Tuesday, September 29, 2009
For now, I would want to be just friends with A. I tak sampai hati to tell him that I want to be friends first with him because I still believe that he has a looonnngg way to go - not mature yet. Same goes with me..
His parents and A's sister, understands and they do not mind. However, they know A inside out. When he wants to be with somebody, he wants to be with that somebody.. No one can tell him no or no one can tell him to forget and leave.
His family understands that if there is jodoh, there will be.. but A didn't. A insisted to doa to Allah for the jodoh. I can't blame him. He was diagnose with a high fever at the age of 10 or 11 and till now, he has the mentality of a kid = immature.
His family often told me that if A were to mention marriage - just ignore - he does not know what the heck he was talking abt. So, if there is no jodoh, they understand.. Haiz.. But will A understands?
A's mum already treated me like her daughter. Well, since her own daughter likes to go overseas, so even if I am not fated to be her daughter-in-law, she still treats me as her own daughter. That's nice.
Anyway, I'll leave it to Takdir. It is up to Him. Allah knows best. We will plan but he will fate it. Just leave everything to him, as for now I am just being friends with A. I know A is not treating me as a friend... He treats me more... Hmm...
