Sunday, November 25, 2007
Z and HB.. These two guys... I dun wish to revive memories of them... Read the title.. I have forget them. Yes, I do have forget about them however, I cant forget their birthdays.. Sumhow, their birthday numbers are very near to my other friends' birthdays.. His birthday - 5th July (05.07). He's a year older than me. Why I wanna forget him.. Before I continue.. I wish to announce that I did write about him before in this blog but because IN A HARSH and UNGENTLEMAN, he instruct me to delete them. FINE. I will. And after that incident, I SWORE THAT I AM GOING TO HATE HIM FOREVER. YES, I NOW HATE HIM TO THE MAX... That was why I was contemplating whether I should attend 5th August wedding.. I know Z was invited. If I HATE THE PERSON TO THE CORE, I DUN EVEN WANT TO SEE THE FACE. IF by chance, we happen to bump into each other, I WONT HAVE THE MOOD TO DO ANYTHING... dun ask me why... I AM THAT KIND OF PERSON.. IF THE PERSON I HATE IS WITHIN MY PRESENCE, I WONT HAVE THE MOOD TO DO ANYTHING.. AND ALL I CAN THINK OF IS... TO GO HOME ... That was also why I didnt participate in WESSC December 2005 camp. I know Z was there. I cant expect him not to come because he's very active volunteer and very participative in almost all activities.. Although there are lots of other new volunteers who participate, I cant join them. I want to enjoy myself during the camp but with sumone's presence.. will just spoil it.. So, I decided not to be involved for the December 2005 camp. Before the December 2005 camp, there were some other activities as well... I cant seem to enjoy them because he was there... and I always was the first to leave and bid the other volunteers goodbye... because I just hate his presence.. What makes me hate him so much.. I am going to write this here in my blog for sure.. whether he likes it or not.. I will delete it IF HE ASK ME TO IN A GENTLEMAN MANNER Let me continue.. What makes me hate him so much...Well, its 0k for pple to insult me or criticize me or whatsoever, I dun hold grudges... BUT IF THOSE INSULTS and CRITICS are DAMN TOO MUCH..... I recalled that when I have an SMS argument with Z, 3 years ago, sumhow I was shocked that he SMSed me this, "NAK BUAT APER PERGI BELAJAR DEGREE? KAN LEBIH BAIK GO FOR COOKING CLASS. KOPEk SENGKUANG DGN KUKU. BODOH!" I WAS REALLY REALLY SHOCKED AS WELL AS ANGRY WHEN I READ THAT MSG! WHO THE FCUKING HELL HE THINK HE IS TELLING ME THAT? BOTH MY GRANDMA AND MY MUM KNOW THAT I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO COOK BUT DID THEY ASK ME TO GO FOR COOKING CLASS?! NO! SO WHO THE FCUK IS HE TELLING ME TO DO THAT... AND WHETHER I WANT TO STUDY FOR MY DEGREE...NONE OF HIS BUSINESS.. AND NO ONE HAS EVER CALL ME BODOH FOR NOT KNOWING HOW TO COOK.. HE WAS THE FIRST! AND I MAKE SURE HE WAS ALSO THE LAST! I didnt reply all those to him. I dun bother and I have no time to entertain also. What I replied was, "WHATS THE MATTER WITH YOU? AKU YG SOT KER KAU YG SOT.. AKU NYER SUKA AH NAK GI STUDY FOR DEGREE.. ASAL? KAU JEALOUS KER PER?!" And his next reply has determined me to HATE HIM TO THE CORE.. TO HATE HIM TILL ETERNITY... His reply was, "AKU NAK JEALOUS? SALAH ORG AH.. KAU INGAT AKU TAK TAU THE REASON KAU STUDY DEGREE.. KAU STUDY DEGREE SEMATA-MATA NAK GAME JANTAN KAN? EY.. JANTAN PUN TAKNAK AH DGN KAU WALAUPUN KAU ADA DEGREE.." THAT REPLY OF HIS..MAKE ME WANNA GO TO HIM AND GIVE HIM ONE TIGHT SLAP! WHAT NONSENSE?!! NAK GAME JANTAN.. APA MAKSUD DIA TU GAME JANTAN.. Pancing jantan ker..?! DIA INGAT AKU TAKDER KERJA