblings loves to read it secretly previously. All my 5 Diaries! Frm year 1997 to 2001! I don't know where the hell they found those diaries of mine! It was during my teenage years in JTSS whereby I keep writing about some cute guys i liked. Whenever i "irritated" them especially my younger sis, she will go on n say, "I tell nenek, u have so many boyfriends last time!" C'mon! I merely wrote in my diary abt how cute they were n their specialities tat attracted me to them! N she thinks they were my bfs back then! StupiD! Toking abt y i have a blog, i feared my blog will get hack! Juz read today's NEW PAPER. Rem my previous entry on July 22 abt Blogs r not safe? Indeed, blogs r not safe! In THE NEW PAPER, Wendy aka XiaXue's blog was hacked! She reported it to da police! Da hacker deleted some of her past entries! Oh man! Hmm.. i think tat hacker dun like her or sumthing so trying to impersonate her n tried to get her account in watever scheming way. Anyway, tell u wat i did at work today. Since i have been Transferred to Technical Dept, today i was assigned to buy 2 Samsung phones for da company!! For us, da technical team to test on java games n ringtones! I did da testing of java games previously when i do not have much work at Sales & Marketing previously. So now have been transferred, new challenges! Need to focus n concentrate. Company asked me to buy Samsung Z500 and Samsung E810C! I played around wif them aft i reached office. a VGA camera super clear! But i have problems navigating da keypads!
So, I was really frustrated abt tat n decided not to keep a diary anymore. Its been a couple of years since I last have a diary. Thanks to blogger, I can update my daily rants..
So now tat i have a blog n i have a reason for it, will i get hack? Previously i asked, will i get sue for wat i blog coz there's a newspaper article saying tat bloggers can get sued for da contents in their blog (refer to July 22 entry) n now, "Is my blog gonna get hack? Any moronic hacker out there trying to hack my account?" Hmm..so far no. Coz if there were, Blogger.com will send me emails saying tat sumone trying to get access to my blogger account. One way to prevent, gonna change my password!
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
dun wish to blog today. but i treat a blog as my personal diary so i will still blog abt it. coz a personal diary is abt ur personal life tat we're having thru. since i have a blog, it means tat i dun mind sharing watever i blog to da www.
yestday as u knw was gd news coz i got promoted to a technical division. from Sales & Marketing to Technical Division. i told my mum n she was surprised! she said sumthing like, "great! tat job is quite challenging! and u r not da first woman i knw who worked in technical department. i knw of others. hey, tats gd news."
yeah. true indeed it is gd news. but every gd news always comes wif Bad news. rite aft i told my mum da news of my transfer, a phone call. tat phone call was frm my uncle, my mum's only brother. my uncle informed my mum of something.
a doctor frm NUH called my uncle to convey abt my grandfather's condition. Ok, let me tell u first tat my grandfather was admitted to NUH on Fri, 15 July. he has been hospitalized for 11 days.
He was admitted due to ya knw, old pple's sickness. he was really weak few days b4 tat particular Fri, so we decided to bring him to hospital. His condition was Ok on Friday, 22nd July. till only yestday.
My uncle told my mum tat da doctor called him to say tat my grandfather was bleeding profusely at da stomach! So they had to go 2da hospital again as da doctor wants to c them. Me and my siblings cant go. I have tuition service at WESSC. My sis accompanied me and i have no idea where my brother was.
when i got back hm frm WESSC, i asked my mum, wat did da doctor say? it was indeed bad news. Da doctor said, da bleeding has stop for now but has high chances of losing more blood n if my grandfather kept on losing blood.. he may (3 letter word n it starts wif D). I was stunned. Tat serious? I asked my mum wat was my grandfather actually suffering frm?
She had no idea. Da doctor didnt mention anything. Da whole family feared he may have cancer. Touchwood! It cant! So ever since last nite, i kept thinking wat r da possible causes of bleeding frm da stomache? Any medical students out there care to tell me?
p/s: a jembalang tag in my new tagboard. berapa tanduk jembalang tu ada? betina ke jantan? do i knw tat jembalang? hmm.. watever it is, thank u for following da updates of my blog. who says i'm gonna stop tat SENSASI story of mine? i said i will continue n its in Aug. Be patience becoz patience will b rewarded.
Monday, July 25, 2005
Nah! Still hadnt promoted to Full time/permanent! Me still working part time. But my contract has renewed!! For another 3 to 6 months! Plus.. I WONT B WORKING IN SALES AND MARKETING DEPT anymore!! My new department is...
TECHNICAL DIVISION.
Yup! U read it right! "Technical" Division. No need to have ur jaws wide opened! Nothing to be shocked off! Coz even when i was in Sales and Marketing dept, I helped a lil for Technical dept.
Guess, with effect frm today, my job is MORE than wat i always helped out. Alhamdullilah. Thank God for tis. I knw mine still is part time. But in my opinion, if i were to look for a better prospect out there..i think is easier, coz in one company, i worked for two departments. *Nodding head*
I was told tat i did my job very well when i was assisting the technical division, so they requested me to be shifted over to their department. I also did a good job answering the customers calls but i guess, i have more than enuff experience, so Sales & Marketing dept shift me to Technical Division. So, I AM NOT INVOLVE IN CUSTOMERS CALLS, Advertising Strategy and watever da Sales & Marketing did anymore!
Speaking of customer calls. I kinda like tat job. COz i dun have to c da customers' face - only tok on da phone so i tend to communicate well. It will be Very different if it is walk-in customers - c face to face. I have no idea y i have tis habit of not being very outspoken.
Sumtimes, i kinda scared to ans customers calls esp frm guys. It has happen to me A LOT OF TIMES! To be in a customer service assistant (on phone) u muz have a sweet n pleasant voice. I think i do..if not, y da heck they hired me on 13th December last year for? Becoz of tat qualities (sweet n pleasant), i tend to have cheeky customers asking more personal things. There was once tis customer asked for my number. He said, "Ur voice so sweet. U muz b a sweet lady too. Can I have ur no?" I did give him da no. RELAX! NOT MY NUMBER BUT MY MUM'S. Wahaha..
He did call. I told my mum b4 hand. If there was any phone calls looking for "Maria", tell da person >> Wrong No. As simple. My mum's supportive. She didnt ask much. Hooray!
Another customer, i think a younger one. But older than me. He called to enquire abt our WebWalkers contents. I told him. Then he asked if i was malay. I said, yeah. He asked how old i was. I told him in my early twenties. He insisted me on giving him a perfect number but i told him patiently but firm, "sorry we can only ans calls pertaining to customers' queries. We cant ans anything else." I thot he was ok aft i said tat but, he went on, "Ok, u got my number rite?" (Of coz - for record purposes only!) I told him, "yeah". He continued, "if u r free, u call me, ok?" I juz said, "Ok, sure." But he was doubtful. He went on: "Will u or will u not call?"
Wat did i do? I juz put down da phone. I told tis to da person whom i have to report to every day for work n for completion of task. She said, i DID da RIGHT thing! It happened to her b4 n i have no idea how she handled it. *Dun mess wif me - as if!*
So, now i am shifted to Technical Division. I dun have to worry abt customers calls! Also, 2 months ago, there was tis customer who doesnt even knw his bloody Nokia phone! He said, he was using NOKIA 6101i. No such phone. Nokia 6101 will be out only in late July. But he said, "tis is old phone. Black colour." I have guessed it correctly. I told him, "NOKIA 6610i."
He dared to argue! He said, "NO. ITS 6101i." I asked him more questions like, is it a flip flop phone? New? How it look like. He answered, "Not new. It has radio and camera. Not da white one. Its black. Looks like 7250i but its not. "
Like I'd said, its NOKIA 6610i. He bloody hell still thinks >> NOKIA 6101i. He said, "NO! its 6101i!!" Forget it! I cant argue anymore. I transfered him to my boss. And he actually admitted tat his phone is really NOKIA 6610i. Try to play dirty games wif me is it?!
Hmm.. gtg.. Tmr is my second day at my new dept. Still have more things to learn. And da person whom I reported to while i was in Sales & Marketing dept said tis, "Do ur job well, juz like u did in Sales & Marketing n who knws u will get a permanent position here."
Yes, I will. I will be patient. Coz patience will be rewarded. Who knws if i am being patient enuff wif da job tat is only part time, i will be rewarded by getting a permanent position or promoted to a higher level?
But no matter wat dept i worked for. The rules r strict. NO UNNECESSARY CHATTING. U can check ur mails in yahoo or hotmail but cant surf around! NO blogging is allowed too! Dratz!
Sunday, July 24, 2005
Took out these quizzes frm a WAP site i was browsing thru via my mobile phone.
