Monday, January 24, 2005
Which is better? You having siblings or none?
I do have siblings. I still feeling lonely even if i have friends. Frankly, I don't have much friends around. Sometimes i really wonder, whether i'm not doing my job as a friend well or is it becoz they dislike my character? I had tried many ways to earn some friends. I behave well in front of them, trying to be quiet but they juz don't bother abt me. I tried being the joker of the group, but behind every laughters is all my tears rolling down my cheeks. I tried to act foolish and blur, I bear with all the laughters, criticism.. but inside me, i was weeping away when they dun notice it. I tried very hard but still i don't know wat goes wrong. I juz wanna be me....but somehow i had lost myself,my own character, my smile so long ago that i cant find it back.
Sunday, January 16, 2005
This, I have to write in Malay coz I adapted this from Berita Harian. So here goes (for those who knows Malay n interested to know abt Haizad)
P/S: I will write da English translation in brackets
Adapted from Berita Harian on 15 January 2005
HAIZAD "DIBURU" KERANA WAJAH KOMERSIAL
(Haizad is "wanted" becoz of his commercialize looks)
Siapa yg lupa kepada MOHD HAIZAD IMRAN, perserta yang kecundang dlm acara Wildcard Singapore Idol tahun lalu? Walaupun tersingkir, ternyata wajahnya yang cukup komersial tetap menarik perhatian para penerbit yg terus memberinya ruang beraksi.(Who could ever forget MOHD HAIZAD IMRAN, the contestant who was eliminated in Wildcard Singapore Idol last year? Even though, he is eliminated, it is obvious tat his commercialize looks attracts producers who gave him a chance for some action)
Jgn tak tau, seperti finalis Singapore Idol lain, Haizad tetap diburu peminat utk mendapatkan autografnya (Just like the other Singapore Idol Finalist, Haizad still have fans hunting for him to get his autograph)Dengan kebenaran daripada pihak MediaCorp, beliau sempat menjayakan peranan kecil dlm filem "The Maid" terbitan Raintree Pictures. (With permission by MediaCorp, Haizad has a small minor role in the filem: "THE MAID", produced by Raintree Picture)
P/S: COOL! I WANNA WATCH!
Hmm.. kalau ada yg pernah berkata Haizad sebenarnya 'tak boleh menyanyi', dgr pengakuan terhadap perkembangan dirinya. (Hmm.. for those of u who say HAIZAD 'cant sing', hear what he has to say)"
Saya ada terima tawaran buat album. Mungkin buat album Inggeris dan campur lagu Cina. Mungkin juga album ini berkonsep band. Saya kurang pasti. Tetapi jadi atau tidak, saya tidak berani nak cakap sebab perbincangan belum selesai," ujarnya. ("I was offered to cut an album. Maybe, make an album with English songs, mixed with Mandarin songs. Maybe the concept of the album is band. I am not sure. Whether or not, it is gonna b true, I am not obliged to say anything as the discussion is not over")
P/S: I didnt know he can sing Mandarin songs! Cool!
Gara-gara tawaran itu, Haizad, yg merancang meneruskan pengajianya dlm bidang kejururawatan di peringakt ijazah, kini berbelah bahagi sama ada mahu menyertai kursus itu atua tidak. Kursus itu bermula Jun. (Because of that, Haizad who has decide in PURSUING HIS STUDIES: Degree in Nursing, now is in dilemna whether to continue with his course or not. His degree course starts in June this year)
P/S: Well done, Haizad! I am impressed tat u r pursuing for a degree. Great! Keep it up!
"Kata pernerbit itu, kalau saya tandatangan kontrak, saya kena komited,"ujarnya. ("The producer said, if i were to sign the contract, I will need to be fully comitted") 
My mum is an NTUC Income Policy holder and last year, on Christmas Eve, she was given 6 pairs of tickets worth of $12 absolutely FREE valid till 28 February. 2005.
Yesterday (January 15) me, Atikah n her friend, Shafika went to Snow City. My mum left with 3 pairs of tickets. So, yesterday, my mum brought the 3 of us to Snow City in family's car. Khalid didnt wanna go as he wished to play soccer instead with his friends.
