Monday, May 30, 2005
Email frm Firdaus aka Bob on 6 May.. He had left NZ on 19 May.. Reason: Only i knw da reason. Read da email..den i will tell u.
hey.. how ar u ? hope u ar doin fine. just wanna tel u all something...Mmm i wont be around in Sigapore on the 19may05.. Me leaving to NZ for studies...it will be for 3 few yrs.at the same time need to rest my mind . best wishes for me for ur future, girl. n maybe need u to help me do somethinglah maria?
I replied him asking him wat help he wants me 2do for him... Juz as i haf expected.. He sure 2ask tat favour.
He knws tat Rosliah, my best friend since Sec 1 is gonna get married in Sept.. So, he wans me 2take a few pics of her wedding n send him at least one. Sure, pal.. I'll do tat. No prob..
Huh? Ask Rosliah's permission? No need. Definitely she will allow. Altho, they r no longer together, they still friends.. but Bob cant accept da fact tat they cant b together anymore hence da reason y he wished 2go 2 NZ earlier 2rest his mind. His studies in NZ starts in July.
Friday, May 27, 2005
HEIGHT: 1.6M
WEIGHT: 53 KG
Body Mass Index: 21.2 (Normal Range!!!)
I AM NOT FAT!!! NOT FAT!! NOT FAT!! So Atikah and her friends, Listen: I AM NOT FAT! So stop saying 2me tat I am "pregnant" (they substitute da word pregnant instead of fat!) Atikah, my younger sis like 2make fun of me. Dia ingat dia kurus sangat ke pe! I am very sensitive 2 da word fat. Hence her friends said 2me: "Kak Maria, r u pregnant?" Which means: Kak Maria, u look fat! Now da test is out... I AM IN NORMAL RANGE.. NOT OVERWEIGHT, NOT OBESE ok?
And on top of tat.. my height n weight is always da same ever since i graduated frm sec sch.. My weight sumtimes 52kg, 53kg n 54kg. But watever it is, if in sec sch i wasnt in T.A.F club (Trim n Fit) tat means I AM NOT FAT! So pple, if u read tis n happen 2knw my grandma, plz help me tel her i am not fat..
Waish Hip Ratio: 0.73
Waist: 66cm
Hip: 91cm
Wahahahaha! I knew it! I knw my hip tends 2b slightly big! But hey, I AM NOT FAT! My grandma always assumes tat pple esp ladies wif big hips r fat!!! Grandma, I AM NOT!!! Its not tat i despise fat pple but its true tat my grandma n my younger sis had da perception tat ladies wif big hips r fat! Crap!
She everytime nagged n said all da women in da family all small hips, y u da only person big hips. Grandma, so wat, if i haf big hips? Da test results have proven.. I AM NOT FAT!
Blood Pressure: 117/80
Status: NORMAL
Urine and Blood Test: PASS!!! wOO-HOO!
Their recommendations: Adopt a healthy lifestyle..
Thursday, May 26, 2005
Hello again! Been bz studying for exams which is NEXT WEEK and been bz designing my new blog. Will be putting tat up in June. Juz wait!!! Hehe...
My "sensasi story" for da next part is finishing soon too.. Notice sumting missing? My chatter box! Yup.. Is there anything wrong wif it? Nope BUT i removed it TEMPORARY.. Why?
Well.. as usual, anonymous tag!! Wat da hell does she wants? Oh well, I dun care much.. Da moment i c "Anonymous" I WILL DELETE coz all da other chatters in my chat box put their names in it.. whether nickname or pet name but this Anonymous puts Anonymous. Y CANT SHE JUZ USE HER NAME! C'mon! B proud of ur name! Watever name u haf.. BE PROUD!
So if i put in my chat box back... if there is still Anonymous tag WATEVER is da msg, sorry..i will still gonna delete it.. *tongue lashing* I knw u took ur PRECIOUS time 2tag, but IF I MYSELF DUN LIKE WAT I C, I DELETE.
Wow! Anura has UPGRADE!!! Her new blog very nice... Kalah aku nye! She is no more using da blogspot: nenekbayan.blogspot.com. She has a new one which i didnt put da link here. Haha.. She didnt want me to. Y was her nenekbayan no longer in used?
Well, it all started when she blog abt a volunteer's gf n tat gf not happy n DEMANDED Anura to delete tat entry. Very rude, isnt she? Her age n Anura's age - who is bigger? Of coz Anura! Not only did she demand Anura 2delete tat entry but she demand Anura 2apologize.. Huh? *Ngada2 nya!*
Hence, Anura had 2delete and tat angered her. She asked me how 2BLOCK CERTAIN PPLE frm entering into her blogspot. When I asked her y, she told me everything. I listened attentively. I told her she cant blocked certain pple frm reading or entering her blog UNLESS she DELETED tat BLOG n created a new one.
In fact, its a hassle 2create a new one. Coz if u delete ur blog, ALL POSTS N TEMPLATE WILL B DELETED too! So she always asked me 2help her 2copy n paste everything safely into a textpad or notepad n den deleted it.. But i haf no time. If i haf da time, i will b scolding tat gal in my heart man! Becoz of her, i haf 2help Anura 2recreate n redo a new blog!