Friday, July 22, 2005
Would want to rant this on 17th July (sunday) aft reading abt da above article in THE NEW PAPER but i forgot ehehe..
In THE NEW PAPER on Sunday, there was an article wif da headlines: "Bloggers, beware! U can be sued for wat u blog!"
WAT?! Tat serious?!! Besides a blog is a personal journal and hence, it gives da author every carte blanche, perrogative and liberty to write on any subject matter he/she wishes and with no mandatory need to adhere to grammatical conventions or political- correctness.
Granted, blogging is a communal activity and it does exist on a continuum. A spectrum of bloggers with an infinite style of writing, choice of subject matter and cultural context. But do Singaporean bloggers have to be juxtaposed as belonging to the 'basilect' and 'acrolect' category? Is there a blog police who intends to impose mental colonization? No one deserves to be judged by the appearance of one's blog, one's language or one's way of thinking. Tats wat I think abt a blog.
Anyway, due to blogging, strangers could actually understand us more for our feelings are all let out in the blog. Sometimes I tried to blog something personal but I thought twice about it. What if it could caused misunderstanding? Just like my SENSASI Story?
I knw wat so great about blogging is tat people could acknowledge wat we think of something coz we don't knw how to say it verbally in the public. But blogging's suppose to be a public spot too right? Just like what happened to SPG and Xiaxue's blogspots. Because of something "special", their blogs were hits of thousands maybe millions of people around the world. Everybody knows you because of your blog.
//For SPG, she posted nude pics of herself in her blog. Den she became famous. For xiaxue, she won Asian Top Blogger Year 2004, hence she became famous. //
So i'm wondering..aft i rant abt tis, will I get sued? Ehehe.. Or will i get popular becoz of wat i blogged? Hmm..
P/S: MANJA AUGUST ISSUE IS OUT!! TAUFIK'S IN DA COVER AND NOT FORGETTING MY COMPANY'S ADVERTISEMENT, which i cant rem da page. Aiyah if u c da top says: FLAT RATE! Tats my company's advert.
P.P/S: Just as Rosliah promised, she send her wedding invitation card to me n Seri (we both share da card!) alrdy!! Wow! So early send? Coz da wedding's on 4th Sept..neva mind.. Early da better. Wahahahaha..
Thursday, July 21, 2005
Testimonial Part 10
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Give me an "A"(Ambitious)! Give me a "M"(Marvellous)! Give me a "Y"(Youthful)! Give me another "M"(Moody), "A"(Amazing). Give me a "R"(Reliable), "I"(Irritating) and give me the final "A"(Annoying)! Haha..Yup, that's who she is! My sis is Marvellous, Amazing, Ambitious, Youthful, Reliable! When she is Moody, she can be in a really BAD MOOD! She is sumtimes annoying and irritating! But, she is still my sis!
From: Khalid (his first testimonial)
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Kak Maria.. she is a gd volunteer coz always get bullied haha.. Anyway.. u r still a gd volunteer.. And y didnt u join Singapore Idol 2004? not fun lah if got no u.. Next year must join ok.. Take care
From: Shasha Sabrina, member of WESSC
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Hi Kak Maria! U look nice in ur photos! This is Kak Maria. She is a BIG FAN of Britney Spears. Oh yeah! She LOVES CATS!! She is NUTS abt cats! Whenever she goes out, she always bring along packets of cat food and cat biscuit in case she finds any stray cats along the way. Wow! Hmm... i think nothing else to write..
From Noor Zalrena, student member of WESSC
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Hi! To continue with wat Zalrena said abt her. Its TRUE. She loves feeding stray cats. If those packets of cat food are not enuff, she will go to search for the nearest minimart shop or provision shop nbuy more packets of cat food. Isnt she great?! O course lah, she ismy sister! Must put in gd words for her, if not, she'll scream at me! :p BUT ONE THING FOR SURE... I SING BETTA THAN HER!
From: Khalid again - his 2nd testimonial
They r not tat mature hence tat explainz da way they write is a bit...hmm..childish? wahahaha.. but its ok..it still does describe me so y not i post it here n shared it wif u?
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
SHE IS TAKEN! They knw each other since Sec 1 and got start a relationship at da end of Sec 2.. So, almost 8 yrs already.. I knw her bf, my schmate.. his classmates always irritates ME. Sorry to da guys who r drooling out there! *winkz* Anyway its thanks to Siti Mashittah tat i can get her email n hp number. We'd lost touch ever since our O levels in year 2000. Lucky i became a volunteer at WESSC and met Mashittah. At first, when i saw her, i was like, "Mcm ku dah pernah kenal budak ni." Rupanya anak saudara Seriyanti! Tis is Singapore.. not tat big. We may still find one another.. Heh. Also thanks to Mashittah coz she joined friendster! Wow! And i send Mashittah a friendster msg FOR her AUNT to read. And tat how i got her email! Da next day, i received a piece of paper frm Atikah telling me, "Kak, makcik Mashittah suruh berikan pada kakak tapi dia tak jumpa kakak, dia pass 2 Atikah n now i'm passing 2u." We exchanged emails aft i got her email addy frm Siti Mashittah. The grey in bold are hers.. Harlow! aper khabar? sorry fr not replying you quite sumtime..kinda busy with work n all..thx alot fr all e mails u sent..hows life n wat do u do fr living? any special person in ur life yet?..hehehe.. Maria hhehe..ahh ni mesti ada special person tau..niwae wat kind of job you wrkin' as? anyway, rosliah nikah bila eh? fr me im in the sales line. still new thou..less en a yr Maria ic.. datz cool..yeah..jodoh tak kesampaian..entah si bob tu dah ada yng berpunya ker belum.do you know Ros email or hp no.? dah lost contact sey.hmm..if im nt wrng zackyah told me bout her..i think so.hehe.. Maria thx alot. ros email ada underscore after milenia eh? niwae, i bump into her last year..in the loo..hahaha.kat borders..so frm there she told me.do you have any pics of yours tk? ley kita xchange pic..hehhehe Maria P/s: I was frm class 5N1. Well, since most of my close friends were frm class 5N2, i wanna have tat class photo as memory.. but dratz..Seri's scanner spoil! wah...ur makeover lawa sey..i ada scanner but,rosak..hehe.i still hv the class photo thou.do you still keep in touch with faridah tak? heard she's a nurse now.cool. P/s: Of course lah, makeover pics muz be lawa! Me lawa pun sebab makeover kalau tak makeover mana lawa... betul tak.. ehehehehe Maria huh?? you still keep in touch with ain?? since when? datz cool..suguna yang mana satu sey? Maria Maria wow dats cool...gd fr her..you gave her my email? i think i rcvd her mail but not yet open it..hehehe..after O i took diploma in secretary but stopped half way due to financial probs..:( cant sleep well..only hv the certs..cant get diploma coz i cant afford to continue animore..well wat to do..life still hv to go s per nrmal..:) den we stopped as we're both bz... a few days later, i'd start emailing her coz of urgent matter. Hi again! alahai soo sweet..really appreaciate dat n thx fr letting me knw..aniwae, u frgt a few things..when is e actual date, n e add as well..hehhehe..
Isnt she gorgeous? To shallow pple out there: cant believe tat all my friends r sexy, pretty, gorgeous, babelicious ryt? wahahahaha... they r sexy, pretty, gorgeous, babelicious but me? wahahaha...dun say alrdy..i knw how i am.
SERI!!! Yup! Today is her 22nd birthday!! She's a Cancerian! Members of WESSC, if u find her familiar, u r ryt! She is Siti Mashittah's aunt! ;) Lucky Siti Mashittah called me, "Kak Maria" and not "Cik Maria". Wahahaha.. Enjoy da pics.. BUT... GUYS... 
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Hi! Hi! Khabar baik! Its ok.. I knw. Kita semua bz.. hehe... My life ok.. STRESS ah.. I work n study at same time... sebab tu ah.. I work in da day.. den study in da evening.. but i study tak lah everyday... once n sumtimes twice per week so tak penat sangat ah.. I am still considered quite new 2da job so selalu 5.30pm sharp, i went hm. hehe.. special person eh? hehehe... hmm....
hey! me in sales line too.. but do more in sales report(all da basic admin job lah) and ans phone calls frm customers. Me also new.. this 13 june..is exactly 6 months.. hehe.. at where? town area? mine kat Central Plaza which is located next to Tiong Bahru plaza.
How u knw Ros dah nak kahwin? anyway..dia kahwin in Sept.. kesian Bob.. jodoh dia dan Ros tak kesampaian.. but they still contact as friends..
oh u still in contact wif Zack.. Tats great! Zack pun dah kahwin...dah ade anak.. I heard frm Ros. Yes, Ros have email and hp... U wan? Her email: (not going to write her email here! Wait pple will give junk mail at her mailbox!) for hp..i hav 2ask her permission first..
