Thursday, March 10, 2005
Yesterday, all of a sudden I received an sms frm Shuiyan, my friend frm sec sch. The smses were a gr8 shock 2me. Sumone's dark secret has been revealed...
SHE: Actually I wanna ask u, u still in love with hafidz huh?
Note - Him here refers to Hafidz and alamak! Y she made it sound until like tat? Is like not love. Like n love 2 diff meaning.
ME: I dun knw. Actually i also dun knw if i still like him anot.
SHE: Beta give up..he is just another horny fellow
ME: Huh?! Horny? U mean he likes 2do tat thing with girls?
SHE: Thing u neva get is alway wonderful
(I dun really get wat she meant till now)
I was thinking of a reply when she smsed me again.
SHE: I was looking through my phonebook, realise I got his no, so i try msg c if he change his mobile no anot. Still d same, den...
ME: Den wat? U wanna pass me his no?
SHE: No, i wont pass 2u. Dont wanna get u in trouble.
ME: Ok, but wat u mean by: Still da same den...?
SHE: Aiya..i also dun knw how 2explain.
(she still explain 2me, I didnt write here coz she said: Dont tell anyone, a secret between u n me. U my friend so i tell u)
I replied tat sms and she again tol me sumthing which i dun think is appropriate 2write it here so i just kept it 2myself. Then i smsed her again.
ME: I think he frm sec sch alrdy watch those R(A) shows tats y. Tell u hor me last time in sec sch got his house no but i didnt kol him too shy. I asked my friend help me kol den she tol me da next day n subsequent days tat their conversations ah very yucky he asked her a lot of disgusting horny things.
(its true, i got hold of his house no n was too shy to break da ice with him by phone so i asked my friend who was frm another sch to help me ko n check if it is da rite no n if it is, 'make friends' with him when she told me da following day n subsequent days tat he talked a lot of horny stuff 2her n ask me how da hell i can have a crush on tat guy. Tat time, i didnt believe tat da guy she was toking to was Hafidz. I tol her, maybe his brother or cousin. NOW I KNW MY FRIEND DIDNT LIE. SHE DID TOK 2 HAFIDZ 6/7 YEARS AGO)
P/S: I DID WROTE ABT MY FREND HELPING ME TO TOK 2HAFIDZ ON DA PHONE IN MY DIARY BOOK YEAR 1998. I DIDNT REWRITE IT HERE COZ... aiyah..i also dun da reason y!
(Also, no wonder his english is superb! He watched those kind of shows! Those kind of shows are in english so not only he picked up some proper grammar/vocabulary usage of english frm there BUT ALSO.. dun say already)
SHE: Ya, he neva change..alway so horny. I will believe if one day he becomes a sex maniac.
ME: No wonder he no gf i think gals scared tat he may do tat 2them unless they also like it. Thanks 4telling me after all dis while. :)
SHE: Ya,wat in his mind is 2try out all girls gain experience in bed blah blah. So wat 4 2b in love wif dis guy, whereby u wont get 2c him also.
(I dun understand 'whereby u wont get 2c him')
ME: I think ah he also not virgin anymore
SHE: He alrdy not lah he already say he is learner still learning
ME: Sigh y ah clever guys like tat one. He O level go A level clever leh but y horny other guys who not tat clever not horny
(Its true. Hafidz is quite clever. He WAS FROM NORMAL ACADEMIC SEC 5 O and AFTER O, HE WENT TO TAKE A LEVEL..other Normal Acad malay guys after Os, they went poly or ite n other Express malay guys go Poly or ITE after O Level, he outsmart those express malay guys, is tat clever? - dont care chinese, they're diff.)
SHE: Is like tat, tis world got alot of people u never c before one..
ME: Oh ic ok thanks again 4revealing his dark secret. U knock off frm work alrdy?
SHE: hehe gals muz help gals me finish at 6.
ME: Me at 5.30. Ok lor if free or anyting msg me hor. Take care.
SHE: Okie..take care
I also smsed Nazrul. Right after Shuiyan told me tat Hafidz is just another horny fellow, I smsed him: Oh my god! Shuiyan kata Hafidz Basri horny fellow!
NAZRUL: Sorry the late reply. Aku bz baru abis meeting anything I msg u okie..take care. (I forgot to reply him as Shuiyan was smsing me abt da phonebook thing)
P/S: I smsed Suresh too but he didnt reply. Hmm, maybe both of them knws abt Hafidz dark secret but didnt wanna tel me thinking tat i may not believe it? C'mon guys! U're my frens since sec sch of coz I trust U! Sigh..
Now I knw y during sec sch, some of da girls who knw both me n Hafidz gave me a smear look. I dun care. At tat time, there are alot of girls who had a crush on him. So, when they gave me tat smear look, da 1st thing tat comes 2my mind: They were juz plain jealous.
NOW AFTER 7 YEARS(I LIKE HIM SINCE YEAR 1998), I KNW Y DA GIRLS N SOME GUYS GAVE ME A SMEAR LOOK. I WAS SO STUPID 2HAVE A CRUSH ON A GUY LIKE HIM!! Y WAS I SO STUPID AT TAT TIME??! Y ? Y? Y?
Girls, if u r reading tis, my advice: Dont judge a book by its cover. Dun judge a guy juz frm his looks or his brains or his talent. U neva knw he can be a bad guy.
So abt wat I said previously tat I will rewrite watever events in my diary year 1999 n 2000, will it stil be continue? YEAP! this is my blog, SESUKA HATI AKU LAH. In fact, Coz watever i wrote in my diary book in year 1999 n 2000 wasnt only abt him BUT my life in sch, me, Nazrul, shuiyan, Ainn, Fadhil, Suresh blah blah.