Wednesday, February 06, 2008
Dear Maria, First, its up to you whether you want to publish this email as I know your principle: This is my blog, I can write whatever I want. So, I dont bother. Oh.. I know you are now very stress so if I am stressing you with this email.. please forgive me and tolong jangan attack me in your blog lak eh! So, how's everything going on for you? Your family OK? Hows your grandma? I know she still hates your stepfather. And I know she kept stressing you with the same sentence, "alangkah bagusnya kalau kau dah lebih 30 tahun, boleh beli rumah dan kita tinggal berdua. Nenek dah tak tahan kat sini. Dia satu patah pun tak berbual, dia pandang nenek ni mcm peminta sedekah.. dia tak tahu ker berapa duit nenek ada kat bank lebih byk dari dia..dia nak sombong-sombong.. dia tak tahu ker tu kereta duit siapa? bukan duit dia... itupun dia mcm org yg berlagak... etc etc." Like what I have promised you, I'll ask around la ok if there is a possibility for a 25 year old single and not married to buy a house and stay with an elderly grandmother. If there is, I'm happy for you. At last you can make your grandmother happy. If there isnt such possibility, I suggest you see the MP. Habis cerita. Oh yeah, I heard your mum was on unpaid MC? So, how is she now? OK? You told me she wants to resign. I think she should. She has rheumotoid achritis (think so thats the spelling). Its rheumotoid ok..sakit tulang.. you yourself told me she cant even write! So, is she resigning? If she is, that will lead you to an extra burden... You have to give more $$ to her. I know tu memang your responsibility but sekarang ni you are stress with some other things and pissed off by that someone. Talking about that someone, that someone masih belum bayar kan? That someone tak tahu ker because of her you're in this mess? Everything all too coincident! She promised to return you by 31 Jan so on that fateful Sunday, kau call dia to remind her, to pay you on the date she promised you. But what happen was, she gave this excuses that excuses. I know you. If its about $$, kawan you tolak tepi. At that moment of time, you in need of $$. You have given some $$ to your mum la of course and to your grandma. You have little for yourself. So, I know memang tak salah if you asked her to pay you back the $$ at least if she did, you have some $$ to spent. Kadangkala aku kesian tgk kau. Dah ada kerja baru and yet kau masih belum serba baru. What I mean is, from the first day of work till today, you still use your old shoes to work. Doesnt that someone know how pitiful and pathetic you are?!! New job, new work, new position but no new shoes... And what did she do? Just ignoring you. Keep saying no $$. If she has no $$ then you explain to me how she get hold of the $$ to buy lustre slim?! And for goodness sake.. dia dgn kau..she's slimmer than you yg dia nak lustre slim tu buat per?! If she can afford to buy lustre slim, definitely she can afford to pay you back $400 which she borrowed.. When you found out that she can buy lustre slim but cant pay you, kau tak leh take it. Kau dah stress thinking of your mum's illness, your own family problems and now financial problems so you shouted at her and just hanged up the phone. That happen on Sunday.. because you found out she bought lustre slim on Saturday. Yes, Sunday.. Very coincidence... I remember after you hanged up, you smsed me what has happen. After which I replied just to keep cool and one day you will get your $$ back. Then after that reply, I assume you received another sms not from that someone but from another person. Maria, I know you. When you are trying to cool down, you dont wish to get distracted. So when you received that sms, kau bertambah marah. Cik Maria oi.. the person who sent you the sms manalah tahu what was happening that day, if the person know, sudah tentu sms tu tak akan di tujukan. In fact the person pun tak tahu no matter how pissed off you can be, you're ok and cool when receive calls or sms... Coincident? Bad timing? *shrugs shoulders* Sighz I know this has add more stress to you. Your other problems belum settle then because of that fcuking someone who doesnt want to pay you back the monies, you reacted that way till I have no idea what you wrote in your blog, actually. Tak sempat baca. When I want to read, all I can see is: an entry about Hady Mirza (tak abis-abis dgn idola kau!) and an entry full of '*deleted*, *deleted*. I dont even bother to read the comments also! But