Luckily... I dun have 2do tat coz... Anura D.I.H >> Do it Herself!! She copied n pasted everything frm her previous blog - she has all da free time, tats y - saved it sumwhere n den deleted tat nenekbayan n created a new one!! Tat new one only me n Jaja knw. And we were informed by her not to put her as a link. Haha!
C lah becoz of one ngada2 gal... Anura had 2go thru da trouble. Gd thing, she has learnt how to put in da HTML codings for da colours if not, I will haf 2help her coz I am da only available volunteer who knws those HTML stuffs!
Anura's blog nice! I was surprised tat she knws how 2put in da colours! If she wants tis 2b yellow... she knws da HTML coding 2put it yellow.. WOW! When i praised her, she said, "Ala, aku selalu tgk kau buat..aku belajar lah...Hahahaha"
Guess wat? Anura did not knw how 2put in da Disclaimer. I asked if she wants her disclaimer 2b in Malay or Eng. She wants it 2b English n she wants da same one as mine! So, i just copied tat disclaimer coding 2her! When i asked her y she wants a disclaimer, she said: "Aku pun dah berani mcm kau, Maria.." I juz gave her a grin.
*Yawn* K, wanna have an early nite. Tmr is my medical checkup. Company sponsored - FOC - free of charge! I am a bit scared la for tmr's medical checkup coz my first time ever. Haha...
Monday, May 23, 2005
hey wassupp.. how was ur Vesak Day Holiday? mine was good. although i was down with slight flu.. but NOW i'm feeling constipated so i shall try to shit my guts out.. haha.
Anyway, da "Sensasi" story is still in da process... hehe.. thx for those avid readers of my blog... Daniza n Falalala.. thx for ur comments... ur comments inspired me 2continue.. hehe...
Ok.. actually ntgh to blog. Juz wanna share wif u part 7 of my friendster testimonial.. (",)
22. From: Miya
yoyoyo...wassup man? well... juz to say.. i am happy that i have known her since sec 1 and we do keep in touch with each other... well..maria is cheerful but sometimes,she is bit blur but funny too.
23. From: Lisa (she is da younger sis of a sec sch junior of mine n my ex-colleague! Wat a coincidence!)
waa...............maria..........isn't she great???!!! study, study and study!!! now pursue her degree already! i envy u sia!!!
24. From: Suresh! (my sec sch buddy)
halo gal !!! gonna add another testi for ya..so how's everything going huh..u are looking real gd in the pics..so guess ur still in the same job huh..we all got to meet up one day u know..wait after so long,everyone see u,all gonna go WOW !!! Anyway u take care Gal..heehee..if only i was a malay huh.. : )
25. From: Sabrina ( sec sch mate of mine n also an avid reader of my blog *smilez* )
Hey Amy, bet u werent expecting this. We were in Jin Tai tgr but i neva realy knew much bout u, cept that u love 2 sing & ure gd at it :) U shuld know that i read ur blog, its interesting & let me learn more bout u. Ure real sweet & i wish u all the success in the universe. Sometimes its best to juz ignore certain ppl coz its juz not worth ur while to waste ur time on them, concentrate on the impt tings instead kae? PS: Love the pic!
26. From: Dira
yo maria...it's me, ur old buddy..dira..hehe! ok so here's my testimonial for u.... in terms of a song..okie..
"i've got sunshine on a cloudy day
when it's cold outside
i've got the month of may
i know you'd say
what can make me feel this way
my girl..oh..my girl"
friends forever... buddy! take care....muacks!
TO BE CONTINUED!
Friday, May 20, 2005
NOTE: Da "Sensasi" story WILL BE CONTINUE. Well, i need INSPIRATION for da continuation of da story. MEANWHILE, enjoy reading my past diary. Abt Talentime fever 6 years ago during da same month.
SOURCE: FROM MY DIARY BOOK YEAR 1999. NOTE: If u haf been constantly reading my blog since March (da entry which i got 2knw his disgusting secret..till now..) u will knw y i use H.B as a pseudonym for him
5 May 1999
2day is TALENTIME AUDITION 1999. I joined VOCAL CATEGORY. 2 years ago - SOLO CATEGORY. I sang Amy Mastura's KEMBALILAH for da audition. (Kembalilah was da song i sang 2 years ago for da TALENTIME FINALS n won 1ST, Jerat Percintaan by Siti Nurhaliza - was da song i sang for its audition - 1997)
1998? Well, i did join too. I sang Jawapan Kasih by Amy Mastura during da auditions n i said 2myself tat if i were to make it, i decided on a song: AKU YG TERLUKA by KUMPULAN 2BY2. It was my fault too coz i CHOSE da WRONG SONG for da audition.. ... DAMN! If not, hat-trick! Join singing competition THREE TIMES/YEAR in a row! But who cares now?! Tis year, I make sure i am IN!
Hmm..do u think haf audience during audition? Haf! But a small number of them la coz da auditions were held in AVA room - small!
H.B was one of da audience in da crowd. Some of my classmates were there as well. Fadhil n Diego were there too.
So, when its my turn for da audition (3rd last contestant) I sang so seriously. H.B only watched. And when my song ended, he was da first audience 2applause. Is tat a flattery or a sarcasm? But no matter wat, I did not smile, I just acted as if nothing had happened.