LAIN KE.. DIA BOLEH LAH.. DAH ADA SATU GF TAK CUKUP NAK PASANG DUA TIGA... DAH ADA GF PUN MENGAKU MASIH SINGLE SAMPAI MENGGODA GADIS LAIN DAN GADIS LAIN DAH TERSYOK KAT DIA, DAN DGN RASA TAK BERSALAH, DIA KECEWAKAN GADIS TU... AKU BENCI JANTAN MCM DIA!! What was my reply? Well, to avoid more sms disputes, I have to end with this reply.. "SUDAHLAH AKU TAK KUASA NAK LAYAN DGN ORG YG TAKDE AKAL MCM KAU.. AKU LAYAN BOYFRIEND AKU LAGI BAGUS.." Which of coz not true.. I didnt have a boyfriend but to put that sms disputes to a halt, I have to... He sounded rather shocked.. "Huh? BOYFRIEND?" Upon receiving that sms, I smiled coz I sumhow has 'won' in that sms battle. I didnt even reply him. Last time, my blog was He sat down opposite me. FINE. He demanded an answer from me why I wrote all that in my blog. I looked at him. I looked at Zul and Daniza. He aint a gentleman at all. He aint brave at all. If he wished to talk abt what I wrote in my blog.. It SHOULD BE ONLY BETWEEN ME AND HIM. Why were Zul and Daniza there? NAK MALUKAN AKU KER NAK MALUKAN DIA?! He kept instigating me for an answer why I wrote those in my blog. I just told him, "A blog is like a diary. So is it wrong for me to write it in my diary?" He went nearer and informed me, "A diary is only you and maybe ur closest friends can read it. A blog can be read by all the pple all over the world." I looked at him and nodded. "Yes, I know. I dun mention any names in my blog. Even if I do, the pple around the world dun even bother wanting to know who I was talking about." He was unsatisfied with my answer. He wants a specific reason. I cant think of anything else. So I kept quiet.. Z kept quiet.. Zul, if I can recall, he was already asleep. Daniza was there waiting too.. Not wanting to interrupt. I kept silence and Z was very impatient. Z asked me one more time. Again, I cant think of what more to answer him. As a gentleman, even if you're angry or sumone testing your patience, you shouldnt do something which makes us, women to think you're not a man but a jerk.. a bastard.. ON THAT FATEFUL SUNDAY, WHEN I CANT ANSWER Z'S QUESTION AND HIS PATIENCE HAD GONE OVER THE LIMIT.. .HE CLENCHED HIS FIST AND BANGED HIS FIST ON THE TABLE AND RAISED HIS VOICE AT ME, "ANSWER LAH"! YES! HE BANGED HIS FIST ON THE TABLE. THAT SHOCKED ME AND DANIZA AND EVEN WAKED ZUL UP FROM HIS PEACEFUL NAP! FROM THEN ON, I DUN RESPECT HIM AS A MAN! A MAN SHOULDNT SHOW THAT HE IS TOUGH IN FRONT OF A WOMAN! HE AINT A GENTLEMAN! Wanna know something.. I AM GOING TO MAKE SURE THAT Z WAS THE FIRST AND THE LAST PERSON WHO BANGED ON TABLE OR WHATEVER THINGS AT ME! YES! I AM GOING TO MAKE SURE THAT NO ONE ELSE CAN BANG ANYTHING AT ME! HE WAS THE FIRST.. NO OTHER PPLE HAS DONE THAT TO ME B4.. NOT EVEN MY FAMILY MEMBERS.. Not even H.B... What is it about Z's birthday that I cant forget? Anura.. Her birthday falls on 4th July. Anura and Z had known each other since their volunteering days. Dun worry, Anura wont fall for that kind of guy. I have never celebrate Anura's birthday. I only wished her happy birthday and pass her presents before her birthday or after her birthday. I didnt go to celebrate her birthday because Z will be there.. celebrating his birthday too! I dun wish to spoil my mood so I conclude that I wont be there to celebrate her birthday. Even if I was invited, I have to disappoint her coz I wont be going. If she wants me to go, then I have to ask a small favour from her.. I have to tell her not to invite Z. But I cant.. If this gets to Z's ears.. SUSAH NANTI..