Gambar eh..ada.. hehe... masih cam tu jugak.. oh yeah.. nak tanya... u pernah scan gambar ur class photo 5N2? Kalau pernah, u got save? Kalau ada save, bleh send? Nak simpan ah.. hehe... kat computer.. me takde scanner... so tak leh scan...
Neway enjoy my 6 pics lah k.. hehe... ok ur turn 2exchange pic wif me...
fr the time being i only hv this pic in my pc..dats me,yanti n farhana..the other pics in my laptop.next time i'll send you again aite..(if you didnt get the pics,do infrm me k)
OK, got da pics... still in contact wif them eh.. Neway, yah me still in contact wif Faridah.. yup, she's a nurse n remember Suresh, ur Chairman? I still keep in touch wif him and he's in Police Force... I have his pic when he's in uniform? Nak tgk? hehe...
Gd tat u still have da class photo.. all 3 of them? Coz tak salah, da shots 3 kali kan? Hmm..tak leh scan kat ur office nye ke or ur ehem nye ke.. hehe...
Dun knw if u have tis photo of all 5N2 gals, carrying Ainn? Kalau ada, i nak tu sekali (mcm2 lah aku ni hehe) Speaking of Ainn, i also still in contact wif her.
yea,still in touch with yanty n ana..we are very close since sec 5..cool buddies.hehe..do you hv faridah email s well?
yup..still in touch wif Ainn since we've graduated frm sec sch. I am still in touch wif Nazrul and Suresh, da indian guy in ur class, da chairman of 5N2.. Hmm.. wat abt AishaH? I heard she dah married.. entah.. dgr2 je.. tak tau true anot..
so wat is ain doin' now? niwae..siapa kata aishah dah married? blum.still single..n ya still in touch with her.once in a while jer
Bob dah gi NZ.. study jugak... oh..den i muz have heard wrongly.. neway..ainn has graduated wif a Diploma frm Lasalle-SIA College of arts and she is applying for teacher-training at NIE. Wish her all da best!
Oh yeah, aft O levels, wat did u do?
How are u now? Bz i guess? anyway, i'm dropping u an email again coz Rosliah nanti kan nak kahwin..dia nak jemput u sekali.. but she said me n u share da card sebab dah tak cukup..she informed to let u knw..
Itu saja.. hope bleh eh.. kita 2 share satu kad.. ehehe.. so special gitu..
Saturday, July 16, 2005
Bits n pieces frm 30th June: "Being a teacher has been my AMBITION SINCE THE DAY I ENTERED SCH LIFE. There are lots of things to consider when someone had chosen to be a teacher. Teaching is not just a job we can take lightly. Teaching is something that requires your ultimate heart & dedication. Teaching is etc etc etc...."
Dear Sir/Madam,
The National Institute of Education (NIE) is the training institution for teachers in Singapore. Application for admission to the programme leading to the Postgraduate Diploma in Education must be made online through the MOE website at http://www.moe.gov.sg/teach. (Postgraduate Diploma in Education: PGDE is NOT a Diploma BUT degree!! Cool!!)
Applications are accepted throughout the year, but it is advisable to submit applications at least three months prior to the intake for which you wish to be considered. Only short-listed applicants will be required to attend the interview. (Wat? Still have to be shortlisted??!!)
The interview panel will assess your communication skills, interest in teaching, goals and aspirations, and your willingness to learn. (Hmm..tis is tough.. I have no confident to say i have excellent communication skills, if writing and reading skills - OK lah.. Interest in teaching, OF COZ I DO! I LOVE to teach! If not, y i do i waste my 8 months in year 2001 of being a teacher for? Is to get da experience..Goals and Inspiration..havent and cant think of one yet.. Willingness to learn.. OF COZ man!! i love to pick up new skills here n there)
More importantly, you must have the passion to teach (Of coz i do have da passion to teach! if not y da hell i waste my time for tis research?!) and the belief that you can make a difference.
If selected, you will sign on a bond with MOE as a teacher and be sent for full-time training at the NIE during which you will be paid a monthly salary, as an employee of MOE. (Ni yg aku tak suka ni.. muz sign up a bond? Oh no... if failed.. tak mampus aku kena bayar?! Hmm.. still GIVE UP is not my middle name..)
To be considered for admission into the Postgraduate Diploma in Education (PGDE), applicants should have at least a degree from NTU, NUS or other universities whose degrees are acceptable to the education service of Singapore. (I am now currently pursuing my Bachelor of Science (Hons) in Business Admin - Marketing frm University of Wales, United Kingdom. Once i graduate... will tat particular degree acceptable?? hmmm...)
The Postgraduate Diploma in Education (PGDE) programme is of one academic year's duration - an academic year consists of two semesters. It leads to the award of the Postgraduate Diploma in Education, with specialisations in primary or secondary education. (If i were shorltisted, I prefer to teach da primary level)
Trainee teachers specialising in Primary/Secondary Education are further sub-divided into two categories: "General" and "Language Specialisation". The PGDE (Physical Education) programme is of two academic years' duration. (who wants to teach students PE? I dun like PE!!! Forget it!) It leads to the award of the Postgraduate Diploma in Education with specialisation in Physical Education at the Primary/Secondary level.
Upon completion of the 1-year training, you will be deployed to teach in schools, whereupon you will begin serving a 3-year teaching bond. (Hmm, so total=4 yrs? Ok)
Any further information on the programme can be obtained from our NIE's website (http://www.nie.edu.sg/html/itt_pgde.htm). If you have any other queries regarding the application, please visit the MOE's website (www.moe.gov.sg/teach) for more information.
Thank you
Today, me n my mum acted as gurantors for my beloved cousin, Nadiah. Well, her application for TEACHER TRAINEE is Accepted!! Woo-hoo! Congrats! So proud of her? Huh? Me? Jealous? Y shld I? Its ok if i cant be da first family member to be a teacher..i can always b da 2nd. *winkz*
So, my mum n myself acted as gurantor for my cousin, if in any events, Nadiah failed - OF COZ, SHE WONT! I HAVE CONFIDENT IN HER - me n my mum had to pay da bond if Nadiah cant pay. Woah.. Nadiah, dun fail. MUZ PASS. Coz aft i graduate, it will be MY TURN TO APPLY. *winkz*
Nadiah, said to me: "Hopefully can teach Science." Yeah, i knw her. She loves Science so much. She is Amateur Mad Scientist.. Lol. She graduated from Diploma in BioTechnology from Singapore Polytechnic. She took Pure Biology and Science Combination of Physics and Chemistry back during O levels in CRESCENT GIRLS. Tat explains y she loves to teach Science.
Anyway, my mum overheard my conversation wif Nadiah n now she knws y i wanna study degree - want to be a teacher. She said, y didnt i applied right aft i graduate wif Informatics Diploma in computer studies. I told her, my application was rejected coz maybe Informatics is a private institution. But my cousin said, "Den try again. Look at me, it took me ONE YEAR den i got it. My 3 applications to da NIE were rejected n tis is my fourth one. So u have to keep trying."
Hmm..i think i will. I will apply again wif my Informatics Diploma (in fact, i am already at their online application form page *smilez*) n den lets see how. If still unacceptable, have to wait till Sept 2007 - end of my 2.5 yrs course, wait for da graduation process den can apply. Hope it is accepted so tat i can show to those shallow pple out there tat a "selenger" gal like me, has a great profession!