Results will be out a few minutes later but H.B along wif 2 friends went off. Huh? He didnt wanna wait 4 da results? NEVA MIND
I cant believe I MADE IT 2DA SEMI-FINALS!!! My other opponents are M-square (duo - frm 4E2), Jude(5N4), Noraini(3T1?), Mary Anne(Sec 1) and Dewi Ratna(sec2).
Talentime 99 will be on 21st May (FRIDAY). And I haf decided - confirm - 2sing PUTERI.
19 May 1999
2day is Talentime 99 Audition for BAND CATEGORY! Frm da 9 bands taking part, only 5 made it 2da next round. They are: LOVE HUNTERS, PERFECT STRANGERS, NO NAME, NOT TALENTED and DIATOMIC HARMONY.
DIATOMIC HARMONY consists of H.B and another 2 Hs - NOT HISHAM N HAFIDZ HASSAN! Hey, his band name shld be Triple H! But no way! Triple H is da name of WWF superstar - cannot use tat name.
Was I da audience? YES! Why? Coz: NO 1 - He was there when I was auditioning. NO 2 - He was there to audition. So 2b fair, I shld go n c n support him, ryt?
However, I was not like him. Two weeks ago, during my audition, after I sang, he and his friends left w/o waiting for the next two contestants to perform and waited for da results.
As for me, I waited for da whole audition ended, and even knw da results! And of coz, his band wins!
Two more days: TALENTIME 1999!!! K, wanna practise my song NOW.
21st May 1999
I am SAD and disappointed! I DID NOT MAKE IT 2DA FINALS!! :( H.B - he is clever aft all, if not, how could he scored a Grade ONE for N Level English n wrote his own songs - made it!!
Let me relate all da events happening tis mrning.
Tis mrning as usual was first four periods of lessons. Den, recess, during recess, I changed to my costumes. My friends/classmates cant recognize me.. :D
I am so popular..da guys cant keep still. "Mcm monyet berak kapor!" No wonder I didnt win!!
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Continuation frm May 16. (part 2)
On May 16.. I wrote tat he melamar me ryt? I mentioned he wrote me poems.. Well.. He also send me an email. Da subject heading: Mariaku Sayang - NAK MUNTAH AKU DIBUATNYA.
So here is da email - I copied everything.. Sorry i didnt post da mushy poems he wrote for me coz i throw it away. But for tis email, Anura send it 2me again. Here goes: He wrote in Malay any kind decent plz help me translate.
From: Muhd. Daniel Zahid Nick <dracula1887@yahoo.com.sg>
To: amyria_s@hotmail.com
Subject: Maria Ku Sayang.
Sent: Monday, July 19, 2004 8:47 AM
As'salammualaikum Wr.Wb.
Maria sayang,
Daniel tak harapkan Maria beri keputusan sekarang. Daniel nak Maria berfikir dan memberi jawapan yang mengembirakan bukan yang menghampakan. Biarlah menunggu itu sesuatu yang menyeksakan tapi membuahkan hasil yang memuaskan.
Daniel nak Maria tahu ...... Yang kini hanya Maria yang Daniel inginkan. Daniel rasa Daniel dah mula merindui Maria. Tak tahulah semua nya jadi serba salah lantaran ingatan ini hanya untuk mu jua.
Namun, itu bukannya satu paksaan. Daniel hanya meluahkan parasaan ini untuk memuaskan hati Daniel. Agar tidak meresahkan perasaan ini, yang sering kali mengganggu fikaran Daniel. Lantas Daniel cuba memberanikan diri menyuarakan hasrat yang terpendam untuk pengetahuan Maria.
Akhir kata, satu pesanaan untuk Maria. Memang cinta itu indah di permulaan, pahit di waktu perpisahan. Janganlah di sia - siakan orang yang di sayang/peluang yang ada. Mungkin iya akan hilang dari pandangan.
Hargai apa yang Kita miliki dan terimalah buruk baik, sebelum ia pergi meninggal Kita.
I just want to say, Whatever You do, Pleaseee remember this......" Some one is thinking of You. I'm happy when You're around..... And I miss You sooo much when you're gone..... Take care Dear ..
Lots Love
Daniel.
So how? U also wanna puke ryt reading tis letter. Desperate ryt tis guy! So continued frm May 16's. Da question: Did i accept? Wats my ans?
NO! of coz la! I dun entertain psycho desperate guys like him! Juz look at how he phrase all his sweet talks in tat email. He thinks I will really believe tat he truly loves me... BOLEH JLN LA!
So how do I tell him? Well.. I wanted 2tel him via MSN on 19 July itself at nite - later when we MSN but by reading tat email which i received in da aftnoon... my last straw! I'm gonna write n let my feelings out in my blog.
Tats when Anura read it n wasnt happy. She told me tat SEMUA VOLUNTEER WESSC baca wat i'd written. So wat if all of them read. But Anura said 2me tat.. dun say until like tat.. tat's y i deleted it. BUT NOW... READ MY DISCLAIMER: DUN ASK ME 2DELETE COZ IT TOOK MY PRECIOUS TIME 2BLOG ABT IT! I dun think Anura will wan me 2delete it coz she knws i can b a great writer n 'producer' for tis Sensasi story! LoL. Lets continue..
