Saturday, August 28, 2004
*Hey...I am back.. Its been a while since I last blog in. Well, the reason being was: MY LAPTOP WAS SENT4 REPAIR so I was 'away' from N chat room 4 a few days or so.. sometimes i went to cybercafe to check my emails as it may flood with unnecessary emails or wateva..*
Anyway, the title: Am I fat?
This is always the question I have been asking to myself. And I need SOME ANSWERS!! Both my mum n grandma think that I am fat!! Even my younger sis, Atikah is siding them! But I look myself in the mirror, I'm ok!!
If I am fat, I shld hv been in T.A.F club in sec sch. But for my 5 years in sec sch life, I WASNT EVEN been called to join T.A.F(Trim n Fit) club. That shows tat I am NOT fat!!
If I'm fat, my clothes wld be in the size of XL or XXL but I'm wearing size 'M' or 'L' (Most of my clothes r in 'M' size, the 'L' size clothes are bought by my mum for me.. )
If I'm fat, my weight shld exceed 55kg coz I am 1.6m BUT my weight is in the range of 5okg to 55kg. Neva more than 55kg so shld be ok ryt?
Whenever I'm hungry N wish to eat, my grandma will know. *Well, of course, coz she's always in the kitchen.* When my grandma saw me eat, she will nag! Yeah! Nag! She would be telling me "Eat again! Then grow fat!Your hips are alamak big already! Soon, ya body!" Didnt she know tats a bit insulting?! But its ok coz she's a family member of mine.. only family members can insult or criticize me.. NOT OUTSIDERS!!
I think the reason why my mum n grandma always pick on me was simply: Both of them are thin, overly thin(underweight category) so they think I am fat!! Argh!! (I'm in the normal weight category!)
Stress lah!! I'm already stress coz of other things n now I'm stress over this issue of being fat or not fat!! My grandma n mum insult me its ok BUT my younger sis...also!! I knw she is a family member but she is younger than me!! And she insult me!! How to endure?!?! Is like she has no respect for me for being the elder sis! She said, "Actually ah, ya height 1.6m n ya weight ard 50 to 55kg consider fat!! Fat! FAT!!" Thats WAT she says!! *Help me!*