i've been asking tis myself when i tried to console myself. its a natural process where u pick up and move frm older friends. Take for instance da O levels, everybody became close knitted. soon, everybody moves and shifts to diff schs. Their own friends, diff timetables and all. So complicated right?

but to keep friends is a problem tat i'm facing now. ever since i started working, i have been seeing my friends lesser than ever. i thought my life was going down da hill being in da norm of working all day and has nothing else to do to entertain myself.

even when i was on my way home frm sch or work, and happen to meet my friends in da bus or along da way, i wasnt as chatty like i used to. da reason being, i was too worn-out frm all day's work. sometimes aft work, i had to go for class, tat explains y i was so worn out tat i dun talk much with any of my friends when i meet them. quite a dissappointment...

y do I feel so burdened? i feel like screaming. something is bothering me. I feel so distance abt my friendships. Haiz. I cant put my finger on it.

Amyria pours her heart out @ 4:41 pm   |