So in my blogspot, I voiced out y was it fated tat i met a desperate guy like him. (Becoz i wrote desperate, Anura wasnt happy. At tat time too, some of da volunteers: Maria perasan lah.. dia tak tau ke lelaki tu nak main2 je dgn dia. Bukan betul suka kat dia) I voiced out tat i do not wanna marry anybody till i get wat i want - degree.
I knw i was narrow minded at tat time. He only melamar utk menjadi kekasih dan kalau ada jodoh.. dia sanggup ambil ku jadi isterinya - BOLEH JLN! LELAKI TAK ADA PELAJARAN DAN PEKERJAAN.. not my type! K, as i was saying, i was narrow-minded. I misunderstood him. I thot when he melamar me was wanting me 2b his wife. Coz he mentioned 2me: pasangan hidup. Alah my malay kan not tat gd. Mana aku faham wat he meant by pasangan hidup. I thot isteri. Now i knw pasangan hidup can mean steady gf.
2my surprise Daniel knws my blog n he had read it too! Ouch! I think it pains him. It hurts him! So, Daniel shld knw da ans 2his lamaran ryt? Yeah! But he too didnt like da way i phrase it in my blog. He chatted wif me in MSN. He said.. u can juz tel me...y publish tat 2get sympathy frm others. Huh? Do i blog watever events happening daily 2get sympathy?! NO! Is for pple 2knw abt my daily life!
So when he said tat i shldnt have publish it. I told him tat no names were mentioned. I didnt write his name. He said tat juz becoz of tat i cant juz anyhow write abt him. "Just look at wat u'd written. Desperate?" he asked. I 'apologized'. Kalau dia tak desperate abih apa? Crap!
For abt a two weeks, he didnt call me on da phone we only chat on MSN but i really didnt entertain him much. I had tis regret in me for writing abt him in such manner n he had a dissapointment tat he wans 2 main-mainkan perempuan tapi perempuan tu yg lari dulu. Huh! Pandai kan! Y i said tat. Well, if IM STUPID 2accept his lamaran..I WLD B HURT ONCE AGAIN. I HAVE ENUFF OF BEING HURT! DAH DUA LELAKI MEMPERMAINKAN PERASAAN AKU. AKU TAK NAK ORG YG KETIGA. SEBELUM HADIRNYA ORG YG KE3 YG MAU MEMPERMAINKAN AKU, LEBIH BAIK AKU UNDUR DIRI DULU.
Anura pernah mengatakan padaku yg Daniel pernah berkata padanya yg DIA SANGGUP MENIPU UTK MENDAPATKAN PERHATIAN PEREMPUAN.
Translate: Anura told me b4 tat Daniel did tell her tat he will scheme his way to attract woman. So, if da woman is stupid enuff..she will fall into his trap! Not ME
So for this 2 weeks, he contacted Anura. Anura was a bit unhappy. Den she told me abt da crazy promise she made 2 Daniel. She told me: "Selama ini, aku tak contact dia. Tapi dia masih nak contact aku. Dah mengenali kau, dia masih nak contact aku. Dia ceritakan aku apa yg dia berbualkan dgn kau. Aku dah ckp jgn call aku tapi dia yg mungkir janji. Bukan aku."
Now i understand y she intro me 2him n told me not 2tel her watever i chat wif him 2her. But Daniel broke his promise.
Wanna knw more? HOW DARE HE! When toking 2me, he let out all those "sweet talks" and "empty promises" so tat i will get tricked by him! He didnt like me. He juz wanna play around c wats my reaction. If i stupid n accept him as a bf, he won! BUT NO! I OUTWITTED HIM! wanna knw wat he said abt me behind my back?
Well, like i'd said, he broke his promise..he still contact Anura. They tok on da phone as per normal. When Anura asked how was his new friendship wif me... he told her.. "Ala dia selenger la!" WAT THE FUCK?! HOW DARE HE SAID TAT! HELLO! EVEN IF IM SELENGER, I AM EDUCATED UNDERGRAD!! COMPARED 2HIM WHO HAS NO PELAJARAN DAN MALAS BEKERJA!
Pple...juz think..if he seriously like me, he wont call me "Selenger" and for ur info da nick "selenger" was only used ON ME DURING SEC SCH! I am NO LONGER IN SEC SCH so plz DONT CALL ME tat! Pple grow up, mature n educated already how dare he call Selenger.
Den abt a month later, I was at WESSC's computer room. I went to log in 2 one of da computers for MSN chat. He was there. We chatted as usual. He asked me again 2confirm whether i am sticking 2my decision not 2accept him. I typed "YES". I think, if i can rem he typed in a sad face icon or he said something.. not sure.. cant rem lah.
Later, he told me he juz sent me an email wanting me 2check it. Ok, I opened up my email n tat attachment titled "letter". KURANG AJAR KAN! Tat letter, he meant it as a sarcasm!!! And excuse me?? WHO IS BEING MATERIALISTIC N GILA HARTA OVER HERE!? Definitely not me.
