All these while, I thought ALLAH has answered my prayers because my grandma keeps quiet and never ask about him again.

I guess I was wrong and ALLAH is testing me. My grandma still can't accept him. She can't accept him coz she said he is way younger than me. She does not mind if he's 1 or 2 years younger than me but he is 3 years and so, she can't accept him!

She even want me to severe ties with his sister, my best friend! I know why. Their dad is blind. So, she is afraid that I may be burdened by him coz she still thinks that my best friend is staying overseas forever for good and not come back! My granny thinks by doing so, she is running away from her responsibility and "push" the responsibility to me thats why she disapproves him. She is afraid that if its fated for me and him together then I'll have to be responsible to tend for the blind dad. C'mon la! My best friend will be in Poland for a few more months before moving on to another country for the same job. And she wont be staying permanently there! Of coz she will come back! Duhz..

I am now having the usual montly menstruation - I can't pray. After my menstruation, I will keep praying to ALLAH and seek His Guidance for He is ALMIGHTY. Amin.

Amyria pours her heart out @ 9:02 pm   |