from what I heard from our friends...very complicated issue and I also found out you have mentioned you're sorry. *smacks forehead* Cik Maria oi..because of some other people make you pissed off, you go and attack some other person. Aku tahu lah kau ni 'writer'. Kau suka popular kan org di blog kau. But kalau org tu terima, tak per ah.. you can continue..kalau tak terima? Padah akibat nyer! (yg aku hairan, I'm your friend since sec school.. tapi aku tak popular seh kat blog kau... sedih nyer aku.. hahha..) Hmm... she whom borrow $$ from you till didnt want to pay you back is someone close to you. (I cant believe she betray your trust!) And yg kena attack kat your blog is also close to you jugak kan? Entah.. I dont know who is the person but thats what I heard from our friends.. Anyway, because of this complicated controversy...I have to say this: You have lost two friendships: A close friend of you whom you trust and thats why you borrowed $$ to her as she was in a need of $$ urgently that time (since Februay 2007! - dah 1 tahun tau hutang belum bayar?! Its only $400... within 6 months can settle per!). All too coincident; beginning of year 2008: mum got no unpaid MC, your grandma stressing you, you want new things for your new job so you also in need of $$ and you were asking her to return you the $$ that is long overdue.... If you were not in the need of $$, you wont even ask her to return you the $$, like what you always say: 'take your time.' Definitely, the argument will not occur. Part of it your fault.. Jgn pandai-pandai nak jadi loanshark. See, because of $$ you susah. To me, its ok to lose her as a friend (I'm afraid you may lose your $$ too) tapi because of her you also lose another friend. Our friends told me what was the sms about and etc etc.. Do you know I was giggling when they told me the sms? Maria.... eventhough you were pissed off with our friend who borrowed $$ from you, and upon receiving that sms, how can you get angry? That sms is not related to her for borrowing $$ from you... tak ada kaitan, the person who sent the sms pun tak kenal kawan kita yg pinjam duit kau tu.. and the way the msg is delivered in the sms is normal to me. I know you're at fault and I am pretty sure you know la what to do. I know your principle. When you say sorry, you want people to say, "You're Forgiven" or whatever lah. However, mind if I say something? Even if you have said sorry I believe you are forgiven..you dont have to hear those words because you sincerely am sorry (jgn lah pula start balik! start balik bukan ikhlas namanya..) And I believe if you are sincere, minta maaf sekali cukup.. tak payah nak ulang-ulang.. if you do that to us, your friends.. tak per lah.. dah memang selalu kita bermanja.. but to others takkan nak berulang kali.. even though you're 'close', but tak manja and mesra kan? Dah.. one time is enuff.. the more you minta maaf, the more pathetic they think you are.. dont make yourself look so pitiful.. you are already pitiful enuff...so better stop (i know its your fault la - but whats done cannot be undone...) Oklah, I have to go now. Its going to be another hectic work day for me tomorrow. Anyway, keep me updated ok.. Just keep me informed of anything la.. sama ada she decided to return you the $$ or whatever la k.. I just want you to be happy. You always look pitiful, never smile. Like you somehow never feel the sense of happiness in everything you do. I doubt if you have gotten your degree, you wont feel the happiness... You told me before.. You will only be happy if your mum and grandmother is happy.. Oh I forgot! Aku dengar you already know how to pegang a knife! congratz! So dah tahu nak potong and kopek using knife la? Good... Kau tu perempuan... So, the next question: bila mahu pandai masak? Hahahaha.. Aku rasa Hady and Taufik suka pada perempuan yg tahu masak tau! Hahahahaha... K..All the best and send my regards to family..Dont worry be happy. Regards, Bob
A quick update for today: I think I saw Haslinda.. Err.. Not the Haslinda, Suria's newscaster but Haslinda.. I believe she was a volunteer before and then I found out she went to the same school (informatics) with me but different course. I am affirmative that I indeed saw her today, after work. I didnt go home straight.. I window shopping so while window shopping TO RELEASE STRESS (not at Bugis Junction), I saw her, she didnt notice me though... I remember how she looks like so I dont think I make a mistake. That was indeed her.