Wanna knw wat was da letter all abt? Y was da sudden question in bold? All this n more in da next episode of CINTA SENSASI dan HAPPENING - REAL LIFE STORY *winkz*
Saturday, May 14, 2005
Hmm... rem i did blog abt a 30 something yr old guy b4 last year? But i deleted it coz ALot of pple ask me too.. so now i wanna blog abt him again and READ MY DISCLAIMER: DUN ASK ME TO DELETE.. In fact, last time, I didnt write his name BUT now, I am goin too.. I dun care.. this is my blog.. I do watever i want.
Yes, Ainn...da same guy.. He's still alive and kicking! He called me all of a sudden on May 11. For ur info, HE CALLED ME THRICE ON A SAME DAY!! Will tell u more, juz read on.. Ini cerita sensasi!! Wahaha! Below is out conversation which I had summarized (in mixture of Eng n Mal) Last time, he talked 2me in malay but on May 11, WOW...nak 'step' berbual english dgn aku!
Masin mulutku rupanya. Dulu aku ada berkata kpd Anura selepas ketiadaan gadis yg dia cintai pasti Daniel akan menghubungiku kembali. Anura hanya mampu tersenyum saja, kerana itu lah sikap Daniel. Maklumlah Anura kenal lama dgn Daniel, so dia tau sikap Daniel mcm mana.
Like I'd said Daniel called me on May 11, Wed. And I did mentioned he called me THREE TIMES!! First, was at 5.20pm.. I HATE IT WHEN PPLE CALL ME DURING OFFICE HOURS esp at 5PM TO 5.30PM!!!! I WAS TRYING TO FINISH UP MY WORK SO I CAN LEAVE AT 5.30PM SHARP AS I AM A PART TIME STAFF! When my phone was vibrating, i didnt ans coz I dun like 2b disturb during office hours unless its lunch time. Aft 5.30pm, I viewed my phone 2check who was da idiot who called me while i was at work.
Oh, a very unfamiliar no. It starts wif 81------. I DIDNT RETURN DA CALL COZ I DUN RETURN CALLS OF AN UNKNOWN NO - unknown as in I didnt have tat no in my phone. All my friends' no I stored in my phone wif their names on it.
Da 2nd time, I was still tutoring at WESSC when he called. Da same no as da missed call I had in late aftnoon. So i answered it. A familiar voice in da other line. He didnt speak Malay coz he wanted 2knw if I can still rem him. So he spoke in Eng wif tat fake accent of his. He asked if I was free - as in free 2tok on da phone wif him. Hello!!! I was tutoring, how 2tok, so since he spoke 2me in Eng, da language I'm more comfortable wif, I told him in da same language tat I was bz.
He asked wat time can he call me. I told him mayb aft 9pm. He told me tat he will call me b4 10pm. I still cant fig out who was da caller until i asked. He answered: "Daniel here." Den, I asked Anura: "Awak tau siapa yg call saya? Baru tadi dia call. Org tngh mengajar. Dia tak tau atur time ke. Tadi kul 5.20, saya tngh kerja dia call. Org tngh sibuk." Anura asked: "Siapa yg kau maksudkan?" Hence, I told her: "Daniel."
Anura gave a smirk. Like wat I'd said in da above paragraph (written in malay), she knws Daniel's character. I told her tat Daniel will call me later b4 10pm, and I rem telling her: "Sampai aja di rumah, saya off ah hp!" But Anura said 2me: "Layankan saja, puaskan hatinya."
Aft 9pm b410pm, his gd at keeping his words - well coz he's lonely - he called. We chit chat as for normal. Dia bertanya khabar.. etcetra
K, back 2our conversation. I asked him da hp no he was using 2call me was it prepaid or line. Y tat kind of question? Well.. I rem Anura told me tat org mcm dia tak mampu pakai line. Daniel told me, he used a prepaid line. When i asked y, Dia memberitahuku yg dia lebih selesa pakai prepaid kerana baginya mudah top up berbanding dengan bill. Hmm...
Ok. As we were chatting, da name Anura was mentioned. Daniel and Anura are no longer friends hanya kerana gadis yg dicintai. Byk yang diperbualkan oleh Daniel. He told me tat dia terputus hubungan denganku kerana hilang no hpku (YEAH RITE) I guess he juz didnt wanna contact me coz of his beloved gal dan dimasa yang sama sibuk berulang alik ke Johor untuk menguruskan bisnessnya.(YEAH-WATEVA!! - If he has his own business, he shldnt b using a prepaid card for his hp!!!)
Daniel bertanya aku sama ada aku tahu kekasihnya ke paris. Of coz I knw! Words spread around fast. Nampak sangat Daniel nak tarik perhatian AKU kembali kerana gadis yg dia cintai dah jauh dan mana dia mampu menghubungi gadis itu.
I juz listened unattentively 2his "sweet empty talks".. Alasan dan cerita yang sama yg pernah ku dgr.
Oh ya... I wonder if Daniel wld b reading tis coz I have a msg for him. Plz rem 2 pay back $1200 u borrowed frm Anura. Dun think I dun knw. Words spread very fast.
And I haf a msg back 2 Anura. I think u wont b getting ur money back.. Coz i haf 2 guy friends borrowed less than $100 frm me since late 2003. Dah hampir 2 tahun. and till now, havent pay back..for ur case, he borrowed $1200 frm u..tentu lebih dari 5 tahun awak kena tunggu duit awak tu.
And I wld like 2remind Daniel: SETIA PADA SATU.
