Thursday, July 14, 2005
asal la kau ni menyibuk.....kau suka jaga tepi kain org kan...kau suka dpt attention mcm gini kan....kau suka bodek2 ngan anura pasal kau nak di accepted kan.....asal si daniel yg call kau den u wana get upset n crita mcm2 pasal aku....aniway....aku gadoh ngan anura...so tats it....ini antara aku ngan dia...den kau sibuk2 asal??... (Daniel call mesti lah aku melenting coz kau tak tau jaga bf kau sendiri.. sepatutnya, kau ckp dgn dia.. jgn call mana2 pompuan hanya kau saja...ini kau tak ckp kau kasi dia freedom, dia call aku lah..dgn accentnya yg fake.. aku terperanjat.. setahu aku, bila kau berbual english kat dia, dia bingit, ini dia lak berbual english dgn aku..apa dia tak bingit ke.. yg cari pasal ialah Daniel..DIA MULAKAN..SUPAYA kita bertiga gaduh...)
kau BABE...??buahahahahahaha..kat rumah byk cermin kan...jadi faham2 ah nak buat pe..hahah...in total control of herself....hahahahaha...kalau kau in control of urself kau takkan melenting when aku comment....beribu crita aku dlm blog kau...aku cuma comment skali jer....kau da tak leh angkat....hahaha...rilek sikit... (i neva say tat i'm a BABE.. its juz tat when SUMONE CALLS ME BITCH, I'LL take it as a COMPLIMENT. And in another meaning... BITCH do stands for Babe In Total Control of Herself.)
btw i will be back end of july.... (oh really, apa dah tak sabar nak bunuh a bitch ke? Which bitch kau nak kill? Aku ke Anura? Atau kedua2nya sekali? Hahahaha) so i still wana see wat u gona say to me in my face...(i will only ask, "Hows Paris?") im not gona scream n shout(buat pe mau scream n shout, i didnt do anything right under ur nose to anger u) im juz gona see if u actually dare to throw shit on me....like u did on ur blog...it seems tat u r the one screaming...(siapa yg pekik2 mcm pompuan yg takde iman? aku ke kau?) with the capital letter n highlighting the words n stuff like tat.....haha...lagi skali....kau cute mcm kucing....hahaha...its true....adorable but ugly...haha (i knw cute stands for ugly but adorable... Kittens r ugly but they r adorable, arent they? So y cant i be like them, since i juz LOVE CATS sssooooo muuuuuccccccccchhhh)
obviously i do have an enjoyable life...n obviously u don....hahaha (yeah, so wat? u're trying to make me jealous? C'mon tak heran! My friends also had enjoyable life going pubbing, clubbing, juz pretend lah tat i was there wif them... haha.. ur enjoyable life is juz fucking guys.. y wld i want tat kind of enjoyable life when i was young? OI! MAK BAPAK KAU TAK AJAR KE? Buat malu kan mak bapak kau ah!)
megah nye kau ngan kau nye body odour....hahaha...seriously u do stink....n plz do sumtin bout it....haha....ppl r making fun of u idiot....giving u nickname n stuff like tat...ur pathetic...haha..yup i don meet u always but once in a while when ur ard me or the centre or watsoeva...u smell...n its bad...ppl run away frm u...kalau takde duit nak beli deodorant...aku bleh belikan k..hahaha (??? I think u got it wrong... i dun smell.. my clothes r da one tat smells.. u knw rite i dun like to do housework but at least i did my own washing of my own clothes n coz i am not sure how to.. my clothes tend to be not clean aft washing n when i wore them, it smells.. Haha.. So NOT MY BODY Smells but MY CLOTHES.. Not ALL My clothes smells, ask my grandma.. SO IF U'RE STANDING NEAR TO ME N HAPPEN TO SMELL A STINK SMELL, tat means, da clothes i'm wearing smells.. Hah! Dun knw how to differentiate between BODY ODOUR and CLOTH ODOUR.. tak tau nak beza kan bau badan n bau baju.. hahahaha. Nak belikan deodorant? Boleh..aku very high class tau..aku tak mau deodorant yg hanya harga $5.. aku nak more than $15..gi carikan.. ehehehe belikan eh..standy by je...hahaha)
n if i were to see u outside...i will definitely not shout or scream....i will juz see wat u'll say to me....n obviously i will answer u back....coz aku bukan kayu mcm kau....tak ingat ke dulu satu laki dari centre pekik kat kau tanya kau soalan...kau diam....tak tau nak jwb...kau tak malu ke?? (Buat per mau malu, like i'd said i'll juz treat it as sumone meyalak mcm anjing at an innocent kitty, but i knw he luvs cats too so lets rephrase it as: Seekor kucing jantan yg besar, mengomel marah kat seekor anak kucing yg cute, OK? hmm...asal kau tak mention namanya? Kau baca dulu reply aku..akan aku jawab soalan tu di bawah email ini nanti) tat time aku rasa aku yg malukan utk kau (oh iye ke? Bukan kau sindir aku senyap2? aku tau kau ketawakan aku kan?? dun try to bullshit!) hahaha..ur juz dumb hahaha.....
