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My entry today is "Some guys are betta off as friends". Well, I do agree. Due to some reasons..

Da following are 3 MSN chat logs. By chance, 3 of them were referring abt da above!! Yeah.. So, here goes.. Aft every chat log, I will have my own say..

1) MSN chat session with Syafiq, my Informatics friend frm Brunei..

Amy Maria: remember i asK u abt a guy(my colleague) wanting to knw me?
SyaFiQ: yea
SyaFiQ: how is it?
SyaFiQ: heheh
SyaFiQ: together dah?

Amy Maria: N0, I dun thInk we can be together
Amy Maria: Heh..Its beSt to stay friends..Pipit and pipit, enggang and enggang,rite?
SyaFiQ: oh
SyaFiQ: wat makes u say that?

Amy Maria: Becoz he's chinese.. I am Malay..
Amy Maria: And well, I juz dun wana be in a relationship yet
SyaFiQ: wah
SyaFiQ: steady!!

SyaFiQ: good point too la
SyaFiQ: just do wat u suppose to do now first!
SyaFiQ: i support u.. go go Maria!!

Amy Maria: thanks :)

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Yup.. I prefer to be friends with B.. It is not becoz he is chinese and I am malay and tat we cant be together or sumthing... but come to think of it.. he joined Donaldson since early Dec 2004.. he cld or might have some interest in some other single chinese gals, cldnt he? So how come all of a sudden aft I joined Donaldson in middle March 2006, he moved his interest to me? Sumthing is not rite ..

For those who are regular visitors and readers of my blog.. u may have remember a lot of entries since May 2006 onwards abt a chinese colleague frm Accounts Dept wanting to knw me..

So, we hit off da friendship very well.. But to be in a relationship.. I find it too hasty.. I only knw him for less than 6 months so how cld we be possibly a hit off as a couple? Tats too weird.. So i take it slow.. Let nature takes it course.. Dun rush into things yet.. I am working and studying at da same time... He too is working and studying at da same time.. We have to think of tat..

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2) Chat with a sec sch friend/mate

Minemagic: ssumtimes, rem so many things only bring unhappiness to urself, rem those good one can liao..

Minemagic: some how..u really cannnot take joke ah...

Amy Maria: little err, u read my blog issit

Minemagic: ya ya...nothing to do...

Minemagic: heehee

Minemagic: like dat very hard to make friends...or....u lose friend very easily also..

Amy Maria: but i thInk i knW da diff betWeen j0Ke and hurtful j0Ke

Minemagic: no..in fact when i read i find it nothing...sumtime me & my friend we joke this way

Minemagic: i play game with my colleague using msn too....

Minemagic: he also like dat say me...but it is just reallly nothing...

Minemagic: winner normally joke on loser..

Minemagic: nothing wrong...u too serious....

Amy Maria: yA, I guess so...

Minemagic: anyway, quarrel make u understand each other more
Amy Maria: ya, I agree

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She was referring to one of my latest entry abt me and B, had a heated argument via MSN..

Ya.. I do agree with her pt there.. Sumtimes I am too serious.. I cant take jokes which to me, are not tat funny.. so when he joke on me for not be able to win in any games we played.. Some other pple thinks its normal.. I think it is not funny but hurting hence I got kinda pissed off..

It is true too tat friends may distant themselves frm u if u always take a joke seriously.. But no matter how far they distant themselves frm me, I believe one day they may come to look for me.. Coz some of those did juz tat..

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3) Chat with another sec sch mate / friend of mine

HasZ: so hows B? hehee

Amy Maria: Oh.. Heeeheee...He's fine....We r friends for noW.. If we r fated to be together, we will. If n0t, so wat? betul taK?

HasZ: very correct

HasZ: its not good to get hopes too high
HasZ: u know sometimes.. u like that guy and like to get his attention and all but then, when comes to relationship.. its different..

HasZ: some guys are better frens

Amy Maria: Very true

HasZ: yep...
HasZ: furthermore B is chinese rite?

HasZ: will have conflict

Amy Maria: yup

HasZ: do u think?

Amy Maria: race and religion didnt matter to us but it will to our family

HasZ: yeah i know

HasZ: thats why

HasZ: alah sometimes budak melayu pun bukan boleh pakai

Amy Maria: u mean budak lelaki melayu? Betul tu

Amy Maria: HaHa

HasZ: yeap

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Wat HasZ said is true.. It will have some discord frm both sides of da family.... Also, it takes time to knw someone.. It may takes several years to knw sumone b4 realizing tat he/she cld be da one for u..

Hence, I am going to continue frm da entry dated 22nd August... Remember, abt my entry stating tat B has revealed to me tat he do like me but as a friend? If I remember correctly, da entry was dated August 15??

I forgot to include another part of our conversation (me and B) in tat entry.. Tis conversation.. I find it very substantial.. I have knw it frm da start... He cldnt possibly b interested in me.. There may be sum other gals in donaldson whom he may b interested at or who might have been interested in him..

Now I get it.. No wonder whenever we lunched together and B tends to walk closely to me, sit next to me, always talk to me.. one of them wasnt too happy.. I noticed it frm da expression frm her face.. Everytime during lunch, I made an observation.. True enuff..she wasnt tat happy when B didnt entertain her but communicate with me instead..

So, tis entry shall be continued again..

Amyria pours her heart out @ 3:49 pm   |