And 2 da gal who's name is not mentioned here, (da gal Daniel love) if u were 2read tis, sorry but can i say a few words?
WAT KIND OF A GUY IS HE? U left SG for PARIS N will B back 2 years. If HE LOVES U, HE WILL WAIT FOR U.. HE WONT DISTURB another gal who had rejected him coz his age is too far frm her (tats me la).
look, U R NO LONGER IN SG IN APRIL. AND YET NOT EVEN A YEAR LATER OR 6 MONTHS LATER BUT JUST ONE MONTH LATER, He has da cheek 2call another gal behind ur back! Lelaki apa tu!
To Daniel, in case he also read tis. PLZ...STOP IT! UR FRIENDSHIP WIF ANURA AND ANURA'S FRIENDSHIP WIF DA GAL U LOVE DRIFTED APART BECOZ OF U. I DO NOT WANT DA SAME THING HAPPEN 2ME.. I DUN WAN MY FRIENDSHIP WIF DA GAL U LOVE ALSO DRIFTED AWAY. Ok? Cukuplah. Tlg jgn buat lagi!
And 2 da gal.. dun worry.. i wont steal him away frm u. I'm not tat kind of gal who steals other pple's bf, husband, fiancee. He's urs. I dun wan him. As a friend, yes but more than tat, no.
Its up 2u 2 believe. I knw u wont AFTER hearing frm him. He DEFINITELY will say another thing. HE will surely say, AKU YG MENGGODANYA. Oh plezz! I have no time 2goda crappy guys like him!
Thursday, May 12, 2005
Happy 23rd birthday to a very good sec sch guy friend of mine..... NAZRUL aka Diego aka alun aka BucKWheaT.. ) *winksz*
He has start to go back to "sch" now...hehe.. All thankz 2me coz he asked me 2search for all private schs offering Tourism n Hospitality courses other than SHATEC. He wished to pursue it part time as he's now working full time irregular hours at UPS: United Parcel Solution as a Logistics Co-ordinator.
GOOD FOR U, Friend!
I forgot da private institute name but i am sure its located at Tanjong Pagar and he has start da course in Tourism Management. Well done!
Guess, there're 2 of my friends who pursuing da same field. Suguna and him. All da best 2da 2 of u.. *smilez*
Sunday, May 08, 2005
SOURCE: From my diary book, year 1999. Direct copyright NOT a TRANSLATION! I only rewrote da days which i want.. I DIDNT REWRITE EVERYTHING FRM MY DIARY BOOK. Only certain days one.. :pAnd da name Diego was a nickname of a gd friend of mine. dun wish 2write his name: Nazrul - boring! So replace his name with his previous nickname. Wats da nickname he using now? Tats 4me 2knw u 2find out. And of course H.B is da pseudonym for tat disgusted guy!
9 APRIL 1999
I didnt go for Sports Day today. On 22 March, I wrote tat I joined Sports Heats ryt? Well, since my running speed (da time) for both 100m n 200m is SLOW, i am not qualified for da Annual Sports Day! HAhaha! H.B also didnt qualify. I am not sure abt Nasir. Long jump not my forte. Cewah!
On da 23rd April, I will haf 2submit da Talentime 1999 form to any 3 teachers in charge. I had decided 2sing 'Kembalilah' by Amy Mastura for audition. I sang tat song two years ago in da finals of Talentime 1997 n won FIRST!!
And after da audition if i were selected 2da next round, I will sing 'PUTERI' by Amy Mastura. But I am not sure i wanna sing 'Puteri' or 'Meniti Hari' or 'Kasih Kita' for da next round. And if i were to get into da finals, i will sing Siti Nurhaliza's song : Wajah-Wajah Kekasih or Jerat Percintaan or Tirai Semalam.
22 APRIL 1999
I had always wanted 2study History in secondary school but I only studied dat subject in Sec 1 n 2. For Sec 3, my subject combination is Geography n Commercial studies. 3N2 last year which is 4N2 tis year studied subject combination of History n commercial Studies!! 2 years ago, I went 2da Principal's office 2 appeal. I want to go to 3N2, coz there's History. But..
But last year, my class (3N1) subject combination is Geography and Elements of Office Administration (till sec 4, sec 5: Commercial Studies.
Y am I writing abt all these? Well, like i've said, I had always wanted 2study History in sec sch coz i love dat subject. Last year, i saw abt 59 students from 7 History classes (4N1, 4N2, 4E2, 4E4, 4E5, 4E6 and 5N4) went to Bangkok, Thailand.
Great sia! Take aeroplane!! So I hoped there will be a field trip to a SEA - South East Asian Country for Geography. And yes - Pulau Karimun trip but i went there not taking plane! Ferry!
Ok, becoz I am hardworking and respectful to teachers, Miss Tan (HISTORY TEACHER n TEACHER-IN-CHARGE of Library - and H.B's English teacher for Class 5n2) wans me to go to History Field Trip to Thailand. Although I am not a History student, she wans me 2go 2put on more general knwledge abt da History around us. Becoz she found me keen in history.. she saw me reading upper sec History textbooks b4. So I agreed 2 it but..
