Wednesday, September 10, 2008
I always "berpegang" to my principle: I dun date younger guys. I am OK if younger guys wanna be friends with me but date me..
I received sms from my best friend's younger bro. U read it correctly: MY BEST FRIEND'S YOUNGER BRO. Which best friend? Well, if u have been constantly reading my blog / or (and) from JTSS, u shld know which Best friend I am referring to.. No idea? Let me give u clues..
I have 4 best friends - One is the ONLY CHILD and is MARRIED.. Second is the YOUNGEST and is IN RELATIONSHIP, third is the ELDEST WITH YOUNGER SISTER and she is a NURSE. Finally, she's the ELDEST WITH 3 YOUNGER BROTHERS and she's off to Poland for a job offer there.
Is ur guess / answer spot on? *smiles*
Let me continue.. the younger bro smsed me. At first, I didnt reply coz I dun entertain unknown numbers BUT the smses kept coming in and I have no choice but to reply: "May I know who is that?"
The reply: (Name of my best friend) brother. Sshh.. dun tell her. From the reply.. I know something fishy. Why doesnt he wants my best friend to know. Anyway, I dun wish to entertain him much and replied: "OK. So what can I do for u? and (my best friend) give u my number?"
Reply: I can make friend with u? Oh.. my home number has Caller ID, I got ur number there. What he meant with I can make friend, in malay term is, "boleh berkenalan?" I replied, "sure u can be my friend."
Reply: Then if long time friend then more than friend.. hehee.. Which in simpler term is, "After knowing each other as friends for a certain period, we move on.." When I read that reply, my eyes rolled.. OMG!
I didnt reply. Another sms came in, this time in malay... "Kita buat kwn dulu.. then dah kenal each other baru stead.." *slaps forehead* I am wondering if this bro of my best friend is desperate or immature? Ya lah.. belum apa-apa stead? *scratches head*
I didnt mean to tell him off, so I replied to his sms: "Stead? I am much older than u tau.. Kita kwn jer ah.. "
Its either he didnt want to give up or really desperate.. His reply: Tak per la tak kisah umur.. u tgk umur ehk? OMG.. Now he now didnt address me as "Kak" BUT "U"? Whenever I went to my best friend's house.. (coz I know the family very well already - her dad would like to be addressed as ABAH instead of UNCLE) the bro addressed me as, "Kak Maria.." But now lain pulak bunyi nyer...
Did I reply to that sms? Yes. "Tak ah.. Cuma weird kan... Kalau 1 or 2 yrs younger tak per.. but I'm sure our age gap is far." He indeed didnt give up. "Umur u brapa?" (How old are u?) I replied truthfully that I am turning 25. His reply: "Ok per.. I 22, boleh per.." 22?! Oh.. All along I thought my best friend's bro is still schooling - in ITE coz he looks so young.. so I reverted to him, "22? Sure? Not 19... U look like u are 19." (Though I did sometimes drop by my best friend's house, I never once asked her of her bro's age) I reconfirmed his age with my best friend - dun worry, she didnt suspect a thing.. I didnt tell her too..
As usual, his next reply tells me that he didnt want to give up. I am not sure if he wants to main-main or damn serious.. Nonetheless, I replied to his sms of "I 22 not 19. Kite kwn dulu tgk each other perangai dulu baru stead k.." (I am 22 not 19. We'll be friends first and see how each other character then stead, k). My reply: Hmm, its best that we betul-betul kenal each other as friends dulu. Jgn rush..
*Aku geli lah dgr / baca the word STEAD!* (I get goosebump upon hearing / reading the term, STEAD)
His next reply has no connection to my sms to him. Instead his next sms was, "One day I fetch u from work, can?" Though I am fasting, I wanted to choke upon receiving that sms. Lain mcm bunyi nyer: nak fetch?! Sighz.. I reverted to him, "Up to u.." (malas ah to layan! - lucky he's my best friend's bro if org lain . . . .)
He went on further, "U kerja kat Beach Rd kan?" Like duhz.. Of coz he knows coz he's my best friend's bro - he may have overheard our conversations... I gave a "yes" as a reply. I didnt even asked him but he went on, "I kerja kat airport. U dah save my number."
*eyes rolling*
Then smses kept exchanging and I got a shock with his next few smses.
1. "Nanti I stead with u, u tak kisah umur kan?" I replied, "Mmg tak kisah BUT if my family dpt tau, especially my nenek. Of coz I kena tell the truth and my nenek sure not happy. Coz my grandmother finds it ridicule if woman older than man."
2. "U ckp jer. Tapi skg u ada hati dgn me tak?" (Just tell them, but for now, u have feelings for me?) *slaps forehead*. MAMPUS! Ke situ lak?! My reply? "Aik? Takkan lah dgn sekelip mata I ada feelings kat u... belum kenal rapat kan.."
3. "Ok. Tapi jgn bilang org I ada hati dkt u tau dah lama dah.. " (I have a crush on u - to be precise: feelings for u for long time) I have been going to my best friend's house since the year 2002 - 6 yrs ago, he was 16! Dah pandai mengatal ehk?! Aiyoh...
The shocking one: I SWEAR I NEVER SAY YES and I am pretty SURE he didnt ask me that properly.. so I was very shocked to read this sms:
Anyway, kita buat kwn dulu tgk each other punya perangai dulu. Tapi I dah stead dgn u.. I setia tau... (Anyway, lets be friends first but I am already in relationship with u.. I am faithful u know) Apa dia berbual ni? Nasib I dun have a heart attack!
The next day, the exchange of sms resume. Part of me says that he is still young, therefore no idea what he was sms-ing but another part of me says that he is serious. Sighz... Serba salah la ku dibuatnyer. I kept asking him why didnt he want to inform his sister (my friend) that since a long time ago, he kinda has interest in me. He answered, "not the time yet." She is my friend. I am sure she is OK.
*tapi he is kinda immature in the sense that when I am late in replying his sms, he always give the same sms: asal lambat nah reply?* duhz...
My friends kept telling me to be mature.. Then kalau got this guy who is immature befriend me who is also immature.. bertambah lah tak mature! (the more immature I will be!). I yearn for older guys (not as old as 10 yrs older) because they are mature but it seems that the same older guys didnt want immature lady like me.. Heh.. Its okay.. Yg rugi mereka.. not me.. Waahaha..
Yes, I still remember my list of points I want for a guy. I told him two points: I DUN KNOW HOW TO COOK and I dun like guys who smokes, drinks, has tattoos and must pray. The only assurance he can give me : "U dun have to worry. I dun smoke. Kalau I smoke, I sanggup stop for u.." *jaws dropping*.
Now my mind is confused. I can continue being friends with the bro of my best friends and at the same time, pray seek Allah's guidance for assurance whether he will be the one or not. However, from his smses, I can hint that he wants us to be more than just friends. He wants to develop more than a friendship with me, which I can say I cant gurantee to him I will or I can.
Should I inform this to my best friend? I mean my best friend knows her bro inside out. Sighz.. I dun know lah... My mind already berkecamuk..
*I am really confused.. Need help, need suggestions.. need ADVICE!!* Feel free to flood this entry with comments (under Lite Bites) or thru Facebook / Friendster / Multiply comment.*