Thursday, July 14, 2005
asal la kau ni menyibuk.....kau suka jaga tepi kain org kan...kau suka dpt attention mcm gini kan....kau suka bodek2 ngan anura pasal kau nak di accepted kan.....asal si daniel yg call kau den u wana get upset n crita mcm2 pasal aku....aniway....aku gadoh ngan anura...so tats it....ini antara aku ngan dia...den kau sibuk2 asal??... (Daniel call mesti lah aku melenting coz kau tak tau jaga bf kau sendiri.. sepatutnya, kau ckp dgn dia.. jgn call mana2 pompuan hanya kau saja...ini kau tak ckp kau kasi dia freedom, dia call aku lah..dgn accentnya yg fake.. aku terperanjat.. setahu aku, bila kau berbual english kat dia, dia bingit, ini dia lak berbual english dgn aku..apa dia tak bingit ke.. yg cari pasal ialah Daniel..DIA MULAKAN..SUPAYA kita bertiga gaduh...)
kau BABE...??buahahahahahaha..kat rumah byk cermin kan...jadi faham2 ah nak buat pe..hahah...in total control of herself....hahahahaha...kalau kau in control of urself kau takkan melenting when aku comment....beribu crita aku dlm blog kau...aku cuma comment skali jer....kau da tak leh angkat....hahaha...rilek sikit... (i neva say tat i'm a BABE.. its juz tat when SUMONE CALLS ME BITCH, I'LL take it as a COMPLIMENT. And in another meaning... BITCH do stands for Babe In Total Control of Herself.)
btw i will be back end of july.... (oh really, apa dah tak sabar nak bunuh a bitch ke? Which bitch kau nak kill? Aku ke Anura? Atau kedua2nya sekali? Hahahaha) so i still wana see wat u gona say to me in my face...(i will only ask, "Hows Paris?") im not gona scream n shout(buat pe mau scream n shout, i didnt do anything right under ur nose to anger u) im juz gona see if u actually dare to throw shit on me....like u did on ur blog...it seems tat u r the one screaming...(siapa yg pekik2 mcm pompuan yg takde iman? aku ke kau?) with the capital letter n highlighting the words n stuff like tat.....haha...lagi skali....kau cute mcm kucing....hahaha...its true....adorable but ugly...haha (i knw cute stands for ugly but adorable... Kittens r ugly but they r adorable, arent they? So y cant i be like them, since i juz LOVE CATS sssooooo muuuuuccccccccchhhh)
obviously i do have an enjoyable life...n obviously u don....hahaha (yeah, so wat? u're trying to make me jealous? C'mon tak heran! My friends also had enjoyable life going pubbing, clubbing, juz pretend lah tat i was there wif them... haha.. ur enjoyable life is juz fucking guys.. y wld i want tat kind of enjoyable life when i was young? OI! MAK BAPAK KAU TAK AJAR KE? Buat malu kan mak bapak kau ah!)
megah nye kau ngan kau nye body odour....hahaha...seriously u do stink....n plz do sumtin bout it....haha....ppl r making fun of u idiot....giving u nickname n stuff like tat...ur pathetic...haha..yup i don meet u always but once in a while when ur ard me or the centre or watsoeva...u smell...n its bad...ppl run away frm u...kalau takde duit nak beli deodorant...aku bleh belikan k..hahaha (??? I think u got it wrong... i dun smell.. my clothes r da one tat smells.. u knw rite i dun like to do housework but at least i did my own washing of my own clothes n coz i am not sure how to.. my clothes tend to be not clean aft washing n when i wore them, it smells.. Haha.. So NOT MY BODY Smells but MY CLOTHES.. Not ALL My clothes smells, ask my grandma.. SO IF U'RE STANDING NEAR TO ME N HAPPEN TO SMELL A STINK SMELL, tat means, da clothes i'm wearing smells.. Hah! Dun knw how to differentiate between BODY ODOUR and CLOTH ODOUR.. tak tau nak beza kan bau badan n bau baju.. hahahaha. Nak belikan deodorant? Boleh..aku very high class tau..aku tak mau deodorant yg hanya harga $5.. aku nak more than $15..gi carikan.. ehehehe belikan eh..standy by je...hahaha)
n if i were to see u outside...i will definitely not shout or scream....i will juz see wat u'll say to me....n obviously i will answer u back....coz aku bukan kayu mcm kau....tak ingat ke dulu satu laki dari centre pekik kat kau tanya kau soalan...kau diam....tak tau nak jwb...kau tak malu ke?? (Buat per mau malu, like i'd said i'll juz treat it as sumone meyalak mcm anjing at an innocent kitty, but i knw he luvs cats too so lets rephrase it as: Seekor kucing jantan yg besar, mengomel marah kat seekor anak kucing yg cute, OK? hmm...asal kau tak mention namanya? Kau baca dulu reply aku..akan aku jawab soalan tu di bawah email ini nanti) tat time aku rasa aku yg malukan utk kau (oh iye ke? Bukan kau sindir aku senyap2? aku tau kau ketawakan aku kan?? dun try to bullshit!) hahaha..ur juz dumb hahaha.....
ape kena mengena pasal gadoh dengan pelajaran...?? hahaha...seriously....i got money to be where u are now i can pay n study n get a degree....everyone can if they wants to.....ur pathetic.......ur juz old fashion (aku pun ada... my atuk kan jual rumah... becoz of tat i can study till degree, itu pun setakat separuh harga je..ialah my atuk pun memerlukan duit untuk hari tuanya.. aku tak mementingkan diri sendiri, aku setuju je.. aku kenal atuk aku siapa..dia kalau pasal duit..ada sikit stubborn.. hmm.. kalau atuk aku generous, i can alrdy go overseas if i wan, but faham2 je lah my family tak mcm ur family.. my family kata org pompuan blajar je di SIngapura tak payah go other countries blajar, my family jaga aku baik2.. my family jaga aku supaya aku tak WILD mcm u knw who lah...nasib baik pompuan tu nye family tak mcm mine kalau tak, dah kena halau lah..asyik balik malam n also dah takde dara)
for u....ppl should respect n be scared to those who r a degree holder n etc etc....hahaha...n i wouldnt be ashamed to get angry or shout at u...a "degree holder"... (oops!! its undergrad not "degree holder")
ppl everywhere r fighting....a teacher n student....husband n wife....the politic ppl....principal n teacher...boss n staff...a manager n a guy at pasar...n they all have different level of education....so my point is the level of education ppl have will not stop ppl frm gettin angry or fighting with each other....and the least of all being ashamed frm it.....ur juz narrow minded arent u?? (i am actually a little open minded.. i knw how u fuck.. my friends kan selalu send forward emails.. sum of it shows as a cartoon...doing tat fuck thing..so my perception is, maybe fuck is doing tat kind of way... guy's "P" inserted into gal's "V", ryt Daniza? U'd done it, definitely u knw!)
the heck with ppl who r saying bad things bout me.....they don know me (n i believe u dun really knw me, kau tu junior, aku senior.. bukan 1 tahun... 3 tahun..aku dah nak graduate frm sec sch pun, kau masih sec 1 or 2?) everybody r saying bad things bout everybody....its in all of us...we like to judge other ppl....so i have two choices...others should either like me or hate me....coz tats life...ppl come n go...(true! ingat tak aku nye blogspot..aku tak tulis pun any bad things abt other pple tapi ada byk nonsensical comments kat tagboard aku.. My frends said tat, there r 2kinds of pple, those who like u n those who dun so juz believe in myself n filter. I think u shld too. Anyway i am not saying bad things abt u.. i juz want to make u realize tat u r da one in da wrong!)
aniway....aku jerit2 ngan anura ke aku maki hamun dia ke....ini antara aku ngan dia....asal kau nak kena sibuk2 atau kau nak bodek2... (bukan nak sibuk2 tapi nak ada keadilan. Kena tanya lah dia dulu betul ke tidak Anura yg bocorkan rahsia tu? Asal dgn tak usul periksa, kau marah2 maki-hamun dia? Asal kau malau ke dgn Daniel? Abih kau beritau semua volunteer kau takde dara tak malu? Asalk lak dgn Daniel, kau malu?? Dan oleh kerana Daniel dpt tau, kau sangka Anura yg bocorkan rahsia sebab hanya Anura saja yg mengenalinya?) hahaha....memang aku da tak respect dia lagi...same to her...dia da tak respect aku...dia maki hamun aku dia jerit2 kat aku (siapa yg mulakan dulu? Aku rasa, kau yg tak pasal2 maki hamun Anura dulu. Itupun NOT FACE TO FACE, setakat sms je.. berani konon!) i hate her n she hates me...we will keep throwing words at each other...coz we both simply cant get along anymore... (pasal Daniel ke tat both of u dah tak get along? Aku dah agak, ini semua angkara jantan tu cuma pompuan buta menilai cinta dari jantan tu akan tetap kata Daniel tu benar)
me n anura knows how to handle this thing by ourself....i don need someone like u to remind me with all this shit....n i think tat she too do not need u to support or advise her in this thing... (siapa ckp aku nak advise dia? siapa ckp aku nak remind kau? i knw..ur pengtengkaran belum selesai cuma aku tau kau akan sangka kan yg cerita merapek kau tu berpunca dari ANURA. let me say it again: ANURA TIADA KENA MENGENA.. dan aku nak tanya, asal jantan kau diam? Asal dia tak bersuara? Membiarkan kita 3 pompuan bergaduh pasal dianye angkara?)