Yes, u've guess it! My grandma didnt allow. My mum? Well, she said: If u study History neva mind.. u neva study wat for go? Waste ur Edusave money only... :(
NOT FAIR!! Nasir n H.B took aeroplane twice already! Diego had gone once (last year) so has Fadhil n he is going again. But ME? I had neva da chance! My family neva make holiday trips. They only go J.B --> Take bus! Boring!
7 May 1999
Hi! I wan 2share wat happened 2day wif u. Abt me, Diego, Fadhil, Hisham (5N3) H.B (5N2), Hafidz Hassan, Nasir, Nazri and F (all frm 5N1)
Fadhil wans Diego n him 2accompany him 2 Clementi Central together wif me to THIS FASHION 2buy clothes for his mum - MOTHERS DAY u knw! Fadhil wans 2buy a gift la for his mum! How filial!
Both me n Diego wan 2board bus 282 but Fadhil wan 2board bus 189 coz faster. We haf no choice but 2agree wif him but it seems tat we r slow! When we stepped outside da gate(next 2
da Prefect's room), he was gone! I cant believe he walked tat fast! Diego n me went looking 4 him for abt 10mins. We both gave up and boarded bus 282.
Then, when 282 was abt 2reach da next bus stop(da market opp Ginza Plaza) there we saw Fadhil with those Sec 5 guys I mentioned. Both of us signalled Fadhil 2board da bus but they - except Hafidz Hassan - prevented him frm doin so. Haha! Fadhil managed 2board bus 282 wif us. Yeh!
//I skipped da last 2paragraphs. dun wish 2write abt it//
To be continued...
Saturday, May 07, 2005
17 May is my LAST lesson?!!! My last lesson for Quantitative Methods?!! I havent even start my assignment!!! And we still have 5 chapters 2go!! Da lecturer la! Teach so slow n boring.. LESSON TIME IS 7.15PM TO 10.15PM.. HE CAME IN AT 7.10PM, TAKING HIS OWN SWEET TIME 2PREPARE DA TEACHING ELEMENTS FOR ABT 20 MINS..
Tat means, he shld end da lesson at 10.30pm coz he started late!! But he himself very tired, so every evening, he ended up finishing class at 9.45pm!!! We missed 45 mins of lesson!! Tat 45 mins very crucial leh!!! %*&$#
//Now i understand Hamka's advice 2me. "Neva ever study part time! Coz lecturers, sum of them r too tired coz had a long day, they will neva teach well. If possible, try taking Full time." I knw..tats WAT i want but due 2 FINANCIAL crisis, i CANT! I have NO CHOICE but 2work n study part time! If i have NO Financial crisis, I dun haf 2work! I can study full time like any other full time undergrads all over da world!//
Wat infuriated me more was: HOW DA SCH SYSTEM WORKS? I have to start my NEW Semester yesterday!!! 6 May!!! I DIDNT GO!! COZ I DIDNT KNW.. IT WAS ONLY TIS MORNING, DA SCH CALLED ME N INFORMED ME TAT I'D MISSED DA FIRST LESSON OF MANAGEMENT!!
I was "huh, new semester start already?" they said: "yes". ME: "But i thot June?" They: "Well, dun knw..da University wans it tis way.."
Darn!! I have missed my FIRST LESSON.. I'D NEVA SKIPPED SCH OR CLASS OR TUTORIALS OR REMEDIALS B4.. Since pri, i had NEVA done tat.. Even if i had a slight headache, cough or feeling under da weather, i neva take MC.. i still go ahead for sch.. Coz i dun like 2miss lessons n asking my classmates/friends da lessons i missed.. Sum pple..they dun mind being asked..but some..dun like being asked... Tats y i DUN LIKE 2MISS ANY LESSONS coz sum of my friends missed their lessons n asked their classmates, they didnt even helped my friends, instead they asked a lot of questions on y dun wanna come 2sch..blah blah....
Great! 17 May, my last lesson for Quantitative Methods n I had 2prepare for my exams.. Den my new semester had already start on 6 May n i have 2prepare 2 understand da subject.. STRESSS!!!
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
guess who i saw on my way 2work?
c'mon make a guess?
i am always VERY lucky..
i always meet celebrities.. but too shy to tok 2them.. not only shy 2tok 2them, whenever i met them..its always: shooting for drama/commercial.
P/S: remember, da commercial abt psychological defence, military defence? da commercial was shot at a coffeeshop ryt? tat coffeshop is VERY near 2WHERE i'm staying.. hehe..da coffeshop is at blk 727.. (those who stay around clementi west area, will knw where's blk 727)
I WAS THERE DURING DA SHOT!! So were my younger siblings.. juz tat u didnt c our faces on TV becoz da producer blocked us. I rem they saying: wanna c, can but make sure ur faces not seen in our camera! :( Wat sia!
ok..back 2da question..can u guess who i saw at blk 728 - outside da row of shophouses?
c'mon guess, guess....
give u a clue: ex-MediaCorp artiste, joined MediaWorks, den no more MediaWorks, back 2 MediaCorp..
Evelyn Tan's husband
give up? SCROLL DOWN for da ans.. :p
DARREN LIM!!! 
K, as i was mentioning.. i saw Darren Lim on my way 2work.. C'mon, no drama shot early in da morning!! It was at 11.30am!!
