Sunday, August 06, 2006
// listening to Forever Love - Wang Lee Hom // Tats his full name B Tan KS. *smilez* On Mon (31st July), I saw him at work, however we didnt talk much. Maybe it was end of month and he needs to close accounts. He didnt lunch with us (me, J and PW). I was a bit upset at first but he is free to lunch with whoever he wants, I cant say No, can I? Abt 2 hrs aft lunch, I went down to Accounts dept becoz H wanted me to go down to clarify certain things. As H was checking with Y (da manager of Accounts dept) PW, J, B and myself were chatting but not as interesting as it always be coz we were at work. Knocking off time, we happen to meet outside da mrt station. I wasnt waiting for him. I was near to a rubbish bin throwing da used batteries away and stood there for a min to put in my new battery. I saw B. He gave a surprise look. He had sms me tat he wont be waiting for me coz he had to wait for his friend at da mrt station. So when he saw me, he was shocked. I assured him tat I wasnt waiting for him, I showed him my mp3 and da batteries. He juz smiled. We walked together to da mrt station. I went to take da train while he waited for his friend. At nite, as usual MSN chat time. While chatting on MSN, he keeps calling me names such as mushroom (coz of my hair) and christmas tree!!! Coz he told me tat my vital statistics looks like a christmas tree!!! Argh!!! First time ever I heard a guy saying tat to a lady!!! Sometimes I wonder if he was hinting sumthing at me? Sometimes I wonder if all those jokes are meant for me not to think too much abt it.. Hmm So, on Tues (da next day), I called J's ext to say tat I cant lunch with them as I want to lunch in. Aft lunch, B smsed me, "HI, Christmas tree, u not happy with me issit?" I was smiling upon reading da sms. I replied to his sms, "No la. Y?" HE: So peaceful no msg fr u. Ya so u admit u r christmas tree. ME: So i got a new name ah? den i better give u a name also la. wat name u wan? He didnt reply for abt 2 hours.. Maybe he was bz doing some close account stuffs. Around 5.28pm, I smsed him again. ME: I am now not happy with u alrdy.. I smsed u neva reply. I forever not going to be happy with u alrdy. He: Ok, keep it up As usual, he stood next to me. He kept smiling at me when I looked at him. I cldnt help it but smile. While walking to da mrt, I asked him, "So, how was lunch 2day?" He answered, "Ok lor.." I nodded my head and looked at him and smiled and continued, "Very peaceful rite?" Both of us laughed.. We went our separate ways aft tat. At nite, as usual we chat at MSN with J. All 3 of us chat together in one 'conference'. In da conference, he said, "i noe y maria didnt lunch with us. Coz period.." I was dumbfounded!!! Stare in front of my screen not knwing wat to type to reply back.. Sigh.. Wed, I decided to lunch out with them. Same usual plc for lunch >> Lau Pa Sat. He had treated me to a McDonalds' meal and a pizza - which we shared, so I wld like to treat him for da drink. My sms: "do u want any drinks?" he replied: "ur treat issit? if not, i dun want to save my $$" I had no idea wat he meant by tat but i replied, "yes. my treat. u wan or dun wan?" Juz then he appeared with his food. So does J. I asked B wat drinks does he wants.. He gave me his order. I asked J wat drink she wants. J didnt want any drink and B blurted out, "maria treat leh." Well, actually I only want to treat B coz he had treated me to da 2 things I'd mentioned above and those 2 things r $10 over.. So, I wld like to treat him back. I knw it shld b a meal and not juz a drink. It's OK, there is still some other time. I dun mind treating J a drink though. Aft work, as it was Wed.. as usual as wat he done b4 he went for reservist for 3 weeks, escorting me to sch - but tis time, he only escort me to city hall. Hey, it was still OK - he's not my bf - juz a friend. Aft work, I waited for him. J was there too. She wanted to have dinner. So, i joined in as well. Aft dinner, J went to Raffles Plc mrt station to go hm whereas me and B walked frm S'pore river to city hall mrt. It was fun walking with him. I think he was hinting something at me again. However, I simply do not knw wat. Watever it is, i will juz be cool. Dun hope for anything. Dun act rashly. *smilez* Thurs, all 3 of us lunch in. I find it comfortable lunching in with J as well as B. We still have abt 35 mins left so we went down juz to take a walk and window-shopping. Who wants to continue doing work when it's lunch time?!! Fri morning at work, I came down to Accounts to meet J regarding work matters. Also to remind her tat Abg Sofian smsed me on Thurs nite asking if we r able to lunch with him tat day coz he was sumwhere ard da area tat day. He is now working at FujiXerox Pte Ltd company.. WoW.. J had confirmed with me tat she was going for lunch with me and Abg Sofian. I then asked B.. He kept quiet all da way. Oh no! Like wat Abg Sofian told me b4, B everytime very moody and when he's moody. Dun disturb him. So upon noticing B is keeping quiet, I dun wish to create a scene or humiliate myself in da accounts dept, juz left da plc. Later at around 11plus, he smsed me: "Hi, me not joining u lunch." I didnt reply to his sms. I wasnt upset. I juz let him b left alone.. becoz of mood swings.. When meeting J for lunch, J told me tat B was on M.C.. I was astounded upon hearing tat. "But i thot I saw him tis morning?" J: Ya, i think he wasnt feeling well so he took MC rite aft u left. So now I knw y he was keeping quiet when I asked him. While walking towards Lau Pa Sat, I took out my hp and smsed him: Y didnt u juz tell me u're on mc? How come u suddenly sick? Too much MSN rite? :) Ok. U juz take a rest and c u at work tmr. While having lunch, Abg Sofian(he knws wat was going between me and B - hey, I repeat B and me R juz friends!) advised me on something: "Jgn terlalu mengharapkan sangat. Mmg setiap perkenalan bermula dgn persahabatan tapi tak semestinya sesuatu persahabatan itu akan berakhir dgn percintaan." He also told me something not rite abt B. He told me tat b4 I came to Donaldson.. He was interested in JS but tat was b4 he found out tat JS was married but b4 he found out JS was married, he didnt confess to her. Abg Sofian told me (translated to Eng) "Now when he saw u, he interested in you. Then who knws if there is a new colleague - maybe a lady - he might be interested in her too.. He is freak-minded.. He cant make up his mind. He see pretty and cute gals only he interested but he did not think of wanting them as his gf..." Becoz of tat, he gave me an advise (I am not going to repeat-pls read da one in yellow font - which simply translated as: Dun think so much.. Dun put too much hopes. It is true tat every introduction starts with a friendship but a friendship does not necessarily ends with a relationship.) Dun worry, Abg.. Adik will always remember ur words. Thanks for tat info. Adik promised u tat adi will take care of myself. U noe wat. Abg Sofian's instinct is rite.. At nite during MSN, he confessed me with something. It was abt us. Wat was da confession. Well, it will be continued. :D Clue for u.. It is neither good nor bad news for me. Like I'd said, I will keep it cool. If u want to knw wat was da confession abt.. Stay tuned .. ;) Aft da confession, I will still continue my friendship with B.. It is better to keep and treasure frienship, isnt it?