i think ur the one who needs a support or advise/opinion frm her when i gave u tat msg frm friendster aint tat juz pathetic....don know how to stand for urself.... (aku forward kaunya friendster msg to her coz of da contents u wrote in it! Kau kata anura backstab kau? AKu rasa Daniel yg backstab dia! Itu pasal aku forward pada Anura dan bukan main melenting lagi tau dia! Dan dia lagi melenting bila kau nasihatiku untuk berjaga2 dgn Anura.. apa ni?! aku tau knp kau marah sangat kat aku pasal Friendster msg kau pada aku. Kau kalau boleh nak aku backing kau kan? Kau jgn nak bullshit ah.. Dulu dgn Faiz pun, kau ckp almost da same thing juga.. apa motif kau? Kau nak dia backing kau kan? Hanya org bodoh saje yg akan backing kau!) ur juz an extra who wants to get involve isnt it??.....haha..(biar lah, aku suka kerja2 mcm ni..hehehe)
daniel calls u n kau nak melenting kat aku....??...haha...merepek kan gitu....ur the one who start giving shit....putting ur stupid comment on his blog (aku sangkakan poem tu sebagai perangkap jerat..aku comment ah) den copy n paste the words in friendster....so sape kat sini yg cari gadoh dulu??(Daniel lah, he calls me wat..i dun wanna him to call me anymore.. if he didnt treat Anura as his friend, den he shldnt have treat me as his friend too.. and if he didnt treat pple as his friends, he shlnt call them, y da hell he called me sampai aku tulis kat blog, org lain comment: "Dia sapa? Mataair lama ke?" Alamak!! Tlg lah...Daniel is so declasse (low standard) not my kind!) ur asking for it isnt it??...the stupid "advise" u put on the comment....haha....ur a clown.... (aku mmg nak jadi clown..clown kan kelakar.. hahaha, so ada ciri2 jadi pelawak tak?)
plz do not advise me bout love....coz i don need one...i set my own rules...n i think tat u do not have any clue or watsoeva about love....(huh? oi! aku pernah bercinta tau! not tat guy frm da centre! b4 him ada seseorang...sapa ckp aku tak tau apa tu love? i knw..cuma aku tak percaya yg satu percintaaan mesti berakhir dgn satu perkahwinan.. sebab tu aku break dgn dia..aku masih sweet 18, - oops! 17 coming 18 - dia ajak kahwin? [umurnya lak 3 yrs older than me..Sagitarious jugak tau sama dgn aku] my studies cam ne? ada ke dia kata, tak payah study? merepek kan tu! aku ckp dgn dia, kalau nak kahwin dgn aku juga, kena tunggu sampai aku habis persekolohan ke degree, dia tak leh tunggu, dia memaksa aku berhenti belajar dan bina hidup baru dgn dia - SUDAH AH! Itu pasal kita dah break. Yes, i knw wat is love. Aku dah experience pun.. cuma untuk ke jinjang perkahwinan, aku tak confident..apa kau confident keR?) remember the guy in centre...??...he holds ur hand while crossing the road n say sweet stuff to u n u think its love n ur both in love...u claims tat he broke ur heart n ur hurt n blablabla.....hahaha....kesian kau eh....any gentlemen will do tat aite....ur juz stupid enough to think tat he loves u...hahaha(perkara tu kan dah lama? asal kau babitkan lagi..ini pasal lain yg kau babit cerita lama asal? so skrg siapa yg cari pasal? And one more thing, kau panggil aku pengecut..tapi yg sebenarnya kau yg pengecut! Frm beginning to end, i read ur email, ALL NAMES R MENTION cuma satu nama kau tak mention..)
well if Yunus claims tat i am not setia wit guys....he should jolly well know wat he did....is it me or him yg tak setia...he start talking bout me n so i start talking bout him too....btw once again i don need u la to remind me wit this.....the reason i let it out in ur blog bout me when im 15....becoz...i read ur story n u say tat u gona let out the big secret tat i have n i suppose to be scared bout it (mmg lah aku nak let out tapi not in bahasa english in bahasa melayu..biar hanya org melayu je yg faham..abih kau dah spoil kan tu cerita..alamak... tapi cerita tu must go on..kan belum abis.,lagi 2 episodes coming in August.....haha) for me it aint big...its in the past....i did a mistake tat time....(kalau a mistake, kau tak kan buat lagi, ni aku baca, kau buat lagi, dgn yunus ah daniel ah..etc etc.. pple shld learn frm da mistake kan? bukan buat lagi) n so it seems tat u r so curious bout lettin it out....i might as well do it first to safe all ur trouble.....hahah....(thanks, tapi akan aku tulis jugak dlm bentuk cerita dlm bahasa melayu..tunggu tau...)
so tats it now....ur juz retarded somewhere up there....(retarded? wahaha.. kalau aku retarded, aku kena pergi sekolah budak-budak cacat, asal aku gi ke normal sch? eh nak berbual, berbual betul-betul sikit lah!) get angry wit me for no reason n telling an exaggerating story of me on ur blog....trying to get in the middle of me n anura....ur a geek....since skewl ppl r always making fun of u n till today....wat can i say...ur juz an idiotic geek.....(yes, we're frm da same sch but during sch u dun knw me n i dun knw u... mcm mana kau tau whether they're making fun of me or not..di JTSS kan ada ramai "Maria"? Maybe tat Maria u're referring to?)
well ppl out there might say tat im a bitch....but hey at least im good at it aite....i do bitch, cheat n do stuff ppl hates....so tats me aite....
maria maria....ur juz not my fight k.....u juz irritate me....ur smelly n i hate smelly ppl.....(smelly pple ke smelly clothes? hahah... i dun have body odour lah cuma aku cuci baju tak bersih jadi ada bau ah.. apa kau cuci baju kau very the bersih ke? haha... kalau sama juga mcm aku, cuci tak bersih, 2 kali 5 la kau.. haha)
so u copy n paste tis on ur blog aite...n continue to do ur stupid stuff....to maria whom i call "kecu".....hahaha...(arep & ali)..u know wat i mean.....hahaha my last word for this email....go fuck urself u smelly retarded crap (oi! mmg betul kau yg retarded! Asal tiba-tiba lak nama Ariff dan Ali muncul? Kita berbual pasal lain, dia berbual lain! Aku dah forward pada Ariff... dia marah tau..dia kata, asal nama dia boleh terbabit?! Nasib baik pasal "kecu" kau babitkan dia..kalau benda lain, dia boleh gaduh tau dgn kau! Dia lelaki apa dia takut! Oi! KAU KALAU MARAH, SEMUA ORG KAU NAK BABITKAN.. TAPI.. asal name "tat guy frm da centre" kau tak mention? Kan kau babitkan dia same dlm satu email? Nama Daniel ada, Yunus, aku, Anura, Ariff dan Ali..semua ada, tapi lelaki tu kau tak ltk namanya? ASAL KAU TAKUT KE? Ialah aku masih ingat very vividly..dia marah-marah kat aku, banging on da table when i cant ans his bombarded questions.. So aku rasa kau takut nak tulis nama dia, babitkan dia, sebab kau tak mau dia marah kau mcm mana dia marah aku kan? Wah! Tau jugak eh takut..haha..So aku rasa kau yg pathetic not me.. kau yg retarded..not me.. asal takut lelaki tu banged on da table ke, throw chair ke..kau tak tulis nama dia? aku dulu tulis pasal dia kat blogspot aku, aku tulis tau his "pet" name which i called him.. aku berani tulis namanya asal kau tak berani..*very pathetically lame*) ....put tis in ur blog aite...... (yeah, i will, lets c if u still continue emailing me... carry on doin ur stupid shittes)
N my words for u: Org mcm kau mana nak puas hati. Tak ada iman! Pandai cabar org. asal tak pergi tangkap jantan yg fuck kau..kan kau masa tu bawah umur. kau takut? KAU BERANI NGAN POMPUAN TAPI TAKUT NGAN JANTAN. Jantan nak kasi betina cam kena polong kerasukkan!!
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
I seem to get jet-lagged quite often; once I thought it was a Thursday when it was actually a Friday. The days pass by without me noticing. It happens when I get cooped up in a place I don't frequent.
I feel tired quite easily now; though I'm getting used to the exhaustion. Good comfy shoes are a must.
The last AND most impt point, my job - which i had been working since 13 December last year - is dealing with Java Games n Ringtones n Wallpapers downloads. For Ringtones n wallpapers - I DONT HAVE TO TEST COZ ALL PHONE COMPATIBLE FOR TAT! But for Java Games, not all phones are customised for a certain Java Game.
So every end of month, I had to do nothing but test Java Games for NOKIA 3230, 6230, 3650 and 7610. Den I will record down in Excel sheet, whether OK or not OK. Once its done, juz emailed to da technical team. Tats one of my job scope!
But it's wonderful that I get the best of both worlds. Initially, I had wanted to be a teacher (despite being a Diploma grad from Computer Studies n now an undergrad in Business Admin -Marketing). Now I get to do a job which is related to my field of studies (both in computer n Marketing)
My grandma nagged saying tat I am a university undergrad n I had this kind of job blah blah.. Readers, wanna knw sumting? IF I HAD NOT CHANGED MY PHONE, I WLDNT GET TIS JOB! Wat da heck do i mean?
