sobber heart always come wif a miserable life... perhaps its da way our thinking is... however, its juz hard for me to change tat mindset...

pple once said tat dreams r only real when u pursue in it... but wats da point of it when peers gave u mentally support whereas parents dun seem to agree to it? maybe and maybe dreams are only to be pursue when u have the ability to do so... without time and capital support, there is nothing much a young adult could do... there had been alot of plans going in and out of my mind... turning in to study of psychology, study of science, signing on, or simply ending all troubles by doing silly stuffs tat is enuff to end all. i am still at a lost...
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We r all creations of God. How ironical tat we spend most of our lifespan studying and working so as to survive to live a life tat does not even look worth it. Wat do we get out of it? Relentless as just to live a comfortable life. Even after all tat, nothing is guaranteed. So as to say, freedom from these tie-downs would come only after retirement. Nothing to worry about cos all is well but just look at it. Da end product is at extreme ends. A long punt forward isnt it? When you kick da bucket, wat do you get? U leave everything behind. So much for saying to urself tat u made it to live a happy life. Work over 60 years to achieve those credentials, then u roughly spend about 5 years trying to enjoy the fruits of labour then suddenly u die. U lose. So y does da secular corporate system work tis way? Totally sucks. U lose out in da afterworld. We need to get the best out of both worlds. How to opt out of this bloody system when the cold fact is tat u cant. Adapt. Difficulty may arise to balance both but we have our responsibilities. Wat is worthiness if it all comes easily? Good things dun come easy ok? Im speaking out just as to remind myself and others before its too late. Reminders to help da often astray human minds remember.

Amyria pours her heart out @ 9:43 am   |