Those of u who forget..let me remind u again.. Yes, I am working..temporary.. part time.. Part time meaning: 1pm to 5.30pm..
cOOl ryt? no need 2wake up so early in da morning.. b4 goin 2work..can study!! hehe..
so 2day i was on my way 2work, and saw Darren Lim n other extras shooting for a gangster drama (did u c he was holding da parang?) I took da pic coz i wanna blog abt tis but thinking tat sum of u may think i'm making tis up..i betta snap a pic of him.. :p
Huh? Tok 2 Darren? NO time, i need 2rush 2work n he was bz shooting for da drama.. Oh, btw da pic was taken outside Happiness Home Appliances shop at Blk 727.. Wow!! Blk 727 very popular.. Producers always choose tat place for commercial shots/drama. Well, not da BLK 727 la.. da area around Blk 727.. 727 to 731..
Hmm...when will Blk 708 b famous? Hehehe
Darren Lim's case was da 4th. First, da Defence commercial, 2nd i saw Chen Li Ping also doing a drama shot, 3rd also on my way 2work, i saw (i dun knw who were those actress - r they new?) shooting a drama cum documentary n fourth of coz.. i saw Darren Lim.. hehe..
Monday, May 02, 2005
I dun understand my grandma! Why do I haf a difficult grandma like her? I juz dun understand Y. Anyone of u reading tis, I need some piece of advice k?
As 2day is PUBLIC HOLIDAY, we went on a family outing. To: Tampines Mall. Why tat far? Well, coz my mum - Starhub subscriber for my brother's phone - received $100 STARHUB Voucher.
And only 3 places we can go 2 redeem tat voucher - Cuppage Road, Raffles City and Tampines Mall. Hmm, since 2day is public holiday , we dun think Cuppage Road is available for business.
As for Raffles City, it is located in town area.. very hard 2get da parking space. So NO Choice, had 2go all da way to Tampines Mall - Journey frm the West to da East.
And I HAVE NEVA BEEN TO TAMPINES MALL B4! YES! NEVA! I HAVE NEVA TRAVEL 2DA EAST ALL ALONE B4, NOT EVEN WIF FAMILY. So, since 2day is da opportunity, I grabbed it!
I knw its a LONG JOURNEY frm here 2there. Da moment we got there, we headed off straight to Starhub shop at Level 2. Wat a lot of pple! I Hate crowded places!
Not only was da place crowd, we had 2queue! I hate queueing up as well. So we waited there for abt 3 hrs or so. Da journey alone was 1.5 hrs - by car!! Within those long hours, my grandma waited franticly for my call!
Huh? C'mon! I am 21 gonna b 22! Why muz I need 2call hm 2tel my wherabouts? She's treating me like a teenager! In fact, it was a fammily outing! So i didnt call. b4 we left da house, she didnt even inform me 2call her! When we got hm, she pulled a long face.
When I talked 2her 2tel her abt Tampines Mall is watever, watever, she asked me to SHUT UP. Not only did she asked me 2SHUT UP, she hurled abusive words at me! TAT SERIOUS?!
She called me "unreasonable slut", dun even wanna rem 2call hm..blah blah! She also mentioned wats da use i brought hp but neva call her at hm blah blah. Wat was my expression? NOTHING! I'm used 2it! 2day's not da FIRST time. I had been through tat A LOT. Example: Buying clothes. I always wear clothes - which is always 1/2, 3/4 or full length, neva ever 1/4 or sleeveless.
Sometimes if i wore sleeveless dress, I will always wear a cardigan outside. - Dun ask me y, according 2my grandma.. Muslims shld wear modestly
I knw wat I wear n I will buy jus like tat. But after buying, my grandma saw it, she will hurled abusive words at me - calling me "stupid whore". When I tried reasoning wif her tat da clothes I bought was wat i always wear(1/2, 3/4 or full length sleeve) she still scold me telling me tat I was stupid 2buy tat kind of pattern. JUST WAT KIND OF PATTERN SHE WANTS? But watever was her reason, she cant hurled words like tat 2me!
Tat was y i said, she hurled those abusive words at me 2day wasnt my first time. I wasnt even surprised. I juz really cant understand her. Last time, my hp did not have free incoming call & she always call n call 2find out my whereabouts. When da bills risen, she blamed me!
Now, when I have free incoming calls, she seldom call me 2find out my whereabouts. Instead, she was expecting my call! If i were 2call her everyday juz 2tell her my wherabouts, da bill wasnt cheap, ok? I paid da bill myself. Wat if i abide her n call her everyday juz 2tel her my whereabouts, my bill will flung up n definitely she will blame me - again!
Tat was Y i didnt call her frequently. I dun really understand her! She dun wanna call me n expect me 2call her whereby I was expecting for anyone 2call me coz FREE INCOMING CALL!
Back hm, she went on n on using those abusive words n telling me tat I was juz 'cheeky' 2go out 2 tat place far! Huh? I didnt go there ALONE but wif family!!!
Sigh. Its getting late. I betta go 2sleep n not thinking abt tis much. Gives me a headache! I haf enuff! Actually wanna blog abt y we went to Tampines Mall, wat phone my mum bought for my bro BUT seeing my grandma giving me da cold shoulder.. i dun even wanna blog! I think my bro was here first..he might haf blog. Go check it out. His name is Khalid.