K, well, previously.. I used LG phone (NON-GPRS, NON-CAMERA). Sumtime last year Oct, I wanna trade in my phone wif any camera phone but my grandma said tat I have no job, find sumting impt first >> find a job first. But my mum had a diff perception. She said, "who knws if u changed ur phone, ur luck changed."
And yes indeed! After trading in my LG phone for MOTOROLA V220 (GPRS n camera phone), a few days later... I went for an interview for tis job! Cool! Tat phone gave me luck! How do I find out abt tis job? Since MOTOROLA V220 is a GPRS enabled phone, I played ard wif da GPRS.. den da GPRS lead me to WEBWALKERS portal. I went in.. there r ringtones, wallpapers, screensavers, java games n whole lot more contents.. den I scrolled down n saw: JOB OPPORTUNITY. So, I click to tat n read da details. Hence, I WAS SHORTLISTED FOR DA INTERVIEW N DA JOB!!!!
Though I'm just a part time staff, I'm glad that I'm given da opportunity to work here and gain more knwledge and work experience.. Also my job is contract basis.. My contract has ended on 30th June. Now is 13th July (been working in Kyocera for 7 months) and they didnt renewed my contract. They r still keeping me TILL FURTHER Notice.. Oh oh... more worries for me!
Anyway if i were still be pathetically using LG phone, i dun think i got tis job. I dun think i get any job too coz u knw lah (bilingual in Eng n Mandarin) and my grandma will nag more! But she juz cant understand whenever I tried explaining tat becos of my MOTOROLA phone, i got tis job... Sigh..
K, gtg. Enjoy looking at my snap shot photos when I was at work.. See ya! I posted only a few..
My desk! Haha.. Can decorate meh, da partition at ur desk.. can... wahaha...
Berbaju kurung di tempat kerja
Playing wif company's Sony Ericsson T630's hp
All da staff went for meeting, i play around wif their Nokia 6230 phone
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
hmm....seriously i dunnoe y u suddenly kau rasa sakit hati ngan aku??.....y now??...hahahi got nothing against u before...the one tat i have problem with is anura....den y suddenly u pop up n get so freaking upset bout me....hahaha....ur a joke....plz get the right fact before u wana write something bout others
aite....the date 24 december 2004??....hahaha im 18...i know daniel june 04...n ive been fucking him since july or august...n yunus i know him late 03 or early 04...n we fuck...so how can it be dec 04.....hahaha...buat malu jer pompuan... haha....stupid bitch...it was a few yrs back maria....when i was 15 or 16.....hahaha....buat malu jer...tulis mcm betul kat blog tapi salah info hahahaha.......y do u banned me writing on ur comments....?? takut...??hahahah...takut bout wat i will say next.....kau pandai crita pasal org lain tapi brani tak kalau aku nak crita pasal kau....hahaha.....i still cant get it y u r so angry or upset wit me...aku tak kacau kau pe...haha..jgn nak ya ya la selenger....aku baru ckp sikit kau da nak melenting....hahah...y??...slama ni kau crita pasal aku kat blog kau....aku diam pe...asal nak melenting mcm pompuan tak btul...oops...kau memang tak betul kan....hahaha.
btw u got a serious body odour so plz do something bout it....scrub ur body wit soap n use a deodorant...hahah...ppl are laughing at u....haha..kau cari pasal ngan aku kan....skarang aku nak cari pasal ngan kau....hahaha....tak habis habis nak bercerita pasal kau nye degree n blablabla....hahah...coz tats the only thing tat is great bout u aite...there's nothing more great bout u....seriously nothing....everyone in this world is not perfect n great....but u write bout me as if ur someone's who is great n wonderful n better than anyone else n stuff like tat....but the fact is ur not great.....n i neva say my definition of great has something to do wit fuck....hahaha...per jer..... n i neva think myself as someone who is great either...ape yg kau bbual ni....merepek siak pompuan.....n aku pelacur hingusan...yg aku tau...anura yg tulis word ni....asal kau pakai dia nye word...tak tau nak bbual sendiri pe??...msg kat friendster aku kasi kau...kau nak kena kasi anura...hahah...asal kau takleh jwb sendiri...kau kecut??..asal nak kena mintak pertolongan dari org lain..u cant stand by urself...u idiot...buahahahah......well all i think is tat...u've been pressured by anura...coz i've read her comment bout my comment....n she is definitely not quite happy with u...so tats y kau melenting n making a fool of urself.....ur pathetic....absolutely pathetic.....hahahah
asal kau takleh jadi mcm anura...lawan aku sendiri...tak perlukan pertolongan org lain...asal kau nak kena pakai word dia atau idea kau dapat dari perkataan-perkataan dia??...kau takleh bbual sendiri...haha...kau sebenar nye pengecut maria....plz stop giving me ur stupid advise....coz i don need any advise...especially frm someone like u.....eeeeeee....ur disgusting....u n baju 60an....u n ur stinking smell.....hahahhaha
well u r asking me to hate u so....tis is wat im doing....since u say bad bout me...now im saying bad bout u.....yg aku ader problem ngan anura asal kau sibuk2....??hahahaaku cabar kau.....kau copy n paste this email n put it on ur blog....without changing any words or spelling......kalau kau tak brani....kau pengecut....!!..so copy n paste tis aite...kau brani bbual besar kat dlm blog kau....tapi kat luar kalau bbual face to face kau
mcm kayu..let me say something....kau ni sibuk2 jer kan...yg aku tak happy dgn anura per...asal kau nak sibuk2...kau nak attention kan...pasal kat luar org tak pernah dpt attention mcm gini...hahaha...ur a loser n ur so pathetic.....so im gona sit here n laugh bout u.....cant wait to be back in singapore n bump into
u...i wana see wat u gona do or say to me....dlm blog brani bbual kat luar kau brani kat aku aku ni mcm...i juz gona wait n see n so im juz gona sit n think bout wat i wana do to u in singapore.....
so fuck off u stupid stinking bitch.....hahahahahhahahahahah
MY Reply: Wow! Thank U for calling me a bitch coz wat i knw is a Bitch stands for:
BABE IN TOTAL CONTROL OF HERSELF. Thank u thank u... wahahahahaha...
Ala like u dun knw me.. I'm gd wif words in writing if in speaking esp face to face..
me not cut out for tat... tapi if in 2 yrs time if u bump into me n wanna ombak me...
mmg lah i will be like a kayu keep quiet manakala kau menyalak seperti seekor anjing
betina yg gila. U knw wat? If u really wanna ombak me in 2 yrs time.. yes i will diam
like kayu dun dare to speak up or lawan but i will juz treat it as: seekor anjing
betina gila meyalak kat seekor anak kucing yg "cute" dan "kecil" *winkz*
wahaha..
Dah... I alrdy copy n paste ur email in my blog...even if u didnt cabar me.. i will still copy n paste it.. :p
ya i dun knw how to use my own words to describe u coz aku mmg malas sebenarnya tapi becoz of Daniel who started it first.. i think i better write a story frm A to Z how he met me, his frenship wif Anura n his so called "Cinta Kontrak" wif u.. Yeah, i knw abt tat "Cinta Kontrak" but my story is "Cinta Sensasi".
Pressurize by Anura? LoL.. Setahu aku yg kasi aku pressure ialah my studies.. n my work
how to cope..n also my family problems etc... Asal tiba2 Anura terbabit? And ur msg to
me in frenster... I forward to anura juz to share wif her wat ur msg is...coz i saw her
name in it... I didnt ask her to reply for me...
abt da date... YES I GOT IT WRONG.. FINE I WILL REWRITE IT HERE... Daniza lost her virgin on 24th December 2002? 2003? WATEVER IS DA FUCKING DATE, U WERE STILL UNDER 21!!!
