Sunday, March 05, 2006
Where to get the remaining $4K?!! They expect me to rob a bank? Sell my body!!!
Damn!! If i didnt pay at least 50% of the $10,798 of remaining University of Wales fees by end of March, my name will be remove frm da sch database!!!
Wat the fuck!! They didnt even tell or inform me to pay!! At least they can juz inform or remind me to pay by installments of a certain amount or pay monthly installments.. They didnt even inform me anything!!
I did pester them about tis. All they did was, "We are still checking on how much u need to pay in installments." But in the end..at da very last minute, they call me to announce me of tis unbearable news!!
They told me tat $10, 798 was long overdue!!! WAT?!!! The due date was May 2005!!! W.T.F!!! I had been chasing them abt tis matter since July 2005 and if it is already due, they can notify me! But instead, they kept delaying and said, "we are still checking..in process.." blah blah!! Fuck la!!
Yesterday, I missed most of my Marketing Research lessons ok!!! Lesson 7.15pm to 10.15pm. Break time 8.40pm to 9pm but because the management wants to see me, I stepped into da class only at 9.40pm!!! I was 40 mins late. Damn it!! They didnt even apologize. All they did was keep asking me on how to pay the remaining $4,000 (since I am allowed to have only $5K plus as an overdue amount and I had paid $!000 - left a pathetic $210 in my bank account!) by end of March. Fuck them la! Do they think it is damn easy?!! Easy for them to say but not easy for me to find da money!!!
If they did their job well by checking every students' record, I wouldnt been so pissed then! But they did their job at da very last minute den demand payment!!! FUCK!!!
If the payment is due in May 2005 and in July 2005 I had asked abt tis matter, they did a thorough checking.. I am still able to pay da 50% of $10, 798 in a span of 5 months. Then in April 2006, another installment of a certain amount or monthly installment will come in for da remaining $5798, I wont be tis enraged then! But da month of April is coming and they cannot allow big amount to be paid in installments so I was fuckingly force to pay at least 50% by end of March..
They even had da nerve to tell me tis, "U dun have a credit card and ur parents also do not own a credit card so, da least we can do is to ask u to settle 50 percent of da overdue fees!" FUCK OFF la!!!
When I ticked them off, "I have been pestering one of ur staff since July 2005 and why only now (March 2006), u finally got da ans?! And da fees are due in May 2005, why den when I cam to u to ask how much i need to pay in monthly installment since July 2005, u didnt let me knw? Instead I have to pass u document every document for ur processing! Tis is such a haste information to me. I am not earning a hundred million dollars per month Ok!"
THEY: We understand, we try to talk to da upper management abt tis. If they insist on u paying da remaining 50%, we r sorry but we have to cross out ur name frm UOW database.
My mind was in bewildering state hence I didnt ans them back. Back to class at 9.40pm, i couldnt concentrate a thing! Where da fucking hell am I gonna find $4K by end of March?!!! NO WAY AM I GONNA LET THEM CANCEL MY NAME OFF FRM DA DATABASE!!!
Wat? Get frm my family!?! Please.. They have been asking me since August 2004 NOT to PURSUE for my degree but I am as stubborn as an ox, I cried and knelt in front of my grandma in da presensce of my mum and begged to go ahead with my determination of studying for my degree and I Promised tis: DUN WORRY, U WONT BE HELPING ME OUT IN DA PAYMENT. I WILL PAY MYSELF. EVEN IF I HAVE TO STARVE DURING LUNCH, I WILL GOING TO PAY MYSELF. I HAVE BURDEN U ENUFF. I AM NOT GONNA BURDEN U AGAIN.
Tats my promise to them and I HATE TO BREAK PROMISES!!!
Although i am over 21 and eligible for loan, I cant take any loan because I am not holding a permanent job!
Tuesday, I have class and they also want to see me regarding da same matter too. Da least I can do is to negotiate with them tat I can pay only $1K every month for 10 months. And da 11th time will be da $798. In fact I am finishing da course (Insya-Allah) by September 2007. If da negotiations r a success..da last payment will be next year March.
I have finished 1 year and 6 months of da degree another 1 year and 6 months to go and I am not going to quit halfway! Neither can they (sch)!! I will not going to let obstacles or people get into my way!!!
Some of u will ask me, "Just borrow la frm ur family members." Hello!!! Borrowing their money is da same as they r paying for me.. Tats breaching of my promise!! Let me repeat, I HATE TO BREAK PROMISES!!
I knw some of u will say tis, "Dah tau tak ade duit, kerja pun tak tetap nak belajar ijazah... blah blah". Let me tell u tis.. I have a personal reason y I am very determined to study degree. I will blog abt tat personal reason soon. I knw it is personal and to some people, it cant be read by public if I were to publish it to da WWW. But who cares! Majority of da bloggers did tat! No big deal!!