The place is damn cold! Negative 67 degree celcius! Since, I have already knw tat Snow City is very cold, frm home, I wore 2 pieces of cloth (a cardigan inside with my jacket). If I were to wear just my cardigan, I wld b shivering like hell!
At snow city, we were all given a jacket and a pair of boots. Only if we need gloves we had to rent for a price of $1.50 per pair. Did i rent? Of course, I did. U want me to freeze to death?
I shall not write more as u can experience it urself. Just pay $ 12 for a pair of ticket(if u wish to play for 1 hour) or $18 (if u want to play for 2 hours) Dont b jealous tat I dun have to pay for those 3 pairs of tickets ok! Since the tickets are free, I tagged along to experience how cold it can b.. Worse than my office! I wore their jacket, i still felt cold!
Anyway, below is a picture taken when in Snow City. My sister, Atikah n her friend, Shafika.
Thursday, January 13, 2005
On 11 January, I went to Informatics Campus for my class as usual. I met a new friend. Her name is Emma Coco. NOT Coco Lee BUT Coco Toh >> Emma Coco Toh.
I pitied her. In 1 day, she has 3 lessons. Every Tuesday, she has 9am to 12.15pm class, then 1.30pm 5pm class then 7pm to 10pm class! Woah! Dont she has to work? Well, she is working in a retail industry - which is very flexible hours and required to work on weekends and PH (Public holidayz for some morons who dont knw wat PH is!)
Anyway, on 7 January entry, I mentioned tat Informatics Campus has installed an elevator for its students ryt? And I wrote here tat how come there werent any staircases, ryt ? Well, actually.. THERE ARE STAIRCASES! In fact 3 each in each block! There are 6 blocks (i think). But those staircases had a door to it.. NO WONDER CANT SEE!!
Ok, back to the title: CCA. Informatics has come up with more activities as not to bore their students! They planned to have CCAs for us so they gave each and every student - both in Computer and Business a form.
I didnt receive that form. I got this information from Coco as she signed up as a Full time student. Hmm.. I guess CCAs are only for those full time students..
ARGH!!! How I wish i am a full time student!! Coz I really want to have a CCA. Can we choose? Yes, we can! Tat's y I'm fuming Mad now!
If i am a full time student and was given a choice for CCA, wat do u think I wld pick? Well, Coco..she chose Aerobics! Huh? *Eyes drooling* Aerobics? Boring! So, wat abt me then if i am a full time student? Dun be shocked n surprised.. Scroll down for answer!
BOWLING n POOL!!
Yes! Those 2 activities, I want them as my CCA! Haha.. Well, lucky I am not a full time student too.. if not, Informatics will have to "waste" money to build a bowling arena and a lot of pool table for their students who wants Bowling and pool as their CCA!
Saturday, January 08, 2005
For the first in 6 years, Singapore is in the Finals! And my ex junior is playing for Singapore! Who? BAIHAKKI KHAIZAN! *Winks*
Hah! Did u all watch the second leg of semi finals: Singapore vs Myanmar? Very choatic man! I didnt knw Myanmar players can be very temperament! They lose their temper whenever the referee gives a yellow card or say something. And the reserve goalkeeper even threw a bottle at S.Subramani! Woah...
Hope everything will go well for Singapore tonite. They will be playing against Indonesia. My prediction? Well, Singapore 1 n Indonesia 2. Hey, of course I knw I shld support Singapore coz I'm a Singaporean and Baihakki was my ex-schmate but we are talking abt Indonesia here. Indonesia every year, they entered into the Finals. So,wat can u expect?
Friday, January 07, 2005
This is quite a long entry so...whoever is interested to read it, plz continue. Whoever is not interested, get the hell out of here! Heh.
NEW YEAR RESOLUTION.
As u knw, my new year resolution is 2lose weight. (Read my Dec 31 entry). Hmm.. I dont knw if there could be more than 1 new year resolution 2b made by one person. If it is allowed, then I dont think I am too late 2make a few more.
Ok, other than to lose weight, my other new year resolution: Believe in myself and be myself. Yes! I'l do just tat.