MY gosh! 15 or 16? 15?? kan underage... jantan yg fuck kau tak kena tangkap polis
ke? coz according to da law.. WHETHER U'RE A WILLING OR UNWILLING PARTY AT UNDERAGE, DA GUY STILL HAVE TO BE ARRESTED!!!
r u trying to make me envious coz b4 u reached 21, u have a bloody fucking enjoyable
life.. ALA Tak HERAN LAH!
hahaha...u knw me since 2004..n during tat year, we seldom stand near each other..so
how can u smell me? wahahaha.. i knw... pple who knws how to fuck r gd at smelling pple
if da person is smelly dun fuck if da person smells ok den fuck.. wahaha... aku sengaja
bau kan body aku jadi jantan kalau nak kenal dgn aku secara kena fuck dia dulu.. TAK BERANI...wahahahahaha....
i banned u frm comments coz pple wont b interested to read ur fucking pathetic
comments... so by all means write email to me i copy n paste in my blog coz pple wld
only b interested to read my blog n NOT da comments... wahahahaha... takut? HAHAHA.. kau bukan TUHAN.. kau bukan MAK BAPAK AKU.. buat apa aku mau takut sama kau??!! wahahahaha...
thanks for saying i am great coz of studying degree.. so if u were to bump into me next
2 yrs n meyalak at me..kau tak malu ke? i will definitely write it in my blogspot how u
ombak me n etc etc.. tak malu ke if i write like tat n pple who read it will say: EH,
SI POMPUAN GILA NI SETAKAT O LEVEL NAK MELENTING KAT DEGREE HOLDER ASAL... BLAH blah..
pple will say bad things abt u..pple will say u have no respect for a degree holder.
kalau kau masters or Phd holder doing tat to me.. pple wont mind.. setakat o level je..
I'm not saying bad abt u.. i am saying da FACTS ABT U.. dgn tak usul periksa...kau
marah2 kat Anura... kan boleh bawa berbincang? cakap baik2? asal mcm pompuan gila kau jerit2 kat Anura???
mmg kau tak kacau aku.. tapi Daniel Zahid yg kacau aku..call aku semasa kau jauh di
negara org.. apa motifnya??? dia nak kita berdua bertengkar ke seperti kau dan Anura?
Ialah... i still rem when u broke off wif Daniel Zahid juz aft 1 week of relationship,
Daniel go n find Anura, call Anura.. U got 2knw n bukan main melenting lagi kat Anura!
Bukan main marah... So i think tats wat he wans to do to me n u!! By calling me,
talking 2me n etc etc..
Ok..i think gonna stop here... aite... feel free to leave any comments NOT here but to
email or friendster coz i didnt block u...buh bye....stay tune for my unfamous story k...
Sunday, July 10, 2005
Woow..woow.. my "Cinta Sensasi" wasnt even completed yet n Daniza had let da secret out.. WOW!! so proud seh!!! She said it happened when she was so young back then, a long time ago.. Hmm.. SHE LOST HER VIRGIN ON 24 DECEMBER 2004!! She was celebrating her 18th birthday..U call tat a long time ago?
Oh, wat am i blaberring abt? Well, read Part 8 on 6th July..click on da comments n there u go, Daniza gave abt 4 comments... I think she was drunk when she wrote tat.. U knw when pple were drunk, they tend 2write stupid things..
Hey Daniza, i didnt say tat poem wasnt ur work.. I didnt even say anything.. I just find da poem very romantic so i posted it in my blog..C, i am kind enuff to publish ur own work. Juz b careful of da spelling aite?
Also, u were saying in da comment tat I aint great either.. Lol.. hahaha.. Wat's tat suppose 2mean? I mean how do u define great? B4 u think of how to define great, let me tell u wat IS MY DEFINITION OF GREAT.
IF I AINT GREAT, ANURA WLDNT HAVE RECOMMEND ME TO A PARENT OF A SPECIAL CHILD. Yeah, tat member is special coz he went to Special School for Autistic Kids, sumwhere in Balestier. ANURA RECOMMEND ME AMONG ALL DA VOLUNTEERS. ANURA TOLD DA PARENT, "Maria boleh, dia lembut dan penyabar. Dia boleh ajar Fikri baca." Out of all da members n volunteers, Anura picked me. If I AINT GREAT, she wld have pick sumone else...
IF I AINT GREAT, I WLD HAVE JUZ STOP STUDYING TILL O LEVELS. NO NEED TO WASTE TIME N MONEY N FORCING BRAIN TO STUDY FOR A HIGHER LEVEL. Y I STILL DO IT?? COZ I KNW I AM GREAT! I CAN DO IT!
IF I AINT GREAT, I WLDNT HAVE AN EXPERIENCE BEING A TEACHER 4 YEARS AGO. OTHERS NEED O LEVELS FOR TAT, BUT I WAS LUCKY N 'GREAT' TAT I WAS ACCEPTED COZ OF MY FANTABULOUS N LEVEL RESULTS.
IF I AINT GREAT, I WLDNT HAVE BEEN TEACHING TUITION TO DA MEMBERS N WASTE MY TRANSPORT FARE TO GO TO TAI CHING RD FOR PRIVATE TUTORING ANOTHER STUDENT.
So, may i knw wats ur OWN DEFINITION of great? Plz be specific.. Wait a min! I knw wat u mean by i aint great! *winkz*
I AINT GREAT COZ I DONT KNW HOW TO FUCK GUYS?
I AINT GREAT COZ I HAVE NO BF TO FUCK WIF?
I AINT GREAT COZ I AM STILL A VIRGIN?
Da comments u wrote in: "U aint great either" So does those questions in GREY
ans u???!!
In fact, if TATS UR DEFINITION of great...den i 'salute' u..coz i knw MAJORITY OF DA GALS IN SINGAPORE ARE STILL VIRGINS and according to u, they aint great.. and SINCE U HAVE LOST UR VIRGIN, u THINK U'R GREAT! Well done! I am "clapping" my hands now.
And Daniza, u said u wanna kick Yunus ass for saying u chnaged guys like changing clothes? Well, wat HE MEANT IS U R NOT FAITHFUL WITH ONE GUY.. U not not setia.. Tat was wat he meant..
Hey, even if Yunus is still or not a virgin, does it matter 2u or him? U knw if u didnt tell me via comment tat he is not a virgin, i wldnt knw! But i still respect Yunus. Y? Coz he knws he still has dignity and pride.. Even he did IT n lost his virgin, he didnt GO ARD AND TELL ALL PPLE, HE HAS LOST HIS VIRGIN..AND HE DIDNT GO ARD N TELL PPLE HE LOST HIS VIRGIN TO WHO..HE ALSO DIDNT GO ARD TELLING TO WHOEVER, HOW HE DID, Y HE DID IT etc etc etc.. But, u had alrdy mentioned it in my BLOG! Oh my! My blog dah jadi SASARAN Besar!! Wow! I'm very 'proud' of it!!! Gd..at least my blog got some attention!! Woo-hoo! So if u r reading tis, plz advertise my blog again k.. wahahaha..
Da comments written by Daniza abt da poem (6th Jul), she was wrong abt sumone.. Y she kept on saying tat sumone was da cause of it.. If i were to say Daniel, she said No.. Well coz DANIEL IS ALWAYS RIGHT.. Yeah..she is juz like a pelacur hingusan n Daniel is her customer.. Definitely u have heard: "Customers are always right?" So yeah.. In Daniza's opinion, Daniel is ALWAYS RIGHT.
She still pointing fingers to tat particular sumone. I knw who's tat sumone but let me REMIND ALL OF U ESPECIALLY DANIZA... I AM DA ONE WHO WANT TO WRITE TAT SENSASI STORY..NO ONE TELLS ME TO DO TAT!!! TIS IS MY OWN DECISION!! So Daniza, plz stop ur stupid thinking tat da particular sumone asked me to write ur very pathetic story wif Daniel..
DANIZA, INSTEAD OF POINTING FINGERS AT HER, U SHLD BLAME IT ON DANIEL.. I HAD SAID IT B4 AND GONNA SAY IT AGAIN. IF DANIEL DIDNT CALL ME TAT DAY, I WLDNT HAVE BLOG ABT HIM. N BECOZ I BLOG ABT HIM, THERE HAVE BEEN MUCH QUESTIONS ASKED.. N ONE OF DA QUESTIONS IRKS ME! ONE OF THEM ASKED WHETHER DANIEL IS MY OLD FLAME! OH PLZ... TAT WAS Y..I BEGAN TO WRITE THOSE STORIES TO TELL PPLE WAT KIND OF GUY IS DANIEL..WHEN HIS GAL WAS AWAY, HE LOOK FOR HIS PREVIOUS TARGET.. And i wonder wat was his MOTIVE of doing so???!!! Nak sakit kan hati kau ke? Atau nak teruskan pertengkaran kau dan Anura???!!!
Anyway, gonna end my story soon. I shorten it 2prevent more dispute! So stay tune to MY FINAL 2 EPISODES.. Hmm..will tat b Season 2? Wahaha..
TO BE CONTINUED..
Friday, July 08, 2005
Read da papers, heard da news. i wld like to say ( i know everyone feels the same way) that wat happened to London is utterly barbaric and totally disgusting! Lookin at da innocent victims of the multiple explosions on tv just made me so depressed.. what if tat happens in singapore?? which is something NOT impossible anymore! this just comes to show that terrorism CAN strike anywhere and it's freakin the shit out me!! sigh.....