ape kena mengena pasal gadoh dengan pelajaran...?? hahaha...seriously....i got money to be where u are now i can pay n study n get a degree....everyone can if they wants to.....ur pathetic.......ur juz old fashion (aku pun ada... my atuk kan jual rumah... becoz of tat i can study till degree, itu pun setakat separuh harga je..ialah my atuk pun memerlukan duit untuk hari tuanya.. aku tak mementingkan diri sendiri, aku setuju je.. aku kenal atuk aku siapa..dia kalau pasal duit..ada sikit stubborn.. hmm.. kalau atuk aku generous, i can alrdy go overseas if i wan, but faham2 je lah my family tak mcm ur family.. my family kata org pompuan blajar je di SIngapura tak payah go other countries blajar, my family jaga aku baik2.. my family jaga aku supaya aku tak WILD mcm u knw who lah...nasib baik pompuan tu nye family tak mcm mine kalau tak, dah kena halau lah..asyik balik malam n also dah takde dara)
for u....ppl should respect n be scared to those who r a degree holder n etc etc....hahaha...n i wouldnt be ashamed to get angry or shout at u...a "degree holder"... (oops!! its undergrad not "degree holder")
ppl everywhere r fighting....a teacher n student....husband n wife....the politic ppl....principal n teacher...boss n staff...a manager n a guy at pasar...n they all have different level of education....so my point is the level of education ppl have will not stop ppl frm gettin angry or fighting with each other....and the least of all being ashamed frm it.....ur juz narrow minded arent u?? (i am actually a little open minded.. i knw how u fuck.. my friends kan selalu send forward emails.. sum of it shows as a cartoon...doing tat fuck thing..so my perception is, maybe fuck is doing tat kind of way... guy's "P" inserted into gal's "V", ryt Daniza? U'd done it, definitely u knw!)
the heck with ppl who r saying bad things bout me.....they don know me (n i believe u dun really knw me, kau tu junior, aku senior.. bukan 1 tahun... 3 tahun..aku dah nak graduate frm sec sch pun, kau masih sec 1 or 2?) everybody r saying bad things bout everybody....its in all of us...we like to judge other ppl....so i have two choices...others should either like me or hate me....coz tats life...ppl come n go...(true! ingat tak aku nye blogspot..aku tak tulis pun any bad things abt other pple tapi ada byk nonsensical comments kat tagboard aku.. My frends said tat, there r 2kinds of pple, those who like u n those who dun so juz believe in myself n filter. I think u shld too. Anyway i am not saying bad things abt u.. i juz want to make u realize tat u r da one in da wrong!)
aniway....aku jerit2 ngan anura ke aku maki hamun dia ke....ini antara aku ngan dia....asal kau nak kena sibuk2 atau kau nak bodek2... (bukan nak sibuk2 tapi nak ada keadilan. Kena tanya lah dia dulu betul ke tidak Anura yg bocorkan rahsia tu? Asal dgn tak usul periksa, kau marah2 maki-hamun dia? Asal kau malau ke dgn Daniel? Abih kau beritau semua volunteer kau takde dara tak malu? Asalk lak dgn Daniel, kau malu?? Dan oleh kerana Daniel dpt tau, kau sangka Anura yg bocorkan rahsia sebab hanya Anura saja yg mengenalinya?) hahaha....memang aku da tak respect dia lagi...same to her...dia da tak respect aku...dia maki hamun aku dia jerit2 kat aku (siapa yg mulakan dulu? Aku rasa, kau yg tak pasal2 maki hamun Anura dulu. Itupun NOT FACE TO FACE, setakat sms je.. berani konon!) i hate her n she hates me...we will keep throwing words at each other...coz we both simply cant get along anymore... (pasal Daniel ke tat both of u dah tak get along? Aku dah agak, ini semua angkara jantan tu cuma pompuan buta menilai cinta dari jantan tu akan tetap kata Daniel tu benar)
me n anura knows how to handle this thing by ourself....i don need someone like u to remind me with all this shit....n i think tat she too do not need u to support or advise her in this thing... (siapa ckp aku nak advise dia? siapa ckp aku nak remind kau? i knw..ur pengtengkaran belum selesai cuma aku tau kau akan sangka kan yg cerita merapek kau tu berpunca dari ANURA. let me say it again: ANURA TIADA KENA MENGENA.. dan aku nak tanya, asal jantan kau diam? Asal dia tak bersuara? Membiarkan kita 3 pompuan bergaduh pasal dianye angkara?)