Ok, next is to remind 2all my friends. Some of them has already knw tat I am not using my hp no for a while. To those of u who are unaware, take note. I'm not using my no for the time being (Jan 3 to Feb 3). If u need to reach me, juz call or sms me at my mum's no. I'm sure all of u have it coz I think I have smsed to most of u. Hmm, if i were to miss out anyone of u, drop me an email ol? Heh.
The reason y I'm temporary using my mum's no is becoz... MY HP BILL MELAMBUNG! It shots up to $200 plus! *Grinning*
U knw, I'm a record breaker man! Yeah! My highest HP bill so far was $100 plus! But this time, my HP bill is almost doubled!
Lastly, abt my school > INFORMATICS CAMPUS. On Jan 3rd, I complained abt it ryt? On Jan 4, I went there for my nite class, the campus is already a little ok. I didnt knw there's an elevator! I'l have to take an elevator 2my classroom which is on the 2nd floor. Huh? The campus is 3 storey building and why the trouble built the elevator? Cant we use the staircase? What if there is any case of fire? The management wants us to die is it?! Dont they knw, if have fire, do not use the lift?
Thursday, January 06, 2005
WESTLIFE.
My fav boyband ever!
They are, Nicky Byrne, Shane Filan, Bryan McFadden, Kian Egan and Mark Feehily.
I still remembered how crazy I was abt them! Heh. They are famous since late 1998. For 4.5 years, they are a 5 member band until in mid 2003, when Bryan McFadden called it quits. So, left 4 guys for Westlife and Bryan McFadden became a solo artiste. Whether they are 4 or 5 or even 3 members left in Westlife, I still support them.
this photo is a bit small. wanna knw who is he? well, he is WWE RAW Superstar. wanna knw more? well, Randy Orton dated Britney Spears once! Yup! If u r a Britney's fan n yet u dont knw, u cant call urself Britney's fan! Well, Randy is a fan of Britney n Britney is a fan of his so, they dated each other la!
Here is Hoobastank! Their song, The Reason is Perfect 10 n Power 98 No 1 song of the year 2004.
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Last but not least, the next picture is HAIZAD. Need me to say more? Look at tat, he looks dashing in his NS uniform. Aww.. Plz dont ask where i got this pic from ok? confirm this pic cant b found at Singapore Idol website.. so plz dont ask!
Monday, January 03, 2005
SUCKS! Yeah! Thats da word! Why? Well, I cant really describe how suck it is! Like I have said earlier before (in other entries), da new Informatics campus use Pioneer JC building. When i went there last Tuesday for my first lesson, I was damn shocked man!
The building, I mean the classes, they are like a maze! During our break time which is 20 mins, we took an extra 10 mins to look for our class! Its like...we were walking in a maze!
U call tat Informatics Campus! Bah! I think the management was just "kelam-kabut". Why? The Informatics campus shld be ready by March this year BUT they changed it to 27 Dec last year. Then, all da students went there, wanna faint!
Cant the management did something to da sch first, like repair or clean the toilets, install air-conditioners, get Everything ready by March this year then tell ALL the STUDENTS to go to da new campus in late March or early April?
They said have computer rooms accessible to Internet! Their foot ah! We searched the whole school from Block A to E, NOT A SINGLE COMPUTER ROOM was there! Liars!
That was y i said get everything ready by March before moving in! Informatics so fucked up. (This is da FIRST TIME i scold my sch vulgarities)
Saturday, January 01, 2005
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
See! My guess IS RIGHT! For the first time, Perfect 10 and Power 98 FM's NO 1 song is the same!
For all the other years, their number 1 songs are different BUT for Year 2004... their no 1 song for the year 2004 is the same! Its THE REASON BY HOOBASTANK!! Wo-hoo! Huh! Even MY TOP 10 SONGS of year 2004 is The Reason at number 1!
Thats all for today. Below, is the lyrics of THE REASON, the number one song of the year 2004 on Perfect 10 Top 100 and Power 98 Top 98.
The Reason - Hoobastank
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
[CHORUS:]
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
[CHORUS, REPEAT]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
[CHORUS, REPEAT]