My mum asked me to go n hunt for another job coz my contract of employment in KYOCERA COMMUNICATION has end on 30th June. Being an obedient child, I juz do wat she says.
So for those of u who r wondering, am i still in da job or jobless? Well, I AM STILL IN DA JOB!! Although my contract has end, it doesnt mean i cant work for them. Yes i still can TILL FURTHER NOTICE. So its either they give me 7 days of notice telling me tat they no longer required my service or me giving them 7 days of notice telling them tat i wished to quit. Cool..only 7 days! Well, tats wat da contract says!
In fact, i didnt even knw tat da piece of paper i signed on my first day of work on 13th December 2004 was a contract! Yeah, laff all u can.. Kyocera Communication is da 2nd company i worked for n also da 2nd office like kinda job i worked for. Da first was at Toh Guan Rd East whereby i dun have to sign any letter. I juz come n 4 months exactly, i juz left. Temporary kinda jobs diff than full time, permanent n contract.
So, yeah while still working for Kyocera, i am also in hunt of another job. Oh boy! WAt luck! On 5th July, i received a call frm an agency telling me tat i am shortlisted for an interview at: 35 Pioneer Rd. Company: A marine offshore related(cant tell u da exact name of da company - scared i will b sued for defamation!) Da job requirements: O level and basic computer knwledge. Hah! I am over-qualified! No wonder i was shorlist! So i went for da interview on 6th Jul at 10.45am since my work starts at 1.00pm. Walane! Da journey very long! First, I have to take bus no 30 frm my plc to Boon Lay Interchange. Den take bus 254 or 257 to 35 Pioneer Rd..
Aft da interview, on da dot, my mum called me! Haiyah! U knw la parents very anxious! I told her da journey is almost da same as me going to Kyocera Communication. True. Frm my plc, i took 282 to Clementi MRT Station. Den off to take da train to Tiong Bahru. She further asked wats da job scope. Sigh.. boring sia da job scope. I have to deal wif INVOICES N PAYROLL!! Err.. i am not so confident dealing wif money.. Very tedious plus need full time commitment n concentration!
When i told her tat, she said "Ambil aje la kerja tu.. Bukan senang tau nak dpt org melayu kerja payroll!" And she went on n on n on.. No worries, she called, not me..and besides, I HAVE FREE INCOMING CALL, so juz listen n listen n listen 2her lectures n talkings.. *Grinz*
On da same day (5th july), I also received a call for another interview scheduled for me on 7th July 11 am! Wow! Da plc..very near..no need to take bus or mrt..juz 15 mins walk will do.. Where? GINZA PLAZA.. haha.. wat kinda job? Those of u who always hang around Ginza, do u notice there's a tuition centre? yUP.. tats da one.. Da tuition centre is: KUMON LEARNING CENTRE.. They need Full Time and Part Time Education Assistant (nice name to substitute da name "teachers" huh?)
Again, da same thing.. MY MUM IS GD AT PREDICTING DA TIME. 5 mins aft da interview, my hp rang. I looked at da number >> My mum's hp no. I ans it.
Mum: Mcm mana dpt? (Tats da question she always asked first: "SO how, got da job?")
Me: Dia kata by mon or tue dia call beritau dpt ke tidak (I was told tat they will get back 2me by next mon or tue (11 or 12 July)
Mum: Gaji nye mcm mana? (Same flow of question! Aft asking whether i got da job, da next, she will ask: How much is da salary... Duh)
Aft telling her all da details, she said: "Keduanya bagus gaji. Tapi kat Pioneer Rd, kerja dia mencabar.. Kau belum pernah buat payroll. Kalau kau dpt, bagus tu.. Kalau kau dah 1 yr experience, kau senang dpt kerja sebab kau tau Payroll.. Yg kat Ginza, mmg kau suka mengajar... jadi kerja tu pun bagus.. Up to u lah..mana kau nak tapi bagi mak, kerja Payroll tu bagus."
TRANSLATION: Both companies, da pay not bad but da one is Pioneer Rd, da job is very challenging. U have neva done Payroll. So tis is da experience for u. If u got 1 yr experience, n decide to quit to look for more job opportunities elsewhere, u'll be an advantage coz u knw Payroll. Da one at Ginza, i knw u love to teach, so tat job also a very gd profession for u. Up to u lah. Which one u want. But i rather u choose Payroll.
So lets juz cross my fingers n c wats da outcome. Next.. I literally hate it when my mum does tat! Does wat?! Well, i knw her for YEAAAAARRRRSSSSSSSSSSS.... She is sumone who doesnt knw da meaning of PRIVATE N CONFIDENTIAL. PRIVACY. SECRET.
B4 i said wat she did..i wanna tell cum REMIND ALL U PPLE.. IF U HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY TO ME VIA SMS.. PLZ WAIT TILL NEXT MORNING (9AM N ABOVE) TO SMS ME.. DO NOT SMS ME AT 1 AM IN DA MORNING OR 2AM OR 3AM IN DA MORNING ok?
Ok..wat happen? Anura send me an sms at 2am in da morning 2day!! I knw its NO BIG DEAL but i FORGOT TO SWITCH OFF my phone. So a msg tone was ringing.. my mum woke up n she so called read da msg.
If she juz read da msg w/o asking me questions.. its ok but today, since she wasnt working..she's on leave, n i started work at 1.00pm, so in da morning..she bombarded me with lots of questions abt y Anura msg me: Kau baca profile Daniza di frenster. Sungguh hebat! Nampaknya dendam dia pada aku semakin membara.
So my mum being a very kpo person WANTED TO KNW IF I KNW ABT Anura's pertengkaran wif Daniza. Oh my! I have said it, n gonna say it again: I LITERALLY HATE IT WHEN MY MUM LOVES TO POKE HER NOSE IN PPLE'S PROBLEM N ALSO MY PERSONAL PROBLEM!
She wants 2knw exactly wat happen between Anura n Daniza n y Anura send msg 2me telling me tat.. I told her upteen times i dun knw n wanted to go to my room, but she prevented me! She again demanded me to tell her. I told her i dun knw! Den she gave up. Phew! I checked my hp.. No msg frm Anura.. maybe, my mum had deleted it..
Tis is not da 1st time my mum did tat. A lot of times! When she checks our letter box, sum parents will leave out their children's letter coz its privacy to their kids. But my mum, like i'd say DO NOT KNW WAT IS PRIVACY. When she saw an envelope: ON GOVERNMENT SERVICE. For ME, w/o waiting for me to get hm, she read it first. Den if she not sure, she asked me.. b4 i could ask her y she opened MY letter, she will say hurry up n read wat they say..wat is it abt..
There was once, 3 years ago..my friend wrote me a letter n since she was running out of envelopes, she used "On Government Service" envelope. My mum thinking tat it is sumthing impt for me, she opened it up n read every single contents in da letter only till she realize tat it was nothing impt but a letter.. At tat time, i applied for a job.. Singapore Armed Forces wish to hire clerks..so i applied n my mum thot tat letter was frm THEM. Lame..
A lot of times lah! When she sees sumthing tat has my name, she wil do da honour to read first!
SO ANURA PLZ..IF U HAVE ANYTHING DRASTIC TO SAY OR FUNNY THINGS TO SAY...PLZ WAIT TILL 9AM AND ABOVE ok? DUN MSG ME AT 1 AM OR 2AM OR 3 AM coz i HAVE A VERY KPO FAMILY MEMBER HERE.SO PLZ REMEMBER DONT MSG ME AT 1AM OR 2AM OR 3AM..I WILL BE SLEEPING N I MAY OR MAYNOT OFF MY HP. IF I DIDNT OFF MY PHONE..MY MUM WILL READ IT AND many questions asked. I hate tat.
Anyway, tmr... I HAVE TO WORK FRM 2PM TO 7PM..at Suntec City..giving out brochures as usual.. So if u c me there, say 'Hi' 2me K?! Hehee
Monday, July 04, 2005
Wat do I think?
A blog is a personal journal and hence, it gives da author every carte blanche, perrogative and liberty to write on any subject matter he/she wishes and with no mandatory need to adhere to grammatical conventions or political- correctness. If you want a serious, formal, political and economic reading material, by all means go rot yourself in the academic journals of da library archives.
Granted, blogging is a communal activity and it does exist on a continuum. A spectrum of bloggers with an infinite style of writing, choice of subject matter and cultural context. But do Singaporean bloggers have to be juxtaposed as belonging to the 'basilect' and 'acrolect' category? Do American bloggers make the rules and hereby condemn those who deviate from their style? Is there a blog police who intends to impose mental colonization? No one deserves to be judged by the appearance of one's blog, one's language or one's way of thinking.
Tats wat I think.