i think ur the one who needs a support or advise/opinion frm her when i gave u tat msg frm friendster aint tat juz pathetic....don know how to stand for urself.... (aku forward kaunya friendster msg to her coz of da contents u wrote in it! Kau kata anura backstab kau? AKu rasa Daniel yg backstab dia! Itu pasal aku forward pada Anura dan bukan main melenting lagi tau dia! Dan dia lagi melenting bila kau nasihatiku untuk berjaga2 dgn Anura.. apa ni?! aku tau knp kau marah sangat kat aku pasal Friendster msg kau pada aku. Kau kalau boleh nak aku backing kau kan? Kau jgn nak bullshit ah.. Dulu dgn Faiz pun, kau ckp almost da same thing juga.. apa motif kau? Kau nak dia backing kau kan? Hanya org bodoh saje yg akan backing kau!) ur juz an extra who wants to get involve isnt it??.....haha..(biar lah, aku suka kerja2 mcm ni..hehehe)
daniel calls u n kau nak melenting kat aku....??...haha...merepek kan gitu....ur the one who start giving shit....putting ur stupid comment on his blog (aku sangkakan poem tu sebagai perangkap jerat..aku comment ah) den copy n paste the words in friendster....so sape kat sini yg cari gadoh dulu??(Daniel lah, he calls me wat..i dun wanna him to call me anymore.. if he didnt treat Anura as his friend, den he shldnt have treat me as his friend too.. and if he didnt treat pple as his friends, he shlnt call them, y da hell he called me sampai aku tulis kat blog, org lain comment: "Dia sapa? Mataair lama ke?" Alamak!! Tlg lah...Daniel is so declasse (low standard) not my kind!) ur asking for it isnt it??...the stupid "advise" u put on the comment....haha....ur a clown.... (aku mmg nak jadi clown..clown kan kelakar.. hahaha, so ada ciri2 jadi pelawak tak?)
plz do not advise me bout love....coz i don need one...i set my own rules...n i think tat u do not have any clue or watsoeva about love....(huh? oi! aku pernah bercinta tau! not tat guy frm da centre! b4 him ada seseorang...sapa ckp aku tak tau apa tu love? i knw..cuma aku tak percaya yg satu percintaaan mesti berakhir dgn satu perkahwinan.. sebab tu aku break dgn dia..aku masih sweet 18, - oops! 17 coming 18 - dia ajak kahwin? [umurnya lak 3 yrs older than me..Sagitarious jugak tau sama dgn aku] my studies cam ne? ada ke dia kata, tak payah study? merepek kan tu! aku ckp dgn dia, kalau nak kahwin dgn aku juga, kena tunggu sampai aku habis persekolohan ke degree, dia tak leh tunggu, dia memaksa aku berhenti belajar dan bina hidup baru dgn dia - SUDAH AH! Itu pasal kita dah break. Yes, i knw wat is love. Aku dah experience pun.. cuma untuk ke jinjang perkahwinan, aku tak confident..apa kau confident keR?) remember the guy in centre...??...he holds ur hand while crossing the road n say sweet stuff to u n u think its love n ur both in love...u claims tat he broke ur heart n ur hurt n blablabla.....hahaha....kesian kau eh....any gentlemen will do tat aite....ur juz stupid enough to think tat he loves u...hahaha(perkara tu kan dah lama? asal kau babitkan lagi..ini pasal lain yg kau babit cerita lama asal? so skrg siapa yg cari pasal? And one more thing, kau panggil aku pengecut..tapi yg sebenarnya kau yg pengecut! Frm beginning to end, i read ur email, ALL NAMES R MENTION cuma satu nama kau tak mention..)