Z..unlike 3 years ago.amymimi.blogspot.com (from Mar 2004 to Feb 2005), but because I want to prevent certain pple to have access to my blog, I deleted that blog and changed to the current URL now (since Mar 2005) I wrote all the above in my amymimi.blogspot.com. He read it, some of WESSC volunteers read that, and yes he was angry.. Hey, I didnt mention his name in my blog but he knows I was referring to him. He called me and asked me to go down to WESSC immediately because there was 'meeting'. I purposely didnt go to WESSC on every Sunday because I know he will be there... But on that day, he has an intention for asking me to go to WESSC. There WASNT ANY MEETINGS.. There werent many volunteers around that day.. Only Z, Daniza, Zul and Anura. Anura was in the pantry. Z lured me to the meeting room. In there, I saw Zul and Daniza.
H.B.... I have nothing much to say about him. All I can say is.. both Z and him have the some similarities.. Both know how to play the guitar.. both were in SCDF, both CCA was Boys Scouts.. Both are of the same age..both are not gentlemen! The only difference: Z is Diploma holder. H.B is A level holder. Lucky they didnt pursue their studies to a degree level. Buat malu ajer.. Degree holder but tak tau nak layan perempuan dgn cara baik.. Whats worse is: suka memainkan perasaan org.. kalau tak suka ckp tak suka kalau anggap as friend just say so.
Because of one particular thing H.B did, although he didnt do it to me but to others, I have decided to forget him. I am now no longer wanting or wishing or hoping to wait for him. NO MORE.. He did that to others, he may one day did the same to me... I dun wish to elaborate on what he did.. MAKES ME WANNA PUKE COZ ITS DISGUSTING to recall about it..
So what is it about H.B's birthday that I cant forget?
H.B's birthday falls on 21st Oct (21.10). Few pple whose birthdays falls just 2 days before and after H.B's. My cousin, on 19.10, her dad on 20.10, Shah's on 22.10. How could I forget?! To add on, 21.10 >> when u rotate the numbers 21 10.. You'll get 12 10 (12th Oct), is Hanim's birthday and Khairudin Saharom's birthday. *smilez*. When u rotate the numbers for the second time u get, 01 12 (1st Dec) and thats Zul's (not Zul HapyHady's but Zul, in this entry) birthday! Turn around the numbers again for the third time, 21 10 >> and get 10.12 (10th Dec), TAUFIK'S BIRTHDAY!!! How could I forget Taufik's birthday! Definitely a MUST to remember! *big smilez* . One final rotation of 21 10 is 12 .01 (12th Jan). *BIGGEST SMILE* 12th Jan is ehem.. the birthday of a particular sumone. Only the HapyHadys who read this entry will know who I meant.. :)
So, how could I forget H.B's birthday?!
Dun worry, I wont want to remember both Z and H.B. Yes, those pple who know them can come to me and talk about them to me but I will not going to bother. I will forget them but I couldnt forget their birthdays because their birthdays sumhow reminds me of others' birthdays.. Wish them? Nah.. I dun even wish them Happy Birthday. I dun bother!
P/S: what if Z happen to find out my blog's new URL and read this entry? Well, I can delete it provided he didnt BANG ON THE TABLE OR SHOUT AND SCREAM AT ME.. If he does that, I AM NOT GOING TO DELETE! Remember an entry about an email by a guy who works in the same area: Raffles Place? Well, he got to know that I posted our email conversation in my blog. I know he must have many questions in his mind and was upset. He emailed me voicing out his upsetness and he will feel appreciated if I were to delete those email contents from my blog. His request is granted because he asked in a nice, gentle manner.. NO banging... NO shouting.. So if Z wants me to delete, he has to make sure he doesnt do any BANGING or SHOUTING..
NOTE: On 24 Nov, I went for a birthday open house of my colleague, EA. Guess what? She has a karaoke system in her house so... APA LAGI... I sing ah! Hahaha.. Manage to record me singing Mungkin Nanti by Peter Pan (halfway through). The rest of the songs, I sang: DUNIA BELUM KIAMAT (duet with EA's father!), BUNGA-BUNGA CINTA by Misha Omar, AKU YANG TERLUKA by 2 by 2, PALING COMEL (duet with EA - EA sang Nana's part and I sing Achik's part), PUDAR by Rossa and AKU CINTA PADAMU by Siti Nurhaliza. All malay songs.. Yup coz EA doesnt have any English karoake songs in her home. Thats too bad.. If not, I conquer the karoake set and sang all those songs I wanna sing!! Hahaha..
To view the video:
http://s3.photobucket.com/albums/y91/khalid_/Amyria/?action=view¤t=MOV02468.flv
How? Can enter next year's Anugerah? LoL