well if Yunus claims tat i am not setia wit guys....he should jolly well know wat he did....is it me or him yg tak setia...he start talking bout me n so i start talking bout him too....btw once again i don need u la to remind me wit this.....the reason i let it out in ur blog bout me when im 15....becoz...i read ur story n u say tat u gona let out the big secret tat i have n i suppose to be scared bout it (mmg lah aku nak let out tapi not in bahasa english in bahasa melayu..biar hanya org melayu je yg faham..abih kau dah spoil kan tu cerita..alamak... tapi cerita tu must go on..kan belum abis.,lagi 2 episodes coming in August.....haha) for me it aint big...its in the past....i did a mistake tat time....(kalau a mistake, kau tak kan buat lagi, ni aku baca, kau buat lagi, dgn yunus ah daniel ah..etc etc.. pple shld learn frm da mistake kan? bukan buat lagi) n so it seems tat u r so curious bout lettin it out....i might as well do it first to safe all ur trouble.....hahah....(thanks, tapi akan aku tulis jugak dlm bentuk cerita dlm bahasa melayu..tunggu tau...)
so tats it now....ur juz retarded somewhere up there....(retarded? wahaha.. kalau aku retarded, aku kena pergi sekolah budak-budak cacat, asal aku gi ke normal sch? eh nak berbual, berbual betul-betul sikit lah!) get angry wit me for no reason n telling an exaggerating story of me on ur blog....trying to get in the middle of me n anura....ur a geek....since skewl ppl r always making fun of u n till today....wat can i say...ur juz an idiotic geek.....(yes, we're frm da same sch but during sch u dun knw me n i dun knw u... mcm mana kau tau whether they're making fun of me or not..di JTSS kan ada ramai "Maria"? Maybe tat Maria u're referring to?)
well ppl out there might say tat im a bitch....but hey at least im good at it aite....i do bitch, cheat n do stuff ppl hates....so tats me aite....
maria maria....ur juz not my fight k.....u juz irritate me....ur smelly n i hate smelly ppl.....(smelly pple ke smelly clothes? hahah... i dun have body odour lah cuma aku cuci baju tak bersih jadi ada bau ah.. apa kau cuci baju kau very the bersih ke? haha... kalau sama juga mcm aku, cuci tak bersih, 2 kali 5 la kau.. haha)
so u copy n paste tis on ur blog aite...n continue to do ur stupid stuff....to maria whom i call "kecu".....hahaha...(arep & ali)..u know wat i mean.....hahaha my last word for this email....go fuck urself u smelly retarded crap (oi! mmg betul kau yg retarded! Asal tiba-tiba lak nama Ariff dan Ali muncul? Kita berbual pasal lain, dia berbual lain! Aku dah forward pada Ariff... dia marah tau..dia kata, asal nama dia boleh terbabit?! Nasib baik pasal "kecu" kau babitkan dia..kalau benda lain, dia boleh gaduh tau dgn kau! Dia lelaki apa dia takut! Oi! KAU KALAU MARAH, SEMUA ORG KAU NAK BABITKAN.. TAPI.. asal name "tat guy frm da centre" kau tak mention? Kan kau babitkan dia same dlm satu email? Nama Daniel ada, Yunus, aku, Anura, Ariff dan Ali..semua ada, tapi lelaki tu kau tak ltk namanya? ASAL KAU TAKUT KE? Ialah aku masih ingat very vividly..dia marah-marah kat aku, banging on da table when i cant ans his bombarded questions.. So aku rasa kau takut nak tulis nama dia, babitkan dia, sebab kau tak mau dia marah kau mcm mana dia marah aku kan? Wah! Tau jugak eh takut..haha..So aku rasa kau yg pathetic not me.. kau yg retarded..not me.. asal takut lelaki tu banged on da table ke, throw chair ke..kau tak tulis nama dia? aku dulu tulis pasal dia kat blogspot aku, aku tulis tau his "pet" name which i called him.. aku berani tulis namanya asal kau tak berani..*very pathetically lame*) ....put tis in ur blog aite...... (yeah, i will, lets c if u still continue emailing me... carry on doin ur stupid shittes)
N my words for u: Org mcm kau mana nak puas hati. Tak ada iman! Pandai cabar org. asal tak pergi tangkap jantan yg fuck kau..kan kau masa tu bawah umur. kau takut? KAU BERANI NGAN POMPUAN TAPI TAKUT NGAN JANTAN. Jantan nak kasi betina cam kena polong